Monday, October 30, 2006

hellos, I just blade finish. gosh I fell like 20plus times, I felt that my butt had just form one more crack by itself but it was enjoyable. haha it was because sheralynn was my instructor(: today woke up super early, 6.27am! yeaps.
haha went to meet marcia to go school and saw my class list. oh gosh i hate my class. i'm gonna be some guai kia.and they'll shut my mouth up whenever i talk unlike now when teacher continue talking with me.then after that just laze around in school and chit chat.
uhhuh went macs to eat and time passed by like nobody's business.
yesterday went to ps to watch DEAD OR ALIVE oh my goodness it was sucha NICE SHOW! amazing one though. hmm i was freezing cold. it was some kind of three hot chicks.
yups then after that went to eat at oichmi japanese rice yums. yeah then i went for anderson ice cream! oooh lala well we almost watch the wrong show but thanks to sheralynn's alertness we managed to change back the tickets.so sad that i din't get my report boook, so looking forward to see my report book.
yes. i pierce my ear somehow, it was kindof burning red. and i clinged onto marcia's arm tightly. then headed for home sweet home. planning to watch material girls. gna go roller blading tomorrow with my friends since i learnt "VERY WELL". hmm improvements though. hahas(:

Saturday, October 28, 2006

HELLOS
now talking to valerie
on the phone hahas talking about her malaysia
trip.
.and revivng our 2 years in lower sec
all the silly memories
and the emo time

blahs.
HMMs tomro going ps
was suppost to go east coast.or pasirs park
to cycle and blade but somehow did not go

i am a losuy mood
hmms don't really know what to do
just lazing in the house.

byes:)
BYES to you
see ya

friends are friends forevea
if the lord is the lord of them
and a friend will not say nvr
cause the welcum will not end
though
its hard to let you go in the father's hand we know
that a lifetime not too long
to let us sty as friends


HELLOS
I AM SUPER SAD
mrs jo is great at making people
embarrased
arghh
she was like calling out mine and marcia
name during assembly
so embarrasing
hmms spent the whole day there
super cold freezing
read books
hahas how good
well left with no choice
we had to help mrs jo in doing some stuff
and i secretly sneak down to 2.3
sighs i was damn sad I WENT 3.4
ALL THE GOODY TWO SHOES
it won't be the same
I AM GOING TO BE DAMN LONER
all my friends are in.3/3
its the happening class
and so fun
i was so disappointed when i saw the list
yeah there were people who retain
felt kind of sad for them
ad the arrangment for this year class
is downright FCUKED up
AND I WILL MISS MY FRIENDS<3
AHAHS i will miss valerie.tan the most
hahas i will miss clara and elaine too
all the people in 2/3
i wonder how i am going to survive
somebody can please transfer some naughty
girls to our class
HOPEFUlly

after that did not have the mood to eat
we delayed our break
i was standing at the balcony over looking the
whole school
i saw mdam sim then i was in the playful mood
i called her name then we hid yeaps
stayed at rtc till 4 plus
hmmms
headed for home sweet home
i am going to school on mon to collect my
report books
damns
i detest my class
save me

Thursday, October 26, 2006

HELLOS
spent todae going shopping
hahahs bus no.38 took a million years till
it reach tm
walk round bought a black pointy
striped heels
kind of formal
then went to the toilet to take pics
yeaps headed for sher house
to borrow some tee
ranshackign cupboard
then val was nice to fry
yuMMIE FOOD:)
ahahs but i was nice to treat her
macflurry
hmms stayed there to snorez
was quiet if not
due to the fact that some naughty person
keep kicking me and bullying me
plus closing the door in total darkneess
and bluffing me got insect on my tee
hrumphs
that is about all then headed for home
eevry where was crowded
tomoro is wear what you want day
and just happended to be the last day of school
i am going to be frigging sad
I need a pill or a bottle of medicine to cure the pAIN
byes:)

Sunday, October 22, 2006

I HATE mrs joseph argh
she juz call my sis
and ask me to dye back my hair
before taking my report book
i thought i had like 2 months to dye back but guess
i was wrong
hahahs
boos
gonna be so bored
at home
haahs talking to marcia nw
geeting super emo
yeah..maybe later going out
will stop here.
byes

Saturday, October 21, 2006

I DID A NAUGHYT DEED TODAE
sneakedd back to schhool
ahaha.miss my friends
and you at 10.02 kip
wnthing to enetr skool
is it worth it?
friends had to ren with me
cux i kip goraning bout yous
it was luch hour super crowded
went to the hall t search fer kim
saw my darling friends
then miss raju ask us to seat in the hall..
after tht headed
to the science block to tok
with clara ad sher was waiting fer marcia
sports brefing to end
yeaps
after tht seat in the cantten kip
laughingd
me nad marcia went absoultely highness
spiiling rubbish out
goodness aftr tahst went bubble tea shop
and 7 eleven thn
headed for home sweet home
:)
yepas byes:)





i din get a chnae to speak
is tahst how we are goona end on the last note
no hugs no goodbyess.
i shld juz face it rghts?
without looking back
cux it was wasteful
my last seieing you.
I WANAN SAE A PROPER GOODBYES
TO YOU
only in my dreams will it happen..byes



TALKING TO VAL NW
SHE ARH MAKE UP SOME TERRIFC
STORY
GT GOOD AN DBAD SIDE SHE JUZ OFFICALLY
CHANGE THE LYRICS OF YOUR BEATUILFUL
THE SONG


HAHAHASS


I DID A NAUGHYT DEED TODAE
sneakedd back to schhool
ahaha.miss my friends
and you at 10.02 kip
wnthing to enetr skool
is it worth it?
friends had to ren with me
cux i kip goraning bout yous
it was luch hour super crowded
went to the hall t search fer kim
saw my darling friends
then miss raju ask us to seat in the hall..
after tht headed
to the science block to tok
with clara ad sher was waiting fer marcia
sports brefing to end
yeaps
after tht seat in the cantten kip
laughingd
me nad marcia went absoultely highness
spiiling rubbish out
goodness aftr tahst went bubble tea shop
and 7 eleven thn
headed for home sweet home
:)
yepas byes:)





i din get a chnae to speak
is tahst how we are goona end on the last note
no hugs no goodbyess.
i shld juz face it rghts?
without looking back
cux it was wasteful
my last seieing you.
I WANAN SAE A PROPER GOODBYES
TO YOU
only in my dreams will it happen..byes



TALKING TO VAL NW
SHE ARH MAKE UP SOME TERRIFC
STORY
GT GOOD AN DBAD SIDE SHE JUZ OFFICALLY
CHANGE THE LYRICS OF YOUR BEATUILFUL
THE SONG


HAHAHASS


WHEE i finally HAD someone help
to make a blogskin
hahas its clara Cheong
MAni thanxs:)
the previous one was kinda jammed
nd my small words were obviuos
miss blogging
so much
this week have been crap
i din inline skating
spent the dae indoor suspension
bullshit
was boring inside
luched with ruth
ahhas wENT TO VISIT my friends
woahahs shocking to see nobody on their arse
haha if its me
hahas
i will have brusises all over but it loks fun
the following dae

somehow i thot mrs low wun
check fer coloured hair
but she did cum to the sec 2 to check
goodness
she tap me and was singled out
during assembly
s0 embarrasing
argh woahs
weina,priss,marcia.candy were caught
i guess i was lik the 4 one
SUPER FUNNIE everyone was busy
sparyin hair ahahs then mrs low came
everybosy acted lik some goody-two shoes
it was fun though
pris and weina kip making me
and marcia laughs
it was full -house
man,\
making loads of noise
then had to stand with marica
it was freeznign cold wnted to lower the
air con but sister riat caught me inthe act
bahhas
call my sista gt one week suspension
GOONA MISS MY FRIENDS TRUCKLOADS
LOVES<3
my parenst wasn't realli fumming mad
then sneaked to the hall.with pris,candy and weina
to check results
WOHAHAS I AM DAMN SATISED WITH
MY RESULTS EXCEPT my maths

went to principla office
hugness.she was nice
toking to me..
unlike some teahcers i knws
lucnhed with my friends.
then later wne thome
shall end here

ilovemy blogskin
hahas

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

LOVES<3

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

HELLOS
HMMS todae woke up uber early
to went parkwae for job hunting
at macs and mos burger
then went walk round.
to find studs
than headed
fer
swimming
wows played so many gmes like marco polo
i culd nt find them inthe water with my eyes close
in the water
argh
drank so much chloride wtaer pukes
played tuck of war
haahs
mr wolf
nd catching and gossiping in the jacuzzi
wowas
then shower in open air
whee
me,kim,marcia and sher
was playing with foam
hahs
shampoo.smashing on each other
playing
ahaahs
super fun
exahvnging water shower
ahahs
super fun
hahas kip bullyinh sher
squashing her
laals
i so wanna go on hol trip like sports girl
going shopping with friends
advantage
hahas
byes so tired
wanna sleep
gosht tml gng school





in my heart your my only one
you are my moon while i am ur
star thats count your worries
loves<3

Monday, October 16, 2006

PSI IS LIKE 127
oh no so high
ahh afetr a long weekend
went back to school
and got
caught by mrs jo
so idiot argh
i was lik playing catching with somebody
then i ran up this thing
and the next thing i came down and joseph was infont of m
so embarrasing
she din let me go excursion
cux of my colour hair
but i promise heri will dye back
hehehs
argh
then i regreeted gng fort canning
park
so boring
tsk.hahahs but some part quite funnie and
fun
yeaps
then went macs and eat hot cake damn yummie
hahas
valerie cut my hotcakes till
damn cute
hahahs
later headed fer
singapore river
haahhas
went abck to school
and wait fer val fer
jayclyn
later went to mmet clara
elaine
then went outside school to find marcia
sher kimbelry them but nt there
ended up walking everywhere
yeaps
aahahs but gd excersise and then ate some
almond red bean food
so weird the food dunt suit me
hahas but clara was nice to help me finish
whee
cux its lik kinda rude without finishing
anywaes hahas later they were in schhol
doing 1,000 paper cranes
hahas
marcia made one nice blue paper crane fer me
hahas
so honoured
went to0 haf prata
then headed fer cca
was slack
they were busy doing stuff
was juz doodling on the board
then follow simin go hall
watch 2/7 dance
nice
cabbed home
now at home
gosh tml is
marking dae so looking fowrd
gng parkwae to walk walk
then tanning if the haze is nt bad
wooaahas
coolign water
will end here byes:)

Sunday, October 15, 2006

HELLOS
HAHAHS I GOT A NEW BLOGSKIN
YEAPS
MANI THANXS TO VALERIE
FOR PRPARING THIS SURPRISE BLOGSKIN
HAAHAS
IF SHE DIN TELL ME I THOT I WENT WRONG BLOG
ANYWAES
the bad thing is thats too mani ppl
haf this blogskin
and oso my smallWORDS IS SEEABLE
ARGHHH
so irriating rghts
lols
hmmms
but i still love ym blgoskin
oops i am so runnign late to go ps
to meet marcia
and sher..is so goona be ealy waiting while i am late
while cux of my damn mum
kip complainign bout me gng out cyux if the bladdy
haze the PSI IS HIGH
HAAHAS
TML GOING BACK TO SCHOOL
YAY
AHAHHAS I GTG..

Saturday, October 14, 2006

HELLOS
went orchard after exams to walk round
and..Watch stay alive goodnness
IT was scary
HAHAHS I toook val jacket cux i cover my eyes
and scream
lols
THEn ate at yoshinonya
YUMS
then went shop round
hahahs bought a pair of green earings
and rose scrunchie
WOOHAHAS I AM so addicted to rose
lalas
HMMSS
then.after thats marcia sae wnted to play
Catching in orchard ahahs
so unique
but din play then slack in long johna
befor heading fe paragon
ahhas i did this fortune telling water thigy
then they
sae
some stuff bout me
hahaas
hmms then headed fer inter
late at nigth
to have dinner.with sher,simin
and clara
then went with sher to vcd sho[
ahas she choose so long so me and val
and clara sat under the dark starry night
HAHS thn chatted
ahahs so i plucked one super cutr strand of
leave then put insidde clara pocket as souvenir
lols.hahas then i use it to put in simin ear
bahahas
later then cabbed home,send home
sher before heading fer marcia hse to collect simin bag
yeaps then went home
super tired

Monday, October 09, 2006

HAHAHAS HMMS SO BORED
GUESS BLOGGING IS THE only way to kill my boredom
since i cant use the fone
only STUDY FOR SCIENCE
SOO.STRESSED
hahas i cant wait fer afetr exams gng
towning with marcia,val,clara,elaine and sher.
lols.whees
movies.and eat
GOONA PUT ON WEIGHT
HAHAS




it wrong to knows whats
gngon in ur life
i wanna knws
the story all those tear streaked faces
whys?
i wanna comfrot you but u are lik
so aloof
like u dunt even waan sae onli small liilte details
maybe u may find it anonying me asking but i juz wana
knws
is it wrong?
why do u lock urself up and shed tohse tears
dunt
ARE u in a lot of pain i wanna half those sorrows
fer you can?
take it easy dunt feel too sttreaased
yeaps
dunt ever disappear i will miiss you
and one dae i dunt see ur presence
i will cry.dunt sae thats thats u wnna disappear
i am scared.thats u realluy do
maybe u are undergoing a lot of stuff
i dnno whats is it
but can u tell me?
can u open ur heart to me fer 15 mins pls
and let me stop inside 4 15 mins to hear whats
gng on to see ur soorows
but u wun
u wll juz cry till i dnno when
but then dunt.
kaes its miserablee
but if any wae i culd help u .
i will.but i am helplesscux i guess it concerns
ya love life yar.and r parents ahst side
juz take it asy its easy fer me to sae but i kwns nt easy t do
but try
fer once
yepas

Friday, October 06, 2006

hellos so mani daes nvr blog as u can see
thats lottas of lame spammers spamming my7 blog cux
of the recent fight with 2/4
emms shall nt elaborate
further
lets see history test i din do finish'
WATSED 5 MARKS
HAD LIT
BUT GUESS WHATS IW AS DOING AT SHERAL HSE
I WAS HIGNESS
GOSHNESS I SAE I WANTED TO COMMIT SUCIDE WITH SIMIN GHTEN I HOLD EHR ARM THEN JUMP
HAI YO SUEPR LAME
THEN I FOUND out whose the gawn dam,n anoynmous
hmms
THEN I WAS MDENNAA
KIP LAUGHIND WITH CLARA
ahh amd HSE SHE IS HONOURED']
RTAHST SYHE GET TO SMELL MT SOCKS
AND I SO NICE HELP EHR FRY EGG
tsk and I WAS .PLAYING
PARARAS.
LALALS
HMMS HAD MATHS TEST HAHAS
I CHETSD
yeaps cux aurelia and elaien and val hel;p me
while thats clra was cheeirng me on
so pai sae i lastone to finsih
yeaps
bahahahs
THEN my shoe was officaLLY LOST
CUX THEY ALL PLAYED T HIDE
SO MA LU..
THEN GT CAUGHT
BY MISS ADELINE CUX THEY ALL SUUDENLY SO GUAI
SIT AT THE BENCH WHILE I WAS LIK
WHERE IS MY SHOE THEN TURN ROUND
GOES MISS ADELINE FACE
TOO LATE TO ACT GUAI
THEN LATER FOUND MY SHOE CUX THTS ISMIN HIDE
AT THE PIANIO.AND THE OTHER ONE WAS IN THE
SMEELY CUPBOARD
YEAPS NW AT SHERAL HSE HEADING FER GRANDAMA HSE
WILL STOP HERE
BYES:)
OHH THAQNXS FER TODAE
KAES
YEAPS MR APPLE.
BEYS

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

todae had chninese exams
it was hard gAWD DAmn it
i was racking ym brain
then the damn alarm rang and all the thots
flew out lik
hell
lols
later after skool.READ a script of BITCHY
GOSSPIS,
and all thr bitching in the paper
and happens to haf lik one sentence bout me
HELLOS?
if I NOES HW to act pretty
lets me tell u i will.act pretty rght at this min
or outside
if i knws how to.
instead of quareeling with your in the toilet
ND TOO BAD LARS I AM NT A PRO
AT ACTING COOL
COOL?.LIK COME ON WHOSE THE ONE TOKING
ND NO NAMES HERE
attract attention?
OHH LIK WHATS I DO?
I ONLYPLAYED OUTSIDE UR CLASS CORRIDOR
OSO NT SAE U OWN ONE
cheyy dunt have ur names scrawled acorss
I ONLY RMBR I PLAY OUTSIDE UR CLASS.
juz cux urs happen to be near
AS IF UR CLASS GT ANIONE WORTH
SEEKING ATTENTION FER.
OKAYS I SHALL STOP HERE
ITS SERIUOLSY MAKING ME RMBR THE WHOLE
FRWAKING EVENTS
AGAIN OHH ANd NVR waana rmb
i was DAMN EMO.
PMISNG SHLD LEARNT TO CONTROL
KIP TAHTS SMIRK TO URSELF
only wanna find trouble
go focus on exams lars

GOSH SPEAKING OF IT

THERE IS lik geo tml
bu i lik gt nomood to study
tsk
i HOPED THE PAPER IS EASY
PUR PLEASE
HAHAHAS
hmms gt not much to blog bout
juz feel lik snorez.byes:)




















do you noes hw i felt when i saw u there
so iintimate with.
dots u dnno'
hw i feel
cux u were defending her
i felt hurt
i oso dunno where i gt thats voice
to shout at you when everone was talikgn things out
i felt weird scodling to you
when i closemy eyes to rest
i recall te whole event
with images of you flashing across
anf it sucks
sighs i dno..
wtahst is it animore
am i suppose to pretend u nvr sae those words
sae those threatning ewords
i dnno hw to face u.don even want to
u shot me thtas look during
the drill
i felt elated.
but ahahs dn undertsnad whats u toking bout.
i wanans sj ewhy u so denfexive of dots?
tskk
at the rate ur huting
i will soon need
a bullet proof vest in da shape of the heart.

how could i stand here and nt be moved by ur actions
i'm like a flower
not sure when i will wither
when i will grow back agin
when i am crushed with pain
snd cries
i'm not sure if i can hold myself up
when my petals fall with unbearable pain
whats do i do when
my petals fall off?
do i find it outside in the rain
dreanched or whats?
i stand as tall as a flower
as long as i can
but the strength is soon
disapperaing
but i will silenly show whats i have for you
i may be trampled on
but i hope one day u will see
the things thats my petals can do.

loves in the first degree
byes toddles



cravinsgs for you and choclate chip cookies

Sunday, October 01, 2006

HELLO SO long since
i blogged.
eveyrone preparing for exams and i am
still online
like hell
and then i will start my last min revisoion
woolallas i am so looking foward to 26.october
yeaps
school close
heheha i gt to endure lik maybe 2 weeeks of school
ohh i feel in the pits nw
oso dunno why
maybe cux thinking of you
in fact i am thinking of all the things you do
its been so long
and sumtums hte impact that u do is great
though u may nt knws'
i dnno
i gt so mani things left unsaid
i waann sae but i am afradi oof the consquences
whever i look at your face
i waann spiill out but i gt to stop
and you knws i wann sae the 3 words
but when i look at you an dthink of ur string
of aiai.

i feel tounge tied
i am juz another spare one
rghts?
and do you noes
my heart aches.when i tik hw cum
i fall fer you
whereas i shuld nt cux of all the GAWN damn
PRATCICAL ANS.NOTHING WORTH IT
SO I FEL MY TASTE DAMN BAD
and i juz wanna be deree
when u shed tears i dunt care whose it fer
but
i wanna be there though i am standing far frm you
and the person i lik is nt them.is you
unDERSTABD/?
FREAKING HELL
i wanna sae sorry fer thats crude
i sae
i din mean it
and u give me thats hear stopping moment outside
tahst class
yeaos
i noes you go elegant or wadeva high class girl
but then i noes i am nt
but i still wanna b there
so follisj
and thanxs fer elnding me thtas
thiing
when i was in need i am nt sure
whether u haf a spare but
then
i forogt to ask gosh
hw silly
but though i din ask you.
iyou still lend
yay and i still rmb when u lend me tahst
thing
thugh i rmb at tht times u were having probs with
ur love
u still rmb i WAS super touched
yay
but when i look at you i forget all ur flaws
it juz disappers witht the wind

yay
I feel so uselss sumtums
wen i see you down
and all i seem to kwns is play
and laughs
lik'helll
and i tried to change but u culd nt see
so whats the point
but anywaes its only fer 4 daes
and i am back
to who i was
so yeah
byes