Tuesday, October 03, 2006

todae had chninese exams
it was hard gAWD DAmn it
i was racking ym brain
then the damn alarm rang and all the thots
flew out lik
hell
lols
later after skool.READ a script of BITCHY
GOSSPIS,
and all thr bitching in the paper
and happens to haf lik one sentence bout me
HELLOS?
if I NOES HW to act pretty
lets me tell u i will.act pretty rght at this min
or outside
if i knws how to.
instead of quareeling with your in the toilet
ND TOO BAD LARS I AM NT A PRO
AT ACTING COOL
COOL?.LIK COME ON WHOSE THE ONE TOKING
ND NO NAMES HERE
attract attention?
OHH LIK WHATS I DO?
I ONLYPLAYED OUTSIDE UR CLASS CORRIDOR
OSO NT SAE U OWN ONE
cheyy dunt have ur names scrawled acorss
I ONLY RMBR I PLAY OUTSIDE UR CLASS.
juz cux urs happen to be near
AS IF UR CLASS GT ANIONE WORTH
SEEKING ATTENTION FER.
OKAYS I SHALL STOP HERE
ITS SERIUOLSY MAKING ME RMBR THE WHOLE
FRWAKING EVENTS
AGAIN OHH ANd NVR waana rmb
i was DAMN EMO.
PMISNG SHLD LEARNT TO CONTROL
KIP TAHTS SMIRK TO URSELF
only wanna find trouble
go focus on exams lars

GOSH SPEAKING OF IT

THERE IS lik geo tml
bu i lik gt nomood to study
tsk
i HOPED THE PAPER IS EASY
PUR PLEASE
HAHAHAS
hmms gt not much to blog bout
juz feel lik snorez.byes:)




















do you noes hw i felt when i saw u there
so iintimate with.
dots u dnno'
hw i feel
cux u were defending her
i felt hurt
i oso dunno where i gt thats voice
to shout at you when everone was talikgn things out
i felt weird scodling to you
when i closemy eyes to rest
i recall te whole event
with images of you flashing across
anf it sucks
sighs i dno..
wtahst is it animore
am i suppose to pretend u nvr sae those words
sae those threatning ewords
i dnno hw to face u.don even want to
u shot me thtas look during
the drill
i felt elated.
but ahahs dn undertsnad whats u toking bout.
i wanans sj ewhy u so denfexive of dots?
tskk
at the rate ur huting
i will soon need
a bullet proof vest in da shape of the heart.

how could i stand here and nt be moved by ur actions
i'm like a flower
not sure when i will wither
when i will grow back agin
when i am crushed with pain
snd cries
i'm not sure if i can hold myself up
when my petals fall with unbearable pain
whats do i do when
my petals fall off?
do i find it outside in the rain
dreanched or whats?
i stand as tall as a flower
as long as i can
but the strength is soon
disapperaing
but i will silenly show whats i have for you
i may be trampled on
but i hope one day u will see
the things thats my petals can do.

loves in the first degree
byes toddles



cravinsgs for you and choclate chip cookies