Wednesday, November 29, 2006

FUG.FUG.FUG.FUG.
UGHHH I JUST DID SOMETHING SO STUPID
AND ITS LIKE SO LATE ALREaDY AND I DID SOMETHING
ABSOULTELY DUMB
GOSH I DONNO WHATS TO DO..
ALL THE WORDS THATS SEEMS TO SPEW OUT OF MY MOUTH
IS FUG.FUG.AND FUG
GOSH I AM SO VULGAR BUT I DUNNO WHATS TO DO
I DID A COMPLETELY UTTERLY STUPID THING
CARLESS
TODy is just not my day.damNs
how could be so careless
I PRAY THATS SOMETHNG WILL NOT HAPPEN
OH.. am so afraid now
BLEUGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I NEED SOMEONES' SMART BRAIN TO TEACH HOW TO TWIST THOSE
ARGHH STUPID STUFF.OH HELLPPPPP
DAMNS.SHARKS.SHITS.HORRIBLE.
HOW COULD I NOT BE SMARTER AND OPENDED MY EYES BIGGER
URMUOHS.HOW TO REVERSE THE MISTAKE
I AM IN A GREEAT FUGGLY CARLESS PERSON
I TOTALLY NOT IN THE MOOD TO GO FOR CHALETTTTTT..
HOW COULD SOMETHING LIKE THATS HAPPEN?
I WISH I WAS BUSY DOING SOMETHING ELLSE WHEN THAT HAPPENS.
arghh but i cnt change time rights?


love dosen't mean posseing that person
it means leeting that person you like to find happinesss
but why oh whydoes my heartaches


FUG.FUG.FUG.FUG.
UGHHH I JUST DID SOMETHING SO STUPID
AND ITS LIKE SO LATE ALREDY AND I DID SOMETHING
ABSOULTELY DUMB
GOSH I DONNO WHATS TO DO..
ALL THE WORDS THATS SEEMS TO SPEW OUT OF MY MOUTH
IS FUG.FUG.AND FUG
GOSH I AM SO VULGAR BUT I DUNNO WHATS TO DO
I DID A COMPLETELY UTTERLY STUPID THING
CARLESS
TODy is just not my day.damNs
how could be so careless
I PRAY THATS SOMETHNG WILL NOT HAPPEN
OH.. am so afraid now
BLEUGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I NEED SOMEONES' SMART BRAIN TO TEACH HOW TO TWIST THOSE
ARGHH STUPID STUFF.OH HELLPPPPP
DAMNS.SHARKS.SHITS.HORRIBLE.
HOW COULD I NOT BE SMARTER AND OPENDED MY EYES BIGGER
URMUOHS.HOW TO REVERSE THE MISTAKE
I AM IN A GREEAT FUGGLY CARLESS PERSON
I TOTALLY NOT IN THE MOOD TO GO FOR CHALETTTTTT..
HOW COULD SOMETHING LIKE THATS HAPPEN?
I WISH I WAS BUSY DOING SOMETHING ELLSE WHEN THAT HAPPENS.
arghh but i cnt change time rights?


TODAy..Was such a bad day.in the morning had to go to school i was being my usual careless.self.had to hopped off the bus cause i totally forgot to bring my ez-link.damns..hmms then went in search for sterplis..but did not have that kind of flavour so went fairprice.gosh the quene was effing long.rushed back to school to meet val&marcia&sher
was late.sat round before heading for..tampines.walked round.
stomach was grow-ling badly.hahaahs then headed for kfc to munch on some food.kinda saw my old-ex school mate its been a long time
6gardenia 0'4 miss the peeps
sat and talk.ranting on.about the happenings in life
such colourful life:)
tomorow having some kind of chalet thingy going on.hmms not staying over after that will head for supper with marcia
thats pretty much that happen

when i think of you.
i think of the feelings in the air.
i think of the memories.
aboundless happiness and sadness.
it cruises through my mind
it just floods back.i feel so silly and really foolish
all those times.all those fugging humiliating moments
i guess its time i stop clinging..
and get a grip on my self.
i wish that i have such a strong will

if only it was that easy i would long ago have
given up on those fancying you on my part feelings

sighs.dams

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

TODay woke up early in the morning.HAHAHAs.so early.hmms to meet sher.marcia and adeline went bras plaza
walk round went popular.to look at stuff..it was huge..sher went in search for pencil box..adeline went to look for stationery so me and marcia just hang round looking at sec 3 books..so thick totally scarys me
then went to look at pressies was real sweet
love messages.and i remember one message"the most lonely place in the heart is when love is absent".AHHAS AMAZING I COULD STILL rmbr but i still cant remeber the other sweet messages and
me and marcia was like finding for other peoples name and their desciption.and character wise
FOUND CLARA VALERIE ELAINE AND SISTA RITA.
hHAHAHS EACH OF THE DESCRIPTIOn suit their charcacter but
too bad ur name wasn't there so i cant find.hrumphs
awww.the gifts sold there were sweet.OH THERE WAS ONE MORE.THAT SAYS SOMETHING LIKE I FEEL SHORT WHEN I AM NEXT TO MY FRIENDS
BUT I FEEL AS THOUGH I GREW 10 CM WHEN I AM STANDING NEXT TO YOU:)
me and marcia was finding for pretty notebooks but could not find.
there was this super nice pen so wrote rubbish on the testing paper
sher mum was uber nice treat us jack's place.THANKS AUNTIE:)
ordered chicken and some mushroom spag..had some banaana crumble cake.YUMS
lter went to this huge LIBARAy.but was real cold so din go in
shop for earings
I THOT there WAS THIS PRETTY RED STRIPS earings.later headed
for bugis.there was this.hair styling show.some makeover.
took a look.played with the goolsy hair products.
then went mlphosis.selling fab shoes.bleugh the saleswoman was attuide.lars so we left.played with marcia sher ade.at the water fountain.was GREAT FUN.THOUGH IT WAS FOR SMALL KIDS.YELLing to our hearts content and playing saw xiner she was nice to look after the valuables
after that went arcade then went to starbucks...i regretted ordering latte
wasn't nice kinda bitter..
sat there and talk to val over the phone she was being her naturally mean self..HAHAS VALERIE YOU SHOULD SERIOUSLY TURN OVER A NEW LEAF AND START BEING NICE TO ME FOR ONCE.
THEN JAYCLYN WILL NATURALLY LOVE YOU MORE.:)oh what a terrfic idea.
then went home after that..super tired now
shall go and snorez
iamlongingfor you
tohearyavoice
ihavebeenmissingyou..
byes:)

Sunday, November 26, 2006

was frigging pissed with my parents.cause of some received phone calls.humphs so unreasonable i shall control
i shall not let my anger run wild.hahas val you must control it too.
today went with marcia to church with sher.i was laughing crap loads.with marcia.was trying real hard to control then afetr that went with marcia for some slaining thing
it was freaky kinda freak me.yeaps.hmms i was behind marcia
my first time though..real scary could just fall backwards anytime.without warning.hmms after church went to
ps.was having trouble about what to have for lunch.the food was common..
had oimic noodles and spicy chicken.after that we just kind of walked round..looking at clothes and bags
saw a few tees with special words.
and lots of others but was exxx.
after that bused to marcia house..stayed till quite late then
headed for home swwet home
was tired to the bones.,so caught some sleep.
went out to have dinner..
right now i am enjoying my ritter sport chocs
oh heavenly loves
BYES:)
shall update when free

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

today went with val to bedok inter early in the morning.valerie was like having
laughing gas i was like telling her i was crving for bk siwss burger
then i almost bang into the metal pole.tsk.val did not even warn me
i realised only when her eyes open extremeley huge.argh what a friend
hahahas.later went bk for breakfast.val was like at the menu irriating the hell out of me.hahahas.then later ate...after that headed for the libaray for.some aircon me and val was laughing lik mad dogs,i was trying..very hARD to control ahas she too..but my mouth seems
to have a will on its own to laughs
after that went.sher house..and just chatted.about some stuff.on the comfy bed.me and marcia were like..checking out our legs and tighs.
started talking..and i kinda mistake marcia socks for sher socks in the dark.and i was like being naughty and pushing the socks for her to smell.
ahhas but luckily.she didn;t.i was like laughing non-stop.
goodness willed myself to stop
after that went home with marcia.gosh.was bus-ing back.when it started to rain cats and dogs pouring like hell.me and marcia
was caught in the rain wanted to wait for it to stop
but was extremely heavy then ran bare footed..
marcia got this idea that we should daNCE IN THE POURING MINE and marcia visison was completely blurred by the damn rain
but we dance some swirly twirly dance in the rain was soaked to the toes
but had laods of krazy fun.:)then just sat outside her house balcony to talk.and played this water spray thingy since we were completely soaked to our little toes.then later just sat and talk for kinda long time.before headed for home.
humphs i am praying i don't get sick.i don't want to waste away my hols in my bed.
heard form sher that we are going to have this cca.bungalow chalet.on 30th and 1st of nov. .ahahs i am so elated. i want to sleep OVER.YES YES I WANT!!!.HOPE my parents allow. my first time.CLARA AND ELAINE COME TOO.THEN WE CAN PLAY TILL THE WEE HOURS.in the room.hopefully without senoirs
hmsm lotta of fun things there.so looking foward.
:)
i want to watch my 9'clock.so BYES:)
SHALL UPDATE WHEN I AM FREE.

bring me back when love was great and sweet
the moments were magical beyond belief
its like staying in a big happy bubble
and a fairytail with a happy ending but all those
i know are just dreams.that are meant for sleeping



hmms yesterday.went to watch step up with my darling friends.kinda boring at first but towards the end was absoultely hilarous and romantic too
wanted
to watch material girls but did not..later went xtra to pierce my ear.
hahhaas.then headed for kfc for lunch.
stayed there and chtted about sec school life.ahhahas all the crap teachers
after that headed for home
now watching my disc and talking to val on the phone early in the morning.
humphs wake me up so early .
HAHHAHs.

making me giddy with happiness
that will not last.its only for a moment.
the bubble.willl burst.


ya going through a diffcult period of time.
i dunno.depressed maybe ya heart must be in a whilre
feel kinda sorry for you i pray that it will be over.real quick
for you.
:)

Monday, November 20, 2006

yesterday was a pretty occupied day.early in the morning went in search for val hairsaloon.went all the way to inter.hmms then i thought val was broke or something then she wanted to call a cab i was damn afraid to go in.hhaas.so i said i will meet her there hahahs but i changed my mind and hopped into the Cab.ahahas luckily i took back my words about meeting ehr
there since its going to be a long trip.hilrous in the cab.
after that found out her wallet as bulging with money.anyways.after her styling i went to collect this YUmmie mago cake hahas choosen by val..
then.headed for home
nap for a while was uber tired;then headed
for this chALet cause was mom and my other aunty birthday.so stayed till kind of late.hahas was FUn..played daytona.hahahas.
after that went home and just snorez

Thursday, November 16, 2006

sythis year have been a year full of JOYS
SADness.happiness.and disappointements.that we all went through..BUT WEll.all i can say that it was a fantastic year with its ups and downs.THE DAYS will be kept in my heart
MY DEAR FRIENDS.but thanks for brining the joys.to me making me a more cheerful person.hahas never got round to this.as i have been pretty busy going out.

valerie:
thanks for being there for me when i was down.i guess i have known ya for 2 years though it wasn't a long period of time i have learnt lame
stuff that i was suppose to know.ahahs transforming me into a mad and hyper person.i wonders how you manage to stand my whiines about ahems sometimes..but hahas you were without a word of complains sometimes.those moments in camp corri..when i got some poky plants i scream in ya ear.must be painful.real soory.but cant blame me i
was scared stiff.those playful moments in class.the catching days.
and the days when you could get away from the teacher with ya oh-so innocent faces.tsk.and me landing up on the flooor...humphs.and be glad i walk with ya to 3/3 everyday hahas.BETTER find someone to walk with ya.or you will miss ahems till ya limbs ache.THOSE piggy back days..was real fffuuunnnn..and ALL OF OUR PHONE CONVERSATIons being super high.AND..cRAZINESS.hahas.till tear folld out of ya eyes
i will miss playing with ya.AHAHS YES YES YOU GOT BEAUTIFUL HAIR.AHAS ALWAYS LOOKING At JOYCELYN'S mirror and not lending it to me.MEAN.
BUT ya got a high tolerANCE LEVEl to stand with my nonescial rubbish:)
AAHHS you better miss me.whhess
ohh hahs those fight were childish but it somehow just over after one day
i will miss those toilet breaks.the wonderful toilets.and delyaed recces
but thanks you have been there for me through bad and good times


clara:
i shall use ya fav colour.i think its olive green.hahas.HMMS this have been a chaocatic year.hmms so poor thing you met with so many probelms with da person.but i sitll rmbr me and you will laughs even though we were scolded and standning up CAUSE I CAN HEAR YA MUFFLED LAUGHS.distraction goodness cca also.ya uber lameness.
OHH AHAHS PIGGY BACK ME TILL I GOT ONE HALF BOIL egg
in a cast.
we could laughs till we became mad DOGS..it was funny but yeaps.
ohh don;t look too gloomy sometimes kays super scary your face when your angry and when ya sad and not making noise smething seems to be missising:)girl.OHH AND I WILLL NEVER FORGET the crawling days outside 3/3.the crawling and disturbing and classes.and HILAROUSLY.MRS LOPEZ..AND HER nvrm.shall not elaborate.thanks ya have been a great listening ear.my friend.YOU HAVE BEEN GREAT.hmms maybe one day ya will find someone.you really like.
GOOD LUUCK.BEST WISHES.i will miss those days.



marcia:
ahahs ya fav colour lime grreen.known ya since pri 3 and 4 but seems to lost contact.for 2 years hahas re contanct again at the 14 bus stop.seems to land up in suspension with her.alawyas for the same thing.hahahs first.was when we got cornered for poning reading periods.drats corneed by miss ethel and this damn prefect
had a day suspesion laughs like crap..this girl crept into my bunk with simn.
asking for toothpaste so early.ticking my leg..mms runing from bunks to bunks.and you so poor thing sick on the second night.goodness.athose fun days OF WAter PLAYING.GEtTING DRENCED TO THE TOES.to relieve the enormous preassure form teachers.dunno if we will still have those lower sec days.super carefree.yepas.i will find her when i am free.
thanks for those times you were there when i was feeling in the pits..like from the music room.and you have some factor there that.somhow makes me see sense.HahAS.and ya have a flair for singing ahhas so passionate about it.though sometimes kinda off-key.hahs ya and ya happy and senti songs.but thanks you have beeen there for me through bad and good times.BUT SADlY.we won;t be gradutaing together since ya such smarty.hahas BUt i wanna see ya on ya GRAD NIGH WITH TAHST PREtty gown babe.hmms you deserve better.from that psychduck.such a mean-mo.anywayes i manage to train.leg muscles running away from teacher with you and hiding at the 4 fllor toilet.haahs
yeaps thats all.loves<3



SHERALynn:
shall choose pink since i see ya always liking thats colour.
hmms known ya for.hmsm 2 years too.hahahs the one who always seem
to have a way.of making the reality semm so scary.HAHAS but she is great at knocking people awake and out of their"fantasies" so you cant dream for a litle while more.HAHAHS.thanks for being a listening ear when i complain about ahems and you would teach me ways to shoot ahems back.when she shoot me.whees.sorry that time i lost ya so precious but ya wasn;t that pissed at me maybe you were but you dinshow it out.yeaps.AHAS GOT A SUPER HIGH LEVEL OF PATIENCE
EVEN THOUGH I DON;T REALLY know WHEN to get serious you would be there to help me and get me out of trouble with"lao shi"NUDging me to shut up.hahas totally greatful.AND ya went highness with me after cca.HAHAHS.goodness.hmms.dangs.this girl here will be there when i am super sad ause of some person.HAHAS.dear darling..alawys cheerful
must spread it okayss.OHH AND ONE MORE THING THis girl here
treats me to yumie treats..yeaps.real niceworking out soultions is ya forte.hmms as help me in lottas of differenyt.really glad i got to know ahhas.COunt myself lucky.byes:)
lovs hONeaye women

Simin:

i dunno ya fav colour so i choose blue.weell..i know ya for 4 years that is pretty long sitting next to me in pri school.With ya ohh so cute hairstlye.and ya terffic chinese.Hmms thanks for all the times when you would walk me to my house and accompany to chat till pretty late.and then you yourself will have to walk one long avenue.hahas next time i walk with ya okays.AWW..it must be heavy having to backride me.hhahas but had so much fUN.GOING SO FAST like the wind.WHEES

especially uphill.sorry but now i have learnt to cyycle.hahs so we don't have to do the two thingy anymore.yayness.this girl is always paying for cab fare due to her loadness.never complaining.hahas she is great fun.but can be mean and sacrastic at times.girl.esp when talking about ahems.hahahs.THAnks for treating me yummie treats.and being there to listen when i am down:).love ya.NEXT YEAR MUST BE goody-two shoes girl cause i am trying hard to be one.HMMS SUPER devoted pc environment person.committed alawyas see ya doing ya duty.love to make fun and play with ya cause i know you won;t be angry.rights.i'll remember all the happy times.hahas and don';t pull a gloomy face cause of that person.YOu look better and more friendly with a smile.then ya "dao face"maybe lady love is on ya side and ya find someone.goodluck.gal

elaine:

HELLOS.i GOT a confession to make.i ws ya passer by.hahs cause i was bored but i don't spamed i wrote somethin nice:).this girl always bully me.steeping on my shoes during ass.till mr jo would scold me

humphs and even during maths tutorial throw stapler bullets at me.so mean.but next year you won't have anyone to bully ahas i am safe and sound.thanks for somehow spotting when i am down and b there.ya love hai yah have been there for so lonG.UTTER DEVOAtion.i still rmbr i will go withya to ahmes class.BUt i heard you found someone new.what a friend are you.never tell me whose the person.ahahhs.but good luck with whoever it is that person.maybe will be much lovelier this time.give ya my wishes,jia you.:).Gone through much this year.with everything.been great knowing you though sometimes i can be a pain in the arse but thanks for not ignoring me.YEAPS.best.OH and thanks for being so sweet.when that time mrs jo was about to call my name to.see her infornt of eveyrone you use the bag to block me.Thanks but its din work sadly.ahhas but was touched.and tell me the moves ahmes make.lallas.i am satisfied for knowing you..though next year you will be whiized off to 3/2 i will remeber you.stay smiley.

ALL of the friendships i have made over the

year is the sky above my home,

the crystal air i breathe,through

which i see

i can;t believe how much you mean to me

without you with me,time would turn to

stone.i don't know why i need you so

or how.but i know i will be there

IN times your wounded heart can harldy bear

the truth is with me

whY IS it that we need friends?

To be awake and fully know who we are

with you i will share a grace that never

ends.

All of ya have left footprints in my heart

which i will never forget.

thanks.much apperciated

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

today woke up super early i guess i wasn't in the right mind when i agreeto go with val to.style her hair.hahas so early met for
breakfast heard a song about you.but thos are the words that will never come out of your mouth
ahahahs.hmms then stayed at the saloon for one hour pluses
so long.later went with jiawei somewhere
din want to go eastpoint with her but somehow she psycho me into it
so we cabbed there hahas she is super mean
make me sit in the sun just so i cant touch her hardern hair
big deal
after that just shop round
the money changer was close..after that she walk me to the no.38 bus then headed for the library
now at home hahas
so bored

bordeom is killing me:)

Sunday, November 12, 2006

today i guess i wasn't on the right mind val called me super early in the morning..i kind of forgot i was supppose to meet her till i saw the bright sun.and pick up the phone.HAHAS.went for breakfast
val heard this song which rhytmes with the nickname i gave ya.
but the song said some words you will never say.waited for jiawei mother.STAYED AT THE saloon for like one hour pluses.
she did loads of thingds.to her hair.played with the straightened.
then later went with jiawei somewhere.then i did not want to go with her to eastpoint.waste my time.humphs but she decided to cabbed there
so i was alright with going.
HAHAHS.SUPER FUNNY IN THE CAB
VALERIE IS AFARID OF WIND.I KEEP BLOWing at her hair.
AND WANTED TO TOUCH SHE SO MEAN FORCE ME SIT IN THE SUN
just so i would not touch
in the end the money changer was closed
then she walked me to .38 bus stop but since she was late
i boarded the bus myslef went to the libaray
later came home and slept till so shuang till the dumb phone ring
so loud jolted me out of bed:(
had burger and tom yam noodles
i am so BORED

BORDEOM.BORDEOM.IS KILLING ME BUTI DON WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL:(
do ya know i have been waiting since 3 for ya to come online.?
i want to give up sitting in fornt of the com.and looking out for the pop out
everytime its not you how.irriaitng.and give me a sense of uncharacteris.hope.








last fridAy went with sher.to watch the grudge 2.was uber scary
the ghost had such frigging black...long hair.i spent like half the time with sher shutting my eyes real tight.was screaming too but sher keep shushing me cause people were like laughing at the ghost.which.is not funny super sadist.i was friad stif hahas valerie going watch with jayclyn today wish her luck.later just went for lunch.stomach
was growling.then sher went to buy something
later we headed for simin house.me and sher kieep laughing in the bus
and sher kip changing the hey juilet lyrics.so many people looking
embarrasing.hahas
went to simin house.use her com.for a short while
and she conviently.delet something i type.went her house
ate chocolate and choco chip and.some pink in colour ice cream
yums:)later.went to watch.magic room.stayed for a while
her mum was coming back or else would have stayed
sher was in the kitchen making som milo thought she was cooking or something.FOUND OUT WAS just a cup of milo
load of some discs from her.
then cabbed home with sher.
later at night went for uncle house warming party
till quite late learned
to play majong.lols.
byes:)
GOING out to meet val apparnetly she wants to style her hair at 9 in the moring
hahas










whenever i hear thAt song i seem to think of you
those old days
that has long passed and seem so far now
i am trying to forget hopeffuly
i pray i will succed

Thursday, November 09, 2006

I AM SO FRIGGINg TIREd
but i stilll feel like bloggging
i am so addicted to someone blog
shhss..
YEPS I AM HEARING THE GRAD niGHT SONG
so sad the song.i shall skip song
marcia is headin for HONGKONG.SO EArly tomoro
BON VOAGE.(don't really know how to spell)
have a safe trip
Hurry come back and we SHALL
WATCH THE MOVIES like the good old girly days
before school reopens
and all the fun ends
HAVE FUN
BYES:)


have not update for quite a long time
hmms this week flew pretty fast
my first 2 weeks of nov have just passed in a blur
real fast.i did not know what i have been doing.hahaswent school first to meet valerie,clara and elaine

today went to east coast beach

i expected my dear friend valerie to laughs about my hairstyle
but she did not it surprises me this is what i call a true miracle yeaps
hahhas.went to have yummie hotdogs.gosh i am craving for it
i waited for simin for like one hour she came my house
to meet me in the end ended up with amazing race
busy finding for each other super retareded
hahahas.bladed at first but i wasn't good at it
so simin was nice to go with me
ahas i did not even cycle cause i did not even know how to
super embarrasing loads of slopes
simin cycle like the wind zooming real fast
felt so relaxed just biked and bladed
hahs later i managed to cycle and control it
i am so happy even though it is like what everyone knows how to do it
i want to learnt ice skating next
ahhas.i am uber enthu about this kind of activties now
after that me and simin went in search for macs
but somehow we lost marcia and
claraso went back i paired with marcia
we kept screaming somehow going into the drain
i was damn hungry .so ordered food
hahas some raffles girls found simin or clara
attractive hahas took pictures of them
after macs went to the bike kisok we lost track of time
so it was kind of expensive
went to
the beach later me,marcia and sher craved
a name on the sand using our footprints
OHH AHAHS who ever have steads should leave their
prints on the sand and they will lived in eternal happiness
that is what sher said
amazing:)
saw 2 sec 2 sacians
and a whole bunch of upper sec tennis players
hmms
i felt so embarrased with my hair so me and simin ride up a
head
hhaahs laughable.there was this super sweet
snadcastles.where couples did proposing
yeaps..
took a lift from sher
then accompanied simin till pretty late near my house
hhaa she doesn't want to go home so chatted
AND I SWEAR SHE CAN BE SO MEAN
hahhaas.kidding.
damns i am so hungry i wanna have supper but
i am too tired to do so.
and i heard some disappointing and bad news
i am super upset

yepas


sometimses i feel super useless like so though i am not
capable of anyhting.like i only seems to
play.its like i have never accomplise anything in my lower sec years
i seem to muddle through it
i did not do anything senseible or did anything good
to people i seem to be livig in my own world
thinking.i could just be so tactless at timees
and sometims i could just lose track f the impt things i have to do
and land just someone or somehow somebody in hot soup
yeaps i hopes


i suddenly felt as if i ahve laods of bad points
whenever i look at dots face it reminds of you
it reminds me of the things that happen
reaminds me of all the silly stuff
i just feel so dumb.
i've been missing you badly.
holding on seems to be such a wasteful thing
have.for quite long
maybe those heart stooping grins.
those blushes.giggles.and laughter will be over

Monday, November 06, 2006

HELLos
TODAy went to school
went to this saloon to do something to my hair
with marcia and meet sher and
clara and elaine
went to the canteen
then later after thinking for so long went to have chicken rice
and just chatted
for like one hour pluses
headed for marcia house and chatted again
HAHas
till like kind of late
i found out some stuff
then i nv ever dreamt of
how could i be so blind sometimes
and not opened my eyes bigger
i felt so stupid
at thats moment
i felt like the trust kind of not too strong
how could i ever
went through all these years without knowing
but i guess sometimes that it is good
to forget and whats in the past to be kept there
maybe i am being silly but yar
not doing.anything
but maybe thats me
living there in the black ness of it all


was having mood swings today din felt
good
also don;'t really know why
my mood was just in the pits
but it went better in the eveings
but somehow later my feelings went haywired
and came back to square one
i seem to feel lottas of burdern and things weighing on my mind
i am afraid that
once i close my eyes it will flood back
but hoepfully will not
hahaas
maybe sometimes smiling and laughing
will help to make things better
yes it will
byes:)

Sunday, November 05, 2006

Hellos
yesterday wen out with sher
after debating so long we watched deathnote
it has a damn retareded ending lols
i did not want to watch the grudge
ahahs cause i was scared
..hmms
after that just walk round
then went to meet my parents
went shooping till kind of late
yeaps
later meeting marcia and sher to go
plaza sing
hahhas shooping and loads of yummie food
i am so bored now
the hols is killing me kind of boring
hahas will end here
byes:)

Friday, November 03, 2006

HELLos AHAHS well
TALKING to val on the phone now
apparently she is free hahas
and calling cause of some hotel breaks
humphs she so mean have not bought anything for me yet
goodness
todae woke up early to go for cca
i miss 14 bus then was late to meet
sher.but she was being the usal late queen still in bed
so waited for her
under the void deck saw simin so was not that lonely she was nice
to keep me company
later went for cca
gosh something super funny
happened
we were like scolded for taking the lift
ahahs the teacher was like wanting us to get out of the lift
cause nobody was unwell
i was like already wanting to go out then the lift just like auto close
so ended up closing the lift door on thr teachers
face
ahhas we ran
all the way from 4 floor
hilarous after cca went to cut hair
HAHAS
spikey
with marcia
just felt so bored of the current hairstyle so tired
somehting new
i look weird i guess don look like me hahahs
i felt really weird
was so sad hahs
i got short hair can't really tie
hmms after that went to have chicken rice
went to marica house to take some discs
headed for home
have been on the com for hours
want to go catch my 9 show already
hahas the last epsoide
byes:)


HELLos AHAHS well
TALKING to val on the phone now
apparently she is free hahas
and calling cause of some hotel breaks
humphs she so mean have not bought anything for me yet
goodness
todae woke up early to go for cca
i miss 14 bus then was late to meet
sher.but she was being the usal late queen still in bed
so waited for her
under the void deck saw simin so was not that lonely she was nice
to keep me company
later went for cca
gosh something super funny
happened
we were like scolded for taking the lift
ahahs the teacher was like wanting us to get out of the lift
cause nobody was unwell
i was like already wanting to go out then the lift just like auto close
so ended up closing the lift door on thr teachers
face
ahhas we ran
all the way from 4 floor
hilarous after cca went to cut hair
HAHAS
spikey
with marcia
just felt so bored of the current hairstyle so tired
somehting new
i look weird i guess don look like me hahahs
i felt really weird
was so sad hahs
i got short hair can't really tie
hmms after that went to have chicken rice
went to marica house to take some discs
headed for home
have been on the com for hours
want to go catch my 9 show already
hahas the last epsoide
byes:)

Thursday, November 02, 2006

hellos
today woke up super early
cause of dumbo val call me at like 7.45 befoe
she going malcca to some check point
hahas then later she call me again i was busy snorezing
so did not pick up
later headed for marcia house
then went to watch the conventant
hahas its an alright show not all that nice
hahas but there was this goldne hair guy in the show
who was cute made it all the more beararble to watch
went in search for ear stickss but found none
went to bought pancake with blueberry
yummie
just sat and chit chat before i went home
felt so bored nothing to do at home so went
back to my sweet dreams
woke up like 8p.m.hahas
toking to marica nowtsk
suppose to be talking to her ta dad but dad din allow
was scolding@#$$^^&^*
background
so anonying
tomro going to school early in the morning
for cca
hopefully i can wake up later
meeting marcia to cut hair
haahs maybe trying new pattern
bahahas

if one day i was the walk to the end of the
earth i will find you
and hold you tight for that short period of time
and believe in forever


if i have one wish i will wish
for you to appear in sight whenever i am
missing you
or i will wish for you to search my soul or search within me


GOODBYES


SIGHs i am going 3/4 i will miss the times
when we will do things in clique
when we will talk about anything under the stars or the moon
i will miss the times when there is endless laughter

i will miss the delayed receess
i will missthe good and the bad times
i will wonder where has all the catching days in class gone
i will miss the second folor toilet
the place of soltuided
yes yes
i will miss my friends:)

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

Those were the happpy times.(: hahas.


hellos
yesterday went to school with marcia took
my report book
and put some option form
after that met kimberly
went to tampines mall
to xtraft to pierce my ear
ahhas been doing piercings recently
mms i like my third earhole
hahas
later got to go for cca
meeting sher
yeaps byes:)