Saturday, December 09, 2006
i shall use the chrismas colour
HELLOS:)
today met marcia kinda late to go
for this church thingy
holding this play that was funny
hahas there was this person
and song talking about what
i would do if today was my last day before
i bid goodbye to the world
i will make that confession
and spills my guts out about
what my heart
felt about all the things that had
happened.and i want to spend my last
day with you watching the
beautifulsunset and laying down
on the peebles watching those
bright&shiny stars overhead
pleasureable ahahs
hmms after that had oichimi noodles
and walk round
looking at stuff.marcia don't be sad
alrights about that nike thing
we shall follow accodingto the plan
*naughty grins*went
shopss.sale and more sales
i regret buying that dress
hrumphs.so many other pretty dresses
later then went macs get ic cream
there this ice cream sticky mess
marcia went 7 eleven get me tisssue
thanks..
their tissue is over-priced
later me&marcia kept laughing
in the bus too cause of this sundae ice
cream marcia being so"consideriate"
and some...straps.thats was thislittle
girl laughing at us i was trying very hard
to control were the only ones laughing..so loudly.
blasting her ipod to almost max was being naughty
and she BLLASTING TO MAX MY EADRUMS.STILL NEED THEM
had this crazy idea to head for suntec but was so late so
ditch that idea.
hmms i am so bored i shall go get some sleep
later i get eye bags.i am so depressed school is starting soon.damns.so fast i have not played enough
i wish that there was this outbreak of d****
i know i am evil hahas but i cant stand it
i should stop being horrible as x'mas is near
yeaps
woohahahas
i wish i could get rid of that feeling that has been haunting me
and shadowing me
i suddenly recall those times when
you would.fumble over a question
andi hate to see u that way..
i miss that one week.though it was short
it made me smile..that no on could
those sweet small little thing i remember
though anybody could have do it
but you doing it..make me feel touched
i remember when i heard stuff about you
i would wept in my heart
and wish there was a big downpour that could wash away those
frusating wild thinking and imaginations
i remember those tear-streaked face of yours and my heart lurches
at the memory
i would get so pissed when those people came at you
and though i saw you
finding dots i will feel abundle of mixed emotions circuling round
me and i will think to myself thats its alrights that just seeing you happy is enough
maybe that person is right
those weeping over the phones when i hear dumb news even one day before my b'thday
utter irriatingness.
when those times i would be so worried when you dissappear out of sight
those times when you would fall ill pretty often
hoping ya alright out there
those stupid puupy ears looking at you
and those hurting words you said i tried to rub it off my memory and laughed it off
but my heart is not feeling happy
maybe you see me as the rest of them
sighs.
i miss ya voice.maybe in this world there is somebody who really want to see you
drop to the lowest level of sadness but then i will also becasue of ya sadness be sad maybe ujustnot aware
oh well
those days have been filled with you .and those fun stuff.
i miss it but aywyas i never regretted falling for you
liking someone makes one suffeer
and makes one greedy
oh wells byes
&!burried at 11:05 PM