Saturday, January 27, 2007

today spent half the day at sher house
HAHAS mostly slack and teach ade..
me and marcia ate like pigs
sher grandma cooking was like super YUMS ATE A LOT!
wanted to go catch movie but there was no nice show
i was like suppose to go there and study my indices
but ended up not doing anything

later headed for debs farewell party chalet
WEll she is heading for new zealand to study
HOW SAD back after 4 years will see ya 211
WELL FAREWELL GIRLFRIEND:)
then there was this 3 person debs friends
keep making me laughs
so much
ate a lot.i keep eating the chicken wing not even cooked
and that guy who b.bq told me after i eat half way tskk
spoil my apetite.
AND THERE IS THIS PERSON WHO IS SO. SICKENING
IF U DONT WANT TO SIT WITH US U CAN ALWAYS FIND SOMEWHERE
ELSE TO SIT ..
U CAN GO IN THE ROOM BUT TOO BAD LARS U GOT KICK OUT
WHO ASK U MOVED OUT OF YA SEAT.
SERVE U RIGHT It TAKE A LOT OF ENERGY TO HATE SOMEONE
AND I REALLY DETEST You like whats ya probelm?
must be so childish.like as though i did anything to offend u.
which if i rmbr clearly i did not do anything
OH WELL I SHOULD NOT TALK ABOUT THAT ASS
makes my blood boil
i guess sher and marcia know who is it


WELLL BYES:)
I WANT TO SNOREZ



entertainer of my life

Friday, January 26, 2007

i realise its time i updated been so busy lately
homework piling under my nose
oh well camp wasn't such a blast for me
did not learnt much

Day one ]
i forgot WHAT I DID
OH YES I REMEMBER BOATING
SEAWATER GOT INTO MY MOUTH.YUKS
THEN WENT SENTOSA
I DID not particate in the trapeze
was lazing round the sand with elaine
hahahs i crept to the sea wrote
stuff in the sand

my happiest moment was the playing part
*GRINS*ELAINE I WANT THAT PIC HURRY UPLOAD
I LOVE THAT PLAYING BY THE SAND PART FEW MOMENTS
wish it was longer

DAY 2
HORRBILE THAT STUPID TREEKING MADE ME LOSE MY ENERGY
8KM THE LONGEST I WALKK IN THE FOREST
THE SLOPE SO STEEP
UP DOWN UP DOWN
AND ALL THE MUD SHOE ALMOST SUNK IN
RAIN RAIN POURING DOWN


HAD NIGHT WALK WELL WELL THE SKY WAS A REAL BEAUTY
STARS SPARKLING
BUT WAS B0RING

DAY3
HIGH FEVER,SORE THROAT AND FLU
WAS SHIvering in my sleep so badly
well temp was super high 39.1
then had to reverse the bus back to scholl
sorry people
MUMmsy came and fetch me home



YEAH I AM SO HAPPY
I WENT SCHOOL FOR ONLY one day
on friday:)
actually did not want to come but mum was afraid i miss lessons so wen tfor school
passed pretty fast
jan is over soon.how time flies
after school went to meet marcia and sher
some UNFORTUNATE THING HAPPEN
i was like eating chicken porridge happily
when this stupid lady send us to rtc for eating in pri school
like wth?cant she just close one eye
well they have got this cream puff which is like super
i want to sneak in to try again.
me clara and simin spent it in rtc till 5
i was laughing truckloads i THOUGHT I MAD UP A PRETTy nice cheer
well i was bored lars cant blame me
me and clara and simin laughing like mad dogs
then 5.plus cabbed home
watched my precious tevve
WUGHH STD TEST STARTING SOON
MUST STUDY AND BUCK UP
BYES:)
L-O-V-E


you seem to be real and geninue in this r/s of yours
all the best
a big part of me have stop caring about your evry little move
lalaas

Saturday, January 20, 2007

MY BLOG IS FRIGGING DEAD hahaas
HAVE benn busy attending grandpa funreal
HAHASwell i am still at the funreal now
will be back home sweet
AND someone blog just hangg my com
so irriating well i guess serve me right for always going that person blog
MISS SCHOOL ON THUR
WELL MISS MY FRIENDS:)
HAHS well CLARA I MISS YA LAUGHTER TOO!
NOTHing much happened
thur study
ME and clara laughing at the study area
over some silly stuff
retarded stuff seems to occur on me WHEN I AM OUT WITH CLARA
shall not elaborate
HMMS friday cabbed home
WAS rushing..
well i learnt that life sure is fragile
my grandma is like so lonely now
the feeling of loneliness sucks like shit
after having experience it myself
WELL I SHALL BE A good grandaughter..and visit her more often
seeing her cry sure is heartbreaking
:( imagine 60 years of marriage lers. and just gone like
that.I WILL MAKE GOOD USE of my years
HAHS AND STArt to live well
SO FAR 2007 BEEN A sucky year for me
i lost so many things
u change like how the wind changes direction.i feel the fuck ass attuide towards u coming
cant afford to lose any more thigns precious to me
face lots of disappointments that other people cant see
and its alwyas people around me the same old people

maybe i should play through my sec life and not give a care about a single thing
sighs i dunno

got to go for camp in like 2 days time
but i don;t have interest have not packed yet i got to start packing
like real quick some class bonding
AND MISS WENDY MADE ME ROOM IC SO I CANT SNEAk into peoples room
how cunning
everytime i get scolding like wthh?
from mrs joseph and miss wendy like every lecture is puncated with a
"especially weilin behave urself"
fuck that shit
tskk
well tomore is SUNDAY
HAHAS.
I HOPE I WILL HAVE FUN AT CAMP
somehting bad is about to happen
i can feel it
BOO BYESS:))

Monday, January 15, 2007

SCHOOL WAS THE SAME
MONDAY BLUES
FAMOUS FOR DRADING MONDAY
CAMP IS COMING SOON
SHOULD I BE HAPPY OR SAD?
OH WELL hahahs.LOTAS OF PEOPLE IS GOING
BUT my interest is not there though last year was FUN.FUN.FUN
BUT each year is diff
used to be filled with bubbly excitement of camp in lower sec years
AHAHS.now JUST SEEMS SO NORMAL
WORKLOAD GETTING HEAVIER DUNNO WHAT THE HACK AM I DOING
ON LINE SUPPOSE TO BE DOING HOMEWORK'
rushing.writing crap
cant be bother to do
and FUCK MY SHIT ASS ATTUIDE
TOWARDS SCHool NA DPEOPLE around me
trying to be more open-minded
classes such a bore
me being emo and sensitivy like wthh?
well sorry to those who i have said some stupid stuff too
and stupid accusations
cca was prettaye much same old thing LECTURES AND MORE SAT TILL
MY ARSE WAS PAINN.
well i was busy scribbing and drawing stuff on table
what naughty me vandalishing

ate dinner and met that person AGAIN
FORVEVER.BUMPING
HAHAHS
then bused home with tabita or else i will be stoning away
OH WELL GOODBYES:)
GOT TO RUSH WITH WORK





I DON'T bother about you anymore give only a little damn about you
too busy to even care about u
but i don;t like to care about so much stuff anymore
just pass each day as it is much better this way:)
i lerant it the hard way

Sunday, January 14, 2007

i am so freaking tired of this blogskin
hahahas maybe its time i chANGE
last fri school was nothing to praise about
just the usual thing was so stressed during accounts
crushed like 3 papers before i got it right
the girl sittiing next to me is super poor thing
got to hear me vent my anger
accounts makes my blood preausser goes up:(
later noon was moody
dangs but later laughs loads
simin was being super nice
treated me and marcia to goodies like chinese new year hamper
HAHAS I WAS LAUGHING SO MUCH
went 3.2 to study
WELL ITS AIR-CONDITIONED HRUMPHS
I ENVY THEM
but so small cant play catching
HAHAS WELL I DID NOT STUDY
WAS BUSY SCREAMING AND LAUGHING
WAS Confessions time
MADE new friends.started confessing to people
SO MADDENING
later went for duty so pathetic so little parents came
sec 2 camp corri
was slacking inside the room
then went home with elaine so dark


13/jan/07
HAHAHS WENT SIS CHALET AND played
went t beach and played
ahahs encraved ya namein the sand
under the bright prettaye stars
:)YAY WAS THINKING OF YOU
then went home and snorez

TODay went to orchard with sher and marcia
to study
HAHAHS
went to this libarary..study for like straight 7 hours
HAHHAS SO LONG.well adeline was MAKING SO MUCH noise
THEN got scolded so many times
but she was nice to treat me strawberry smootie:)
well.studied social studies i am so sATIFISED STUDIED LOTTAS OF PAGES
I GOT TO start bucking up and pulling up my socks
for accounts
i don;t want to end up flunking my first accounts test what a bad
omen.WELL i am being superstitious
hahahas but if i flunk would any nice kind soul join me for tutorial?
i am hoping so. tomoro back to school
that traumatising school
HAHAHS WELL I AM SOOO PEK CHEK I FORGOT WHERE I LEFT
MY CAMP FORM I AM SO PREPARED TO GET
SCOLDED
WUGHH.MONDAYS ARE JUST SO NOT MY DAYS
monday blues:(
LALALAS
I AM SO BORED
TO TEARS
be my entertainer for today will you?
nah you would not
so obvious



do you know when u said those words 5
i was hurt but i don;t want to show it out
its me being childish i know
but i cant help it
i feel the gap happening soon
i learnt when its time to let go i better let go
or it make me feel misberable regardless of
whether is it friendship or love
whats the point of holding on
i want to know what is your mind thinking
i want to msg u when i miss you but so whats?
it will only stop the missing u part for a little while but it will\
come back soon
HAHAHS.seriosuly i feel like a fool a lot of times
i can only ease that foollish feeling by keeping myself occupied.
yeaps
byes

Thursday, January 11, 2007

HAHAHAS MY BLOG IS LIKE OFFicallY DEAD
AHAHS I AM GOING TO REVIVE NOW
THE WEEK WAS PRETTY MUCH THE SAME WELL
fuck those stuff that have been making me upset
for the past few days well thanks for being there for me those
friends.
much apperciated thanks for ya shoulder CHEONG;
HAHHAS.XAV.I KNOW YA BLOUSE IS WET
LALALS
getting pretty used to ,myclass adapting to new enviroment
damnit
AHHAS MAYBE IT WILL BE ALRIGHTS
thanks for those people who have not make me feel left out
TODAY LAUGHS TRUCKLOADS
WITH VALERIE TAN
SUCH AN ASS
making me run dunno how many miles worse than pe
HAHAS THE OLDTIME
PALYING CATCHING IN MY CLASS SECOND LEVEL AND FIRST
HOW STINKY I WAS.
all thanks to her
AND RUNNING TO DOTS LIKE
wth?hahahs fell so embarrased
HAHAH HAD FUn
WANTED TO SIT with my friend during mass
some teacher forbids me to sit so move to the back sweetie simin
accompany me i was like laughings also super lame
HAHAS then this prefect came i was so prepared to pop out of my place to
stand but was simin spiky hair
THEN STUPID SIMIN MAKES ME LAUGHS TILL SO EMBARRASING
THRID FLOOR
LAUGHING MAKES MY SCHOOL BLUe GO AWAY
:)SCHOOL SO MUCH BETTER
ITS RAINING SUCH A COLD NIGHT
I DUNT WANT TO GO FOR CAMP
SCHOOL IS SO FREAKING STRESSED,PREASUURE
DAYS after school spent cca and studying with pals
studied then cabbed home with marcia today
and simin
ITS RAINING ITS pURING LOOKIn AT THE RAIN DRIP DROP
SPLITTER SPLATTER AGAINST MY WINDOWS IS PRETTY
tomoro got duty till 1o/30 p.m. so freaking late meeting
mumssy later ahhas she is being nice now a days
i wonder whats wrong
?HAHAHS STUPID FORM JUST CALLED MY DAD
ANYWAYS DAD IS PISSED WITH MY FORM
HAHAAHS SCOLDING AWAY




i am afraid to rely on people
cause the disappointments i have to face its unbearable i guess its time i
be independent and i learnt to mature in my thinking
i'll take it slowly though it may be hard
but i really want to do it
a lot of things on mind recently..made me do a lot of thinking make me treausre
people around me i dunno when i will lose one of them
there is nothing as forever in this world
its going to be gone one day



sighs i guess you found someone new
its back..if that person is able to make you feel happy
then good luck i genuniely hope you will be happy with...
but i see the way on the surface dots treat you
i dunno it looks like controlling to me but weell i am an outsider
i dunno anything so i got nothing to say
but seeing you with someone esle my heart is uneasey
i WANT TO GIVE UP
i wait till i forgot a lot of things
but i realise placing a mask to hide those sorrows and just smile and laughs
will make the day seems brighter and happily:)
its better this way
BYES
LOVES<3

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

today was a fucking bad day
i started my day with getting caught for coloured hair
and ankle socks i did not know it was not allow
felt so lost like starting primary one
went my class.
and stoned.and draw wrote rubbish thought of my friends
I MISS THEM SO FREAKING MUCH
I AM AMAZED BY IT
I MISS THEIR COMPANY.LAUGHHTERR
I BROke a record i did not laugh today.
such a class i am not use to it
during break i view laughter but my face cannot seem to
be happy.and lit up..
in fact i felt like a loner the most lonely person.
got scolded for stoning
damn it.i was just looking out at the sec one girls
boo.mrs khee
i miss the rustling of paper flying across the class
pretty much spent.my day in school thinking of many things
during recess was my happiest moment
hahahs went up to 3/3 stupid clara scare me by calling my name
hahas.went with them.:)really miss it
recess was crowded but anyways love the atomosphere all of sec 3 same recess
i think its super cool and nice get to meet up
after school my mood was in the pits.so sour.shed tears like
stupid flood could not control.
when i saw my friends the emotions rushed i am
getting seriously e-mo.CLARA BLOUSE IS WET&SMELLY
cause of my tears but she was nice
to lend me her shoulder to cry
HAHAHS.BETTER GO WASH IT.OR ELSE WILL BE STINKY
later my mood was better
yeaps went to have food.
then back for cca preparing for orrentation
so borring me and clara had blisters from shoes
and we took out one of our shoe and walk so retarded
and miss chia is weird
i was moaning whole of cca time with tabbita
SHE SEEms to be in not a good plight kinda worst than me
but pretty much the same proccess going through
ARGHHH MY 2OO7 SO FREAKING DOOM
I HATE SCHOOL without friends its worst to kill time
anyways i guess i got to start being independent but that word
don;t exist in my dictonary so i got to start making it exist badly
BLAHS JUST SO IDIOT
cca was restless had to run to and froth cause came back kinda late for break lost track of time
was busy regaining back my laughing days
but anyways i was touched by what some of my friends did so yeaps
loves<3>
thanks to some of the friends who made me feel not so lonely
being in a new enviroment.
yeah


i seriously feel as though i am super stupid.
why did i care about your impression of me
why did i care about those rubbish things
that now it made ma become a loner
if i did not care if i did not care so much of tounges wagging
about those kinda stuff
i will be perfectly happy now i give up a chance that
my friends ask me to grab hold
but i did not so ended up being a freaking loner
so pissed and upset and you did not even care about me
why should i even care about..what you think of me
DAMN IT
HURHS.i should not bother i should not give a damn about it
its un-important but there is a part of me stilll caring
i dunno whether that oppturnity will come again
f-u-c-k the percentages are low
arghhh i don;t want to talk about it BYES
MUCH UPDATES
SUCH A UPSET AND PISSED POST

&!burried at 10:06 PM

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

just woke up so late my sleeping times and waking
up times are seriously weird
i seriously wonder how i am going to wake up super early
tomoro i am like trying really hard
to have that excited feeling but
its not succeding damn it.maybe later going out with parents
to buy
my earings&stationery
need pencil.and notebook&foolscape to doodle on
and maybe drinking java chip i never seem to get bored of it
well well
need to study later flipping through chapters
and stoning and staring at the book\
HAHAHS my this post is borring nothing to blog about
HAHAHS i shall come back and blog tomoro
going to be lottas of things
byes

&!burried at 1:04 PM

Somebody should just tell me
that i am dreaming and school hols don;t start in 2 day
time i PRomise i will be ever greatful to the person
but it is just wishful thinking on my part

today spent my day at home
hahas at night suppose to go somewhere in bugis
to have new year dinner with my whole cohort
of cousins&relatives but in the end
went to this resturant at suntec
the food was fantbulous
GOOD.then the adults were having all this talks
i was bore out of my mind listening so borring
and it can last so long luckily me and my cousins
had the same idea of sneaking out.BINGO!
so i sneak out with my cousins after the food
and we were being naughty so we took like 4 glasses
of wine..HAHAHS i am not a good drinker
my face got so freaking red.like as though i appiled
a thick layer of blush.
my cousins kept making me laughs.so idiot so we just sat outside.
was frezzing cold.
HAHAS THEN I WAS SUPER HIGH cause
was msging somebody such a long time since i had the zinging feeling that goes through my spine BEEN A million years since last heard from you.my heart soar when i saw the msg. WOHHAHAS &also cause for i dunno what reason i am happy maybe cause the alcohol was making me dizzy with highness or maybe you
i am so happy!contented with my life and feeling bless.
YES yes hahahs suddeny i am feeling this way
weird feeling
anyways went walking round then i followed them to this billiard place.I was like stoning there while they played
TOTally lost in thoughts
rushed home in time for my 9 0 clock show
and triumphs in the sky
the show is so nice.they should just re-telecast it
:)well well i am in a good mood
but that person is not replying which makes me in a bad mood
i am spouting nonsense
but it will not deter my mood.i am happy.i wish it was raining now
so i will stare out of the window and look at the rain
so beatuiful.yeah but sadly when i want it to rain it doesn;t
BYE BYE
LALALAS

&!burried at 12:41 AM

HAPPY NEW YEAR:)
OH WELL i hope 2007 will be a great year
with loads of fun&joy
gosh it sure is fast.time flies past
and i rmbr how i spent 2006.i pretty much while away
my time not doing anything constructive
AND I wish i had a remote seriously so i can reverse
how cool is that i am going to spent it well
2o06 was filled with obstacles many times that were filled
with sadness&joy
it taught me lessons too we should always treasure a person
before we know we probaly lose that precious person
i should start making new year resoultions but i always end
up not doing it..beyond my means
hopefully 2007 will be much better
yes but i am not getting my hopes high the odds are against me how sad
spent new year at aunt house
was my aunt birthday and i did not know how blurr
went for buffet was filled to the max
went to look at contancts.coloured contancts are so pretty
but my degree is high and its exx.damn it
i should start saving up money to buy
then had ice cream cake.heavenly
later went down to marcia church for countdown
the atmosphere was like HIGH
everyone jumping.
the service was super funny a lot of retarded things we did
and laughing about then since marcia church was
near to the national musemum we went down
every part of it looks like a club and disco to me
HAHAHS.spotlights people being damn high and all that
reached home sweet home at 1 plus
yeaps
school is starting in 2 days time i am like not looking foward
to it.i am totally dreading it
i should party my hols away because
its going to be another 365 days of work&more work
stressful.
BYES:)

&!burried at 12:19 AM