Wednesday, January 03, 2007
today was a fucking bad day
i started my day with getting caught for coloured hair
and ankle socks i did not know it was not allow
felt so lost like starting primary one
went my class.
and stoned.and draw wrote rubbish thought of my friends
I MISS THEM SO FREAKING MUCH
I AM AMAZED BY IT
I MISS THEIR COMPANY.LAUGHHTERR
I BROke a record i did not laugh today.
such a class i am not use to it
during break i view laughter but my face cannot seem to
be happy.and lit up..
in fact i felt like a loner the most lonely person.
got scolded for stoning
damn it.i was just looking out at the sec one girls
boo.mrs khee
i miss the rustling of paper flying across the class
pretty much spent.my day in school thinking of many things
during recess was my happiest moment
hahahs went up to 3/3 stupid clara scare me by calling my name
hahas.went with them.:)really miss it
recess was crowded but anyways love the atomosphere all of sec 3 same recess
i think its super cool and nice get to meet up
after school my mood was in the pits.so sour.shed tears like
stupid flood could not control.
when i saw my friends the emotions rushed i am
getting seriously e-mo.CLARA BLOUSE IS WET&SMELLY
cause of my tears but she was nice
to lend me her shoulder to cry
HAHAHS.BETTER GO WASH IT.OR ELSE WILL BE STINKY
later my mood was better
yeaps went to have food.
then back for cca preparing for orrentation
so borring me and clara had blisters from shoes
and we took out one of our shoe and walk so retarded
and miss chia is weird
i was moaning whole of cca time with tabbita
SHE SEEms to be in not a good plight kinda worst than me
but pretty much the same proccess going through
ARGHHH MY 2OO7 SO FREAKING DOOM
I HATE SCHOOL without friends its worst to kill time
anyways i guess i got to start being independent but that word
don;t exist in my dictonary so i got to start making it exist badly
BLAHS JUST SO IDIOT
cca was restless had to run to and froth cause came back kinda late for break lost track of time
was busy regaining back my laughing days
but anyways i was touched by what some of my friends did so yeaps
loves<3>
thanks to some of the friends who made me feel not so lonely
being in a new enviroment.
yeah
i seriously feel as though i am super stupid.
why did i care about your impression of me
why did i care about those rubbish things
that now it made ma become a loner
if i did not care if i did not care so much of tounges wagging
about those kinda stuff
i will be perfectly happy now i give up a chance that
my friends ask me to grab hold
but i did not so ended up being a freaking loner
so pissed and upset and you did not even care about me
why should i even care about..what you think of me
DAMN IT
HURHS.i should not bother i should not give a damn about it
its un-important but there is a part of me stilll caring
i dunno whether that oppturnity will come again
f-u-c-k the percentages are low
arghhh i don;t want to talk about it BYES
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&!burried at 10:06 PM