Wednesday, April 25, 2007
i shouldn't be blogging now
i should be busy studying with my head buried in books
in prepartion for myE BUT I'm just too lazy
school was pretty much the same old thing wasn't used to being back in class
after being suspended for 2 days
i just sat there stone and surprisisng pasi attention
today wasn;t a great day as i woke up in the morning and just knew this day was
going to be so wrong
HAHAHS guess its my sixth sense
what the hell early in the morning i could not find my freaking important file
that has all my school work in it was such a rush so in the end just went for school
i thought i will be send to rtc for each period but miss wendy did not send me for maths
totally shock me i thought she hated me to the max
HAHAHS revision and more mye pass papers were handed up
homework piling like crap
did not bother to do accounts.h0w lazy i am
after school met the usuals then rushed for ss after school class
and i embarassed myself i thought i was like the only one late for class so i ran
and i fall flat on the cement flOOR.omg i was in such fucking pain&agony
i duuno how the hell i managed to hobbled back to class
jocelyn went with me to sickbay i ambled there
heheh did not attend ss
well i was down there eating fries and telling jocelyn all the happy memories ahems gave me
and she was telling me all the happy memories that her ahem had gave her
so was happily eating fries there while she bandaged my wound
but after a while it did not hurt a bit
i could still run and walk faster then jocelyn
SURPRISE.but inside my heart was pain
MRS loke was super nice she excused us 15 mins earlier and she passed me her
notes since i was in sickbay.she rocks!
she is the first teacher in my entire pri&sec education that i think is nice
and who is my permeant ss teacher:)
well after that bump into rara,elaine and simin
they went down with me
to find girlfriends
then exited out of school
well was supposed to go val house to study but dad did not allow
hahahas he think i will be out roaming the malls
so did not make it in the end
bused home with marcia
she had to use e toilet so urgently so stop at tanah merah
the toilet was like a stink bomb
it sucks like shit
oh man!
then later sher had to go bugis meet her dad then we bused back home again!
now back dad had took leave off just now went to vist grandma cause she was sick
aww poor thing
get well soon:)came home and bath
bathing wa such a torture all cause of my bleeding knees
it hurts but after a while got used to it
well i shall go now
rushed my caj 15 articles and my pass year papers
toodles:)<3
maybe its the fact that i'm used to it or maybe
it is cause i'm immune to this kind of thing that i just got no feelings anymore
i have passed the phrase of laying on my bed weeping to myself on why this must happened again
or maybe it;s just i'm sick and tired of these immature childish stuff that i pretend i dunno that this has happened
its back to the same
its the same sene and play just that the characters have swapped
oh why was i so foolish to fall back into the play
sighs
i miss the old you badly can you come back to being the same?
the person who never fails to put a smile on to my face
and make me laugh
and make me feel that i did not have to cry cause of you
and that person who i know will understand what i'm going through
oh fuck maybe i did not realise i am the one with the probelm
but i kept all this in my heart.
what's the point of being so vocal and voicing it all out
it will just cause me to worry about the outcome and the consquences of it:(
i rather keep it alone to myself
i guess blog is the only way to vent out what i want to say
sis is going away to shanghai soon nobody to connfide in and give me advice on probs i face
so going to miss her badly!
HAHAHS ITS RAINING AND pouring
hope it doesn't rain tomoro:)
your absence today was missed by me!
&!burried at 5:18 PM