Sunday, May 27, 2007

Yesterday went out with girlfriends
we were suppose to watch movie but didn;t
ended up at changi airport
me&marcia kept laughing cause something super funny happened
with sheralynn sis.
kept me in fits of laughter
seriously
me&marcia laughed all the way to macs there was this super cute baby
sat there waited for miss late,sheralynn
ate then started talking i was frezzing cold
and furthermore i was running a temperature,flu.and sorethroat i guess
now i passed it to marcia virus sure spread fast
cam whored plenty:)
maybe would put up the pics after marcia has send to me
we were walking in circles to view areoplanes did not know how to go. sat skytrain
and cam whored
left like 6 plus
trained down and later sher&marcia went home i trained down to bugis to grans house
YAY THERE IS GOING TO BE A CLIQUE OUTING THIS COMING THURSDAY
I'M SO LOOKING FOWARD TO ITTTT:)
movie&esplanda here i come
xav was super cute okay when she made the announcement for clique outing
me and marcia was down there laughing.she;s the planner.
sheralynn is going to las vegas for 3 whole weeks
so long going to miss her but she is going to come back with loads of presents
i'm preparing my list. so i am going to receive a lot of things when she is back

our threesome is now twosome.
how sad:(
i got to start saving$$
at night went to doctor my fever was like rising
hrumph
so pain
wnet home and rest
BYEEE
MUCH LOve






heyyyy
had some teacher-conference met valerie
then went with her to school
walking round looking at people
but what i saw on people's face was scary expressions
ahhahs"black"face
lunched at 85
was wating to see someone
my thing was at like 5 plus
but my mum was like late
i went high in the waiting area with val i kept laughing continously
without stopping
but i guess its only right to laugh all i can before my mum meets the teachers
well i was in school till 8 plus
all thanks to my mum who saw 4 teachers which isn't even complusory
saw joseph all the crap started spewing out of joseph mouth
form teacher gave like not great comments
then went to see mdm pey and miss yeo
they were so nice
with positive comments:)i was thinking of not doing miss yeo
review but then since she so nice during that day,i shall do her plenty homework
mummsy wasn;t happy with maths results
and the comments given
couldnt really be bothered was counting down the time
had dinner and off to home sweet home
phew luckily dad wasn;t at home
watch teevve and went to sleep







when i saw the tears dripping down your cheeks
and you lifting up your head when u passed me
i wanted to walk there and wiped off your tears on your face
whispering to you that "i'll be there always at a corner"
but i know i couldn't go there and wipe away your tears
out of the blue.i could only watch you with your head bent on and continueing your path
that moment my heart ache teriibly for you but i felt as if i couldn;t do much
i could only look on at you
if only u could feel the pain my heart had for you at the moment
i did not imagine it could be this pain
but i was
i guess u must be facing a hard time now i want to be there for you:)
but thinking that you hacve already fallen for someone else
i wonder to myself why am i a silly fool.
i cant control it when i miss you
i wish i could will myself to stop the emotions from taking control
that';; be too hard
truely one day i hope that i will be able to bade those feelings for you goodbye for good






HELLO
haven't been blogging much
thursday was like the last day of school:)
waiting for the last chime to ring and off i flyyyy to town
with clique
had prefects thingy i was having fun there laughing
and long draggy specches were made
i wasn't paying attention people were like placing their heads down too
surprisingly i did not doze off during my accts lesson i did my work!
rest of the class i juts slept such a bore
and cleaning all those escaped out to see
kav and xav and sher
they were attending some course thing looks so fun
after school was suppose to hit town with clique but sadly didn't
me,marcia,sher cabbed down to inter to have kfc
was gossiping:)and eating pure pleasure
later headed down to cafe oliv marcia reccomendation
the brownie&icecream with strawberry rocks!
but was so freaking sweet
consumed a lot of calories.
then came this caramel latte was suppose to be marcia one but i ended drinking
i did not like it guess i just have no idea
how to apperciate bitter latte:( they were plain evil coming up
with plans to make me drink it
like saying somebody name repeatly.and saying a lot of sad things to me
so when i feel sad i will start drinking
my girlfriends plans work and i started drinking finished
though they were evil i still lovelove them:)
later cabbed home with sher
reached home and slepyt
i am such a pig these days man!
much love
byes









i wonder if you will go for her
i guess u would
she has the looks&is pretty nice
maybe this june u will start chasing after her
and maybe when school reopens your are an item
i hope i'm thinking too far but if she's the one who can bring u :)
then u should go for her

Friday, May 18, 2007

LALALALS
i am so bored HAHAHS supposed to go 3.3 chalet but didn't go
ahahs friends at the back playing bluff ahahahs can hear their laughter
i am such a loser lars don't know how to play
but i'm nice to be valerie sponsor for the betting of money
so she'll better win!
hahahhs just ate noodles all thank to elaine cooking
but surprising i am not having stomach ache
omg i think sher is going to win in the cards game she;s the pro


OKAys TODAy lessons were slack i slept most of the time
oh no i go to school seems to just sleep
HAHAHS.
yesterday night was suh a turmoil night
so many things happened in a forthnight
i feel so upset so was gorging on valerie chocolate chip ice cream
at her house
HAHAHAH i did know ice cream could taste so nice when your upset
anyway a lot of stuff happened
i wasn't in a great mood later valerie pillow is currently wet
blahs
ya its a friday i love fri so much
parents night is coming in one week time wish me luck
i am so gonna get it
maths results was badd
my blog is so wordy endless amount of words
i feel so relaxed now that sher dog is not constantly jumping
at me.going to stay at sher house till lateee
then shall bused home things have been happening in different
aspects of life i think i'm just too sensitive
byes shall go join in the fun with ym dear friends
signing off







i'm sorry if i showed u attuide i did not meant to
its just that when ever i see you
i'm reminded of that thing that affected me thou i knew deep down it wasn't u
but i just feel equally upset:(
but i doubt you understand
it takes time to forget all these things that have affected me!
i dunno what to think anymore but what if one day u really do
hurt me this way
i know i will break down i think of that night
i have fallen
i need to find myself back to love you again
or maybe i shouldn't since i have already fallen
show me your geninue self
and what u think
i feel a state of confusion mind in a whirl i shall bring myself back
i have relied on you for happiness
now i wasn't like that in the past
i was sure
i shall be beack to being happy:)

Thursday, May 17, 2007

when i look into your eyes i feel
an uncharacterised happiness
that i couldn't explain
it was withnin me
when i saw you embrace someone else tightly
my heart swelled.it was pain
with your back turned,a perfect tear rolled down my cheek
i could only see your backview i opened
my mouth wanting to call out to you but no words could flow through
it was stiff
you were part of my life a role
that was only vacant for you
i couldn't whisper those 3 words to you.i'll never get a chance to
i could only linger at a corner and watch your smiles and tears
you were someone dear to me
you had unknowdling hurt me but i highly doubt you know
just walked away if your about to hurt me
i will rather you walked away without a reason then to
say those hurtful words infront of my back or behind
i wish i didn't fall back
into the love circle it had made me smile and tear
its a whirl ride you brought me on a journey
with ups and downs
i didn't want to fall for you but i cant help it at times
oh well but now i guess you liked someone else









on tues was suppose to go sentosa but ended up raining
aww i feel so sad
but never mind went over to simin house to slack
me&valerie was like watching teeve over there
the show was super black
the screen i kept laughing cause that show was....
no comments shall not state
then ate chocolate chip they started playing bluff i was thick in the head
didn't know how to play so just watch
later had pillow fight
and something fucking embarassing happened
i did not know where to hide my face when thaT THING happened
feel like digging a hole and putting my face inside
hrumphs:(
it was the butches versus the girls
had much fun
pillows were flung everywhere.360 degree turns to hit the butches
they were all over with pillow
hrumphs
later went back home and slept
i feel like a pig now a days keep sleeping non stop
well well
results wereback!i did not fare well ahhas but quite satisifed with my marks
though my maths marks was horrible and terrible it couldnt be worst ranked last in maths
what a loser i fell i am lars
went for cca on wed thought i skip monday one
clara was smart enough not to tell miss kang
wed cca was fun
played balloon with clara could call it deprived childhood the balloon
was pretty
fooled round with clara with this trolley thingy
and cause a dent int he teachers table oh well had much fun
i went high on chocolates man!
mars and timeout clara was sucha meanie at the begining stole my mars
but later she decided to be nice and returned it to me but the real reason was it was melted
had yummie chicken wings then bused back with elaien
i so wanted to rest during lao shi lectures my eyelids werre betraying me but thankfully i didn';t sleep
hehehe
MISSES YOU
BYE

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

today was exciting a new experience
woke up in the morning to calls ringing.changed and met marcia&val then headed for simin yatch.
just suntanned played round laze in the scorching sun and munch on chips
the boat ride was thriiling man!
the wavves i love it
went to fish farm so many huge fishes was super funny i was walking with sher
when she encountered this rooster just poped out shocked us!
later headed for vivo had so much fun there
simin was generous to treat the girls to ben&jerry
yums
later walked round.went diva there was this donut quene super long
went to the water place and fooled around and cam whored
the butches were such big bullys!
i was wet all over thanks to them
but had great fun fooling round
HAHAHS i got my revenge too they were wet
later we walked round
then headed for clark quay ate british takeaway
its a first marcia recommendation it was nice
the sasuage:)
trained home ghost stories were all round
frightened me. marcia was planning to walked home from tanah merah
i feel bored and got time to spare so walked her to her
house
then i won;t feel so jittery from all the scary stories
chatted and gossiped
spotted cockroache and yelled in the night
hahs later buesd home
shall turned in for the night
GOODNIGHT
MUCH LOVE<3





YAY BLOGGER FINALLY ALRIGHTS
maybe its time i should change it's so lagging been days since i last blog
GIRLS NIGHT OUT ON FRIDAYYY!!
HHAHHAAS.waited for marcia to end her papers
so we just slacked round
with sher and val
was just spacing round and vandalsing the table
was so super funny
miss linda teo walked past and she was like
lt:who vandalised the table?
me:i have got no idea i don;t have a pen either do i have a pencil
but before the words got out of my mouth i started laughing with sher
cause i realised right before me in my hands was a pencil
and miss teo was staring pointedly at it nex tcame mrs joseph
damn it
she mad me rubbed off.and i was super silly
i did something totally irrevelant i guess i could nto control it
bused home and changed to head for town
I MISS TOWN LIKE HELL:(
well welcome back then
its going to be town town town for the rest of the month
me marcia&sher headed down to orchard to shoopped
nothing great caught my eye and lunched at long john's
miss long john;s met joey then
headed over to far east to meet the clique
things happened there.but was a happy ending(:
cam whored i went unexpectantly high
IMISS YOU GUYS BADLY
later clara elaine&simin headed over to meet people
there was this bunch of scary emotional kids sitting by the stairway pulling
people who wear black it scares me
HAHAHS JOEY WAS their target
do you know how i felt when i saw your left it pains my heart
i opened my mouth wanting to stop your
but thats restricton isn't it?
your are free
later huges were exchanged oh so loving
i hugged your tightly like i couldn't bear to part with your
it seems like our last meeting
hmms later headed for clark quay
we were so lost but there we saw the river we sat there and talked
and laughed it was nice
there was like people screaming on the bungee jumping
so funny.we wanted to take boat ride but sadly we didn;t ate at pepper lunch
MADE A NEW FRIEND
then cam whored a lot
the nightlife and scenery there is great!
ahahs we had self timer
so funny preparing to run for marcia phone if anyone looks
suspscious
later trained home bladdy hell tired
BUT HAD ODDLES OF FUN
i have to leart to treause the things in life maybe once
lost you know how to treasure better
BYESSS

Saturday, May 05, 2007

blogger finally not lacking after so long
AHAHAHS i feel so happy
cause someone_texted me last night
gosh i went high:)
and so freaking shocked to recieve it.you made my day:)
u ended the day with a silly smile on my face before going to bed
i felt my happy emotions was going to tumble at the moment
but u came and texted me with that message:):):):):)
i dunno how to describe that happy feeling
well well i dunno what the hell to blog about
but i just feel like blogging
next wekk and exams are over
i so can't wait
good luck to everyone for the rest of the paper
YOU GET ME HOOKED BY you

I guess i just want to use this post
to blog some of my feelings out
i meant to put it in small letters but then something
wrong with my small letters so i guess i am sitck with middle fonts
been doing a lot of thinking and i guess i am starting to doubt friendship&love
there isn;t much point in giving out though
sometimes i wish to give all that i have regardless of whether it got to do
with friendship&love
but sometimes i really feel like giving my best
or i'm halfway true i faced with setbacks that i don;t feel like pulling myself up again
i just felt like not bothering or not giving a care
just felt so tired and energy get drained out
but one thing i know for sure though i will never doubt the 7 people friendship in my life
that have brought me to a greater height of happiness
i guess there is not a need to mention names but you know who you are
the clique.my beloved my life:)
all those girlfriends&the love<3
i just want to take this post to thank those who are dear to my heart
ILOVEYOUR FOR THE TIMES WHEN YOUR WOULD MAKE ME LAUGH ENDLESSLy
having to leave aside my probelms for a short mintue
i love your for making me to look foward to pratically every after school trips
or outings
i love your for just helping me to find solutions to my probelms
and for just trying hard to make me feel happy which your always succed
when i am down cause of someone
and unknowding it seems that seeing your had just put a smile on my face
HAHAHAS:)
thanks to those who was great listeners and would hear me groan
and would answer my ever so random questions like at macs
and your got drenched in the rain, some of my girlfriends just cause i wnted to make
a trip down to see someone
SORRY ALRIGHTS YOUR GOT DRENCHED IN THE RAIN!
feel so ever apologetic
its a selfish act of mine alrights.bringing such inconvience at times
yar
pardon me for my mistakes and flaws its hard keepig it under control
HAAHHAS this is such a random post
alright
BYESS<3
off to study for physics













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Friday, May 04, 2007

had geograpy paper today it was good:)
was my best paper so far oh well exam ended at 9
simin had geo too so she ended early too we were bored so went primary school side
gosh super funny we were like laughing all the way
we were like dodging teachers as we wasn't allow at pri school side
HAHAHS was funny the whole trip waited for3.3cians for 40 mins.
time flies was fast
after that bused down to bedok elaine left her accounts book at school
well then later a series of events happened
too unpleaseant to be mentioned:(
but after a while things took a turn for the better
sheralynn bused home.
me,clara,simin&elaine trained down to changi airport
i felt super happy well actually i went high
after that sat at burger king to do some physics work but i ended up
scribbling some rubbish and doddling on e piece of paper
had a lot of chocolates ritter sport and cadbury
maybe that is why i fel high the chocolates were high in energy and sugar but i felt sad
for a short period of time:( in bk
must be the mood swings got the better of me
well then a lot of sacians came
we went window shopping round
but there wasn't much to see except this huge cute balloon
some walking dog and cow but it was super exx like $16++ so not worth it to
spent on balloons but there was tis necklace that had two hearts entwined together which are pretty.i shall save up&buy well later head over to macs
aurelia went home then valerie.s came to join us
well from the time clara and me seated down at macs we started laughing
like monkey well actually the whole table was filled with laughter
the atmosphere me and val were like also scribbling messages to each other
on tissues so lame i was groaning to her a little bit
simin wanted to take unglam and candid pics of me going high and laughing
tsk such a meanie
well we sat there and laugh till like 3 plus clara said i was a good entertainer
hahas miss laughing with her in sec 2 in classes guess that whole laughing for hours
kind of made up
then we started to move our arses to view areoplanes:)
well we sat/stand on this trolley clara found.clara&simin are such great pushers:)
they push the trolley till super fast that i can feel the cool wind brushing up my skin
oh my gosh my pushing skills were lousy so i was slow in pushing people
it was hard man!
well we went up &down this ramp so frigging fun but i got 2 injury that wasn;t that pain
though it was like painful at first
went to get a look at the areoplanes
so nice:)
then everyone was quiet for a min or 2 lostin their own thoughts valerie was super emotional
oh well cheer up:)
but she was mean previously alrights pushing me up the eslcaltor i thought that was the entry to
viewing of areoplanes but they did not board the escaltor.sucha a bully:)
HAHAHS but was funny
after that trained home
round 4 plus
bused with simin laterr on and reached home to watch tevee:)
yupp
BYE MUCH LOVE<3
off to sleep am super tired

Thursday, May 03, 2007

hello earthlings:)
HAHHAS SOMETHING SUPER FUNNY HAPPENEED
OUR CLASS RAN OUT FO ELECTRCITY BEFORE STARt of exams
i was like so happy hoping there is no social studies exams
but it was in my dreams:)
hrumphs changed to 2.7 blacked out for a while too
exams was alright
had no time to think like only 1 hour
so i just scriibled everything i learnt
hope i pass:)
english summary was arghhhh
chinese was crap
did not undertsnad a single thing
well ytd after exam went to bedok macs
with friends<3>
then off you sleep
HAHHAS NOW I'M AT VAL HOUSE Taking SOME NOTES BEFORE GOING home
and guess what?
she is sleeping
oh well time to wake her up i doubt she can cause she is sick
i'm going home in 5 mins time.LALALAS

oh well anyway goin home to mug for geo
hopefully my NEXT PAPER ISN'T SO HARD
OH WELOL HRUMPHS TOMORO MY FIRENDS END EXAM 40 MINS LATER THAN ME
SO SAD but i shall wait and disturb them
BLAHS..
THEN TODAY after school i seem to have laughing gas stored inside my stomach
i kept laughing since 10 to 11 plus with marcia wong
and i encounter a lot of yucky disgusting stuff that was just plain gross
BUT I LAUGH till my cheekbones felt so pain:(BUT SIMIN WAS such a gentleman to help me buy tissue:)tks
me&maarcia was laughing like mad and while i was laughing idiot simin was taking my candid laughter
how mean!
i must have looked real horrbile when i'm laughing
well everyone was there except cLARA I MISSS YOU CLARA CHEONG:(
even though she was mean with me during the phone conver
OMG!!!!I JUST WAKE VAL AND HER TEMPERATURE IS BRUNING HOTT
IJUST NEED SOME oil and a gas to fry egg on her forehead
HAHHAS then just sat at 85 markert discussed about where to slack after exams
but so far our options are crap:(
or not valid or well I CANT WAIT FOR EXAMS TO BE OVER
JUST GOT TO BEAR WITH THE STRESSSSSSSSS
TOLERATE IS THE KEY TO SUCESS
WHAT RUBBISH/BULLSHIT


BYESS
GET WELL SOON: SHERALYNN:0
GET WELL SOON VALERIE KAEVEN TAN
AND LASTLY
GET WELL SOON THE LOVER<3
SO SAD YOU HAD TO FALL SICK DURING EXAM PERIOD
THOUGH I DOUBT YOU READ MY BLOG
BUT ANYWAY take care of yourself:)
will pray for you

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Tuesday, May 01, 2007

I'm oh so lonely at home.hahas.
Busying mugging,i hate exams!
Busy missing someone too.HAHAS.
Cant wait to go for shopping spreee after exams.hahas.
Ohwells.
Hais,hais,hais..
Oh yes,i used kaeven's profile to write xav a comment.
Hahahs.&Guess what i got a scolding from kaeven.
She said it sounded like pb because i added baby init.hahahas.

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