Friday, May 18, 2007
LALALALS
i am so bored HAHAHS supposed to go 3.3 chalet but didn't go
ahahs friends at the back playing bluff ahahahs can hear their laughter
i am such a loser lars don't know how to play
but i'm nice to be valerie sponsor for the betting of money
so she'll better win!
hahahhs just ate noodles all thank to elaine cooking
but surprising i am not having stomach ache
omg i think sher is going to win in the cards game she;s the pro
OKAys TODAy lessons were slack i slept most of the time
oh no i go to school seems to just sleep
HAHAHS.
yesterday night was suh a turmoil night
so many things happened in a forthnight
i feel so upset so was gorging on valerie chocolate chip ice cream
at her house
HAHAHAH i did know ice cream could taste so nice when your upset
anyway a lot of stuff happened
i wasn't in a great mood later valerie pillow is currently wet
blahs
ya its a friday i love fri so much
parents night is coming in one week time wish me luck
i am so gonna get it
maths results was badd
my blog is so wordy endless amount of words
i feel so relaxed now that sher dog is not constantly jumping
at me.going to stay at sher house till lateee
then shall bused home things have been happening in different
aspects of life i think i'm just too sensitive
byes shall go join in the fun with ym dear friends
signing off
i'm sorry if i showed u attuide i did not meant to
its just that when ever i see you
i'm reminded of that thing that affected me thou i knew deep down it wasn't u
but i just feel equally upset:(
but i doubt you understand
it takes time to forget all these things that have affected me!
i dunno what to think anymore but what if one day u really do
hurt me this way
i know i will break down i think of that night
i have fallen
i need to find myself back to love you again
or maybe i shouldn't since i have already fallen
show me your geninue self
and what u think
i feel a state of confusion mind in a whirl i shall bring myself back
i have relied on you for happiness
now i wasn't like that in the past
i was sure
i shall be beack to being happy:)
&!burried at 5:42 PM