Sunday, November 11, 2012
J
&!burried at 9:52 AM
Cigs seemed to be my only source of accompaniment, and what a joke when i used to reprimand you whenever you smoke, I still talk about the then us with a laugh and smile.I don't think i have ever truly hated the us to the core, cause the us thought we were invincible. Your six page text came through that day, i cried to myself, i don't have the courage to believe it. Is it out of guilt that i cried because i couldn't follow through with my promise that i'll stay by you come what may? I took a deep breath and calm myself down. Deep down, i know your no good for me. Guys come and go, i got to accept it that life still goes on. I'll be a constant rebound, i'm probably undeserving for someone to love me for all my flaws. Whenever someone cares for me or treats me just that bit nicer i'll be instilled with fear. I feel like i am back to the initial break up stage again.
&!burried at 9:44 AM