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2007-06-30T14:35:00.000+08:00

HELLOOOO FRIENDS
I HAVE DITCHED THIS ANONYING BLOOGER
AND MOVE ON TO LIVEJOURNAL
IT'S SO MUCH BETTER
SO HERE IS THE LINK
http://www.psychotic-gal.livejournal.com/
DO VISIT&DROP BY A COMMENT
ALL IS WELCOME (:

2007-06-18T15:54:00.000+08:00

Hello friend , i hacked in :D

Hope my friend here one day is to be able to go to a guy , wearing sweats , hair a mess , make-up running down her face , eyes red from crying, and the first thing he says to her is , "You're beautiful ."

-Dont be sad ((:

Damn , i think i've taken wrong medicine :D

Takecare weilin .

(Hahaha .)

2007-06-18T11:02:00.000+08:00

hello earthlings,have not blogged for ages
and now i am suffering from boredom
so i'll just blog.THURSDAY WAS FRUITFUL!
ice cream gallery&renaldo's on last thrusday
with some been-such-a-long time since i last saw your friends
had great fun..time flew fast with your lovelies when your having
fun i guess
i was laughing so much with them cam whored with marcia
&simin is such a bully at times,i swear haha
i miss your alrights! love y'all.

FRIDAY_
was even more fantastic.outing at simin house
okay i went high.I felt so happy(:
watch some_show that i could say gross me out
went high&super happy in simin room
&3 bastards kept squashing me to the max!
i'm not some "football"
alrights.suddenly my mood went right down
i felt a bit sad,but i recovered pretty fast(:
later walked down to inter.
i was craving for shakkkkerr frieess<3<3<3
JELLY SHOES!WENT IN SEARCH.HAHA
elaine&clara was like"looks like fishmongers'shoes"
SO didn't purchase
settled with a big meal thou i wasn't hungry at macs
slacked&cam whored.CLARA WAS NICEE.SHE helped me to get a lime green
macs balloon.i just wanted it
and was super funny okay!the aunty issuing balloons
got a shock and talk super loudly"you want a balloon"
heads were turned to our tables.POOR YOU XAV GOT TO SUFFER
THE EMBARRSEMENT OF TAKING BALLOONS
elaine&clara walked me to my bus station(:
DAY ENDED WITH DINNER WITH MUMMSY
I CANT WAIT FOR TUESDAY!CLIQUE
YAYA

2007-06-05T10:33:00.000+08:00

2007-05-27T09:30:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went out with girlfriends
we were suppose to watch movie but didn;t
ended up at changi airport
me&marcia kept laughing cause something super funny happened
with sheralynn sis.
kept me in fits of laughter
seriously
me&marcia laughed all the way to macs there was this super cute baby
sat there waited for miss late,sheralynn
ate then started talking i was frezzing cold
and furthermore i was running a temperature,flu.and sorethroat i guess
now i passed it to marcia virus sure spread fast
cam whored plenty:)
maybe would put up the pics after marcia has send to me
we were walking in circles to view areoplanes did not know how to go. sat skytrain
and cam whored
left like 6 plus
trained down and later sher&marcia went home i trained down to bugis to grans house
YAY THERE IS GOING TO BE A CLIQUE OUTING THIS COMING THURSDAY
I'M SO LOOKING FOWARD TO ITTTT:)
movie&esplanda here i come
xav was super cute okay when she made the announcement for clique outing
me and marcia was down there laughing.she;s the planner.
sheralynn is going to las vegas for 3 whole weeks
so long going to miss her but she is going to come back with loads of presents
i'm preparing my list. so i am going to receive a lot of things when she is back

our threesome is now twosome.
how sad:(
i got to start saving$$
at night went to doctor my fever was like rising
hrumph
so pain
wnet home and rest
BYEEE
MUCH LOve

2007-05-27T09:12:00.000+08:00

heyyyy
had some teacher-conference met valerie
then went with her to school
walking round looking at people
but what i saw on people's face was scary expressions
ahhahs"black"face
lunched at 85
was wating to see someone
my thing was at like 5 plus
but my mum was like late
i went high in the waiting area with val i kept laughing continously
without stopping
but i guess its only right to laugh all i can before my mum meets the teachers
well i was in school till 8 plus
all thanks to my mum who saw 4 teachers which isn't even complusory
saw joseph all the crap started spewing out of joseph mouth
form teacher gave like not great comments
then went to see mdm pey and miss yeo
they were so nice
with positive comments:)i was thinking of not doing miss yeo
review but then since she so nice during that day,i shall do her plenty homework
mummsy wasn;t happy with maths results
and the comments given
couldnt really be bothered was counting down the time
had dinner and off to home sweet home
phew luckily dad wasn;t at home
watch teevve and went to sleep

when i saw the tears dripping down your cheeks
and you lifting up your head when u passed me
i wanted to walk there and wiped off your tears on your face
whispering to you that "i'll be there always at a corner"
but i know i couldn't go there and wipe away your tears
out of the blue.i could only watch you with your head bent on and continueing your path
that moment my heart ache teriibly for you but i felt as if i couldn;t do much
i could only look on at you
if only u could feel the pain my heart had for you at the moment
i did not imagine it could be this pain
but i was
i guess u must be facing a hard time now i want to be there for you:)
but thinking that you hacve already fallen for someone else
i wonder to myself why am i a silly fool.
i cant control it when i miss you
i wish i could will myself to stop the emotions from taking control
that';; be too hard
truely one day i hope that i will be able to bade those feelings for you goodbye for good

2007-05-27T08:57:00.000+08:00

HELLO
haven't been blogging much
thursday was like the last day of school:)
waiting for the last chime to ring and off i flyyyy to town
with clique
had prefects thingy i was having fun there laughing
and long draggy specches were made
i wasn't paying attention people were like placing their heads down too
surprisingly i did not doze off during my accts lesson i did my work!
rest of the class i juts slept such a bore
and cleaning all those escaped out to see
kav and xav and sher
they were attending some course thing looks so fun
after school was suppose to hit town with clique but sadly didn't
me,marcia,sher cabbed down to inter to have kfc
was gossiping:)and eating pure pleasure
later headed down to cafe oliv marcia reccomendation
the brownie&icecream with strawberry rocks!
but was so freaking sweet
consumed a lot of calories.
then came this caramel latte was suppose to be marcia one but i ended drinking
i did not like it guess i just have no idea
how to apperciate bitter latte:( they were plain evil coming up
with plans to make me drink it
like saying somebody name repeatly.and saying a lot of sad things to me
so when i feel sad i will start drinking
my girlfriends plans work and i started drinking finished
though they were evil i still lovelove them:)
later cabbed home with sher
reached home and slepyt
i am such a pig these days man!
much love
byes

i wonder if you will go for her
i guess u would
she has the looks&is pretty nice
maybe this june u will start chasing after her
and maybe when school reopens your are an item
i hope i'm thinking too far but if she's the one who can bring u :)
then u should go for her

2007-05-18T17:42:00.000+08:00

LALALALS
i am so bored HAHAHS supposed to go 3.3 chalet but didn't go
ahahs friends at the back playing bluff ahahahs can hear their laughter
i am such a loser lars don't know how to play
but i'm nice to be valerie sponsor for the betting of money
so she'll better win!
hahahhs just ate noodles all thank to elaine cooking
but surprising i am not having stomach ache
omg i think sher is going to win in the cards game she;s the pro

OKAys TODAy lessons were slack i slept most of the time
oh no i go to school seems to just sleep
HAHAHS.
yesterday night was suh a turmoil night
so many things happened in a forthnight
i feel so upset so was gorging on valerie chocolate chip ice cream
at her house
HAHAHAH i did know ice cream could taste so nice when your upset
anyway a lot of stuff happened
i wasn't in a great mood later valerie pillow is currently wet
blahs
ya its a friday i love fri so much
parents night is coming in one week time wish me luck
i am so gonna get it
maths results was badd
my blog is so wordy endless amount of words
i feel so relaxed now that sher dog is not constantly jumping
at me.going to stay at sher house till lateee
then shall bused home things have been happening in different
aspects of life i think i'm just too sensitive
byes shall go join in the fun with ym dear friends
signing off

i'm sorry if i showed u attuide i did not meant to
its just that when ever i see you
i'm reminded of that thing that affected me thou i knew deep down it wasn't u
but i just feel equally upset:(
but i doubt you understand
it takes time to forget all these things that have affected me!
i dunno what to think anymore but what if one day u really do
hurt me this way
i know i will break down i think of that night
i have fallen
i need to find myself back to love you again
or maybe i shouldn't since i have already fallen
show me your geninue self
and what u think
i feel a state of confusion mind in a whirl i shall bring myself back
i have relied on you for happiness
now i wasn't like that in the past
i was sure
i shall be beack to being happy:)

2007-05-17T09:40:00.000+08:00

when i look into your eyes i feel
an uncharacterised happiness
that i couldn't explain
it was withnin me
when i saw you embrace someone else tightly
my heart swelled.it was pain
with your back turned,a perfect tear rolled down my cheek
i could only see your backview i opened
my mouth wanting to call out to you but no words could flow through
it was stiff
you were part of my life a role
that was only vacant for you
i couldn't whisper those 3 words to you.i'll never get a chance to
i could only linger at a corner and watch your smiles and tears
you were someone dear to me
you had unknowdling hurt me but i highly doubt you know
just walked away if your about to hurt me
i will rather you walked away without a reason then to
say those hurtful words infront of my back or behind
i wish i didn't fall back
into the love circle it had made me smile and tear
its a whirl ride you brought me on a journey
with ups and downs
i didn't want to fall for you but i cant help it at times
oh well but now i guess you liked someone else

2007-05-17T09:24:00.000+08:00

on tues was suppose to go sentosa but ended up raining
aww i feel so sad
but never mind went over to simin house to slack
me&valerie was like watching teeve over there
the show was super black
the screen i kept laughing cause that show was....
no comments shall not state
then ate chocolate chip they started playing bluff i was thick in the head
didn't know how to play so just watch
later had pillow fight
and something fucking embarassing happened
i did not know where to hide my face when thaT THING happened
feel like digging a hole and putting my face inside
hrumphs:(
it was the butches versus the girls
had much fun
pillows were flung everywhere.360 degree turns to hit the butches
they were all over with pillow
hrumphs
later went back home and slept
i feel like a pig now a days keep sleeping non stop
well well
results wereback!i did not fare well ahhas but quite satisifed with my marks
though my maths marks was horrible and terrible it couldnt be worst ranked last in maths
what a loser i fell i am lars
went for cca on wed thought i skip monday one
clara was smart enough not to tell miss kang
wed cca was fun
played balloon with clara could call it deprived childhood the balloon
was pretty
fooled round with clara with this trolley thingy
and cause a dent int he teachers table oh well had much fun
i went high on chocolates man!
mars and timeout clara was sucha meanie at the begining stole my mars
but later she decided to be nice and returned it to me but the real reason was it was melted
had yummie chicken wings then bused back with elaien
i so wanted to rest during lao shi lectures my eyelids werre betraying me but thankfully i didn';t sleep
hehehe
MISSES YOU
BYE

2007-05-16T22:46:00.000+08:00

today was exciting a new experience
woke up in the morning to calls ringing.changed and met marcia&val then headed for simin yatch.
just suntanned played round laze in the scorching sun and munch on chips
the boat ride was thriiling man!
the wavves i love it
went to fish farm so many huge fishes was super funny i was walking with sher
when she encountered this rooster just poped out shocked us!
later headed for vivo had so much fun there
simin was generous to treat the girls to ben&jerry
yums
later walked round.went diva there was this donut quene super long
went to the water place and fooled around and cam whored
the butches were such big bullys!
i was wet all over thanks to them
but had great fun fooling round
HAHAHS i got my revenge too they were wet
later we walked round
then headed for clark quay ate british takeaway
its a first marcia recommendation it was nice
the sasuage:)
trained home ghost stories were all round
frightened me. marcia was planning to walked home from tanah merah
i feel bored and got time to spare so walked her to her
house
then i won;t feel so jittery from all the scary stories
chatted and gossiped
spotted cockroache and yelled in the night
hahs later buesd home
shall turned in for the night
GOODNIGHT
MUCH LOVE<3

2007-05-16T22:26:00.000+08:00

YAY BLOGGER FINALLY ALRIGHTS
maybe its time i should change it's so lagging been days since i last blog
GIRLS NIGHT OUT ON FRIDAYYY!!
HHAHHAAS.waited for marcia to end her papers
so we just slacked round
with sher and val
was just spacing round and vandalsing the table
was so super funny
miss linda teo walked past and she was like
lt:who vandalised the table?
me:i have got no idea i don;t have a pen either do i have a pencil
but before the words got out of my mouth i started laughing with sher
cause i realised right before me in my hands was a pencil
and miss teo was staring pointedly at it nex tcame mrs joseph
damn it
she mad me rubbed off.and i was super silly
i did something totally irrevelant i guess i could nto control it
bused home and changed to head for town
I MISS TOWN LIKE HELL:(
well welcome back then
its going to be town town town for the rest of the month
me marcia&sher headed down to orchard to shoopped
nothing great caught my eye and lunched at long john's
miss long john;s met joey then
headed over to far east to meet the clique
things happened there.but was a happy ending(:
cam whored i went unexpectantly high
IMISS YOU GUYS BADLY
later clara elaine&simin headed over to meet people
there was this bunch of scary emotional kids sitting by the stairway pulling
people who wear black it scares me
HAHAHS JOEY WAS their target
do you know how i felt when i saw your left it pains my heart
i opened my mouth wanting to stop your
but thats restricton isn't it?
your are free
later huges were exchanged oh so loving
i hugged your tightly like i couldn't bear to part with your
it seems like our last meeting
hmms later headed for clark quay
we were so lost but there we saw the river we sat there and talked
and laughed it was nice
there was like people screaming on the bungee jumping
so funny.we wanted to take boat ride but sadly we didn;t ate at pepper lunch
MADE A NEW FRIEND
then cam whored a lot
the nightlife and scenery there is great!
ahahs we had self timer
so funny preparing to run for marcia phone if anyone looks
suspscious
later trained home bladdy hell tired
BUT HAD ODDLES OF FUN
i have to leart to treause the things in life maybe once
lost you know how to treasure better
BYESSS

2007-05-05T11:12:00.000+08:00

blogger finally not lacking after so long
AHAHAHS i feel so happy
cause someone_texted me last night
gosh i went high:)
and so freaking shocked to recieve it.you made my day:)
u ended the day with a silly smile on my face before going to bed
i felt my happy emotions was going to tumble at the moment
but u came and texted me with that message:):):):):)
i dunno how to describe that happy feeling
well well i dunno what the hell to blog about
but i just feel like blogging
next wekk and exams are over
i so can't wait
good luck to everyone for the rest of the paper
YOU GET ME HOOKED BY you

I guess i just want to use this post
to blog some of my feelings out
i meant to put it in small letters but then something
wrong with my small letters so i guess i am sitck with middle fonts
been doing a lot of thinking and i guess i am starting to doubt friendship&love
there isn;t much point in giving out though
sometimes i wish to give all that i have regardless of whether it got to do
with friendship&love
but sometimes i really feel like giving my best
or i'm halfway true i faced with setbacks that i don;t feel like pulling myself up again
i just felt like not bothering or not giving a care
just felt so tired and energy get drained out
but one thing i know for sure though i will never doubt the 7 people friendship in my life
that have brought me to a greater height of happiness
i guess there is not a need to mention names but you know who you are
the clique.my beloved my life:)
all those girlfriends&the love<3
i just want to take this post to thank those who are dear to my heart
ILOVEYOUR FOR THE TIMES WHEN YOUR WOULD MAKE ME LAUGH ENDLESSLy
having to leave aside my probelms for a short mintue
i love your for making me to look foward to pratically every after school trips
or outings
i love your for just helping me to find solutions to my probelms
and for just trying hard to make me feel happy which your always succed
when i am down cause of someone
and unknowding it seems that seeing your had just put a smile on my face
HAHAHAS:)
thanks to those who was great listeners and would hear me groan
and would answer my ever so random questions like at macs
and your got drenched in the rain, some of my girlfriends just cause i wnted to make
a trip down to see someone
SORRY ALRIGHTS YOUR GOT DRENCHED IN THE RAIN!
feel so ever apologetic
its a selfish act of mine alrights.bringing such inconvience at times
yar
pardon me for my mistakes and flaws its hard keepig it under control
HAAHHAS this is such a random post
alright
BYESS<3
off to study for physics

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2007-05-04T22:34:00.000+08:00

had geograpy paper today it was good:)
was my best paper so far oh well exam ended at 9
simin had geo too so she ended early too we were bored so went primary school side
gosh super funny we were like laughing all the way
we were like dodging teachers as we wasn't allow at pri school side
HAHAHS was funny the whole trip waited for3.3cians for 40 mins.
time flies was fast
after that bused down to bedok elaine left her accounts book at school
well then later a series of events happened
too unpleaseant to be mentioned:(
but after a while things took a turn for the better
sheralynn bused home.
me,clara,simin&elaine trained down to changi airport
i felt super happy well actually i went high
after that sat at burger king to do some physics work but i ended up
scribbling some rubbish and doddling on e piece of paper
had a lot of chocolates ritter sport and cadbury
maybe that is why i fel high the chocolates were high in energy and sugar but i felt sad
for a short period of time:( in bk
must be the mood swings got the better of me
well then a lot of sacians came
we went window shopping round
but there wasn't much to see except this huge cute balloon
some walking dog and cow but it was super exx like $16++ so not worth it to
spent on balloons but there was tis necklace that had two hearts entwined together which are pretty.i shall save up&buy well later head over to macs
aurelia went home then valerie.s came to join us
well from the time clara and me seated down at macs we started laughing
like monkey well actually the whole table was filled with laughter
the atmosphere me and val were like also scribbling messages to each other
on tissues so lame i was groaning to her a little bit
simin wanted to take unglam and candid pics of me going high and laughing
tsk such a meanie
well we sat there and laugh till like 3 plus clara said i was a good entertainer
hahas miss laughing with her in sec 2 in classes guess that whole laughing for hours
kind of made up
then we started to move our arses to view areoplanes:)
well we sat/stand on this trolley clara found.clara&simin are such great pushers:)
they push the trolley till super fast that i can feel the cool wind brushing up my skin
oh my gosh my pushing skills were lousy so i was slow in pushing people
it was hard man!
well we went up &down this ramp so frigging fun but i got 2 injury that wasn;t that pain
though it was like painful at first
went to get a look at the areoplanes
so nice:)
then everyone was quiet for a min or 2 lostin their own thoughts valerie was super emotional
oh well cheer up:)
but she was mean previously alrights pushing me up the eslcaltor i thought that was the entry to
viewing of areoplanes but they did not board the escaltor.sucha a bully:)
HAHAHS but was funny
after that trained home
round 4 plus
bused with simin laterr on and reached home to watch tevee:)
yupp
BYE MUCH LOVE<3
off to sleep am super tired

2007-05-03T12:35:00.000+08:00

hello earthlings:)
HAHHAS SOMETHING SUPER FUNNY HAPPENEED
OUR CLASS RAN OUT FO ELECTRCITY BEFORE STARt of exams
i was like so happy hoping there is no social studies exams
but it was in my dreams:)
hrumphs changed to 2.7 blacked out for a while too
exams was alright
had no time to think like only 1 hour
so i just scriibled everything i learnt
hope i pass:)
english summary was arghhhh
chinese was crap
did not undertsnad a single thing
well ytd after exam went to bedok macs
with friends<3>
then off you sleep
HAHHAS NOW I'M AT VAL HOUSE Taking SOME NOTES BEFORE GOING home
and guess what?
she is sleeping
oh well time to wake her up i doubt she can cause she is sick
i'm going home in 5 mins time.LALALAS

oh well anyway goin home to mug for geo
hopefully my NEXT PAPER ISN'T SO HARD
OH WELOL HRUMPHS TOMORO MY FIRENDS END EXAM 40 MINS LATER THAN ME
SO SAD but i shall wait and disturb them
BLAHS..
THEN TODAY after school i seem to have laughing gas stored inside my stomach
i kept laughing since 10 to 11 plus with marcia wong
and i encounter a lot of yucky disgusting stuff that was just plain gross
BUT I LAUGH till my cheekbones felt so pain:(BUT SIMIN WAS such a gentleman to help me buy tissue:)tks
me&maarcia was laughing like mad and while i was laughing idiot simin was taking my candid laughter
how mean!
i must have looked real horrbile when i'm laughing
well everyone was there except cLARA I MISSS YOU CLARA CHEONG:(
even though she was mean with me during the phone conver
OMG!!!!I JUST WAKE VAL AND HER TEMPERATURE IS BRUNING HOTT
IJUST NEED SOME oil and a gas to fry egg on her forehead
HAHHAS then just sat at 85 markert discussed about where to slack after exams
but so far our options are crap:(
or not valid or well I CANT WAIT FOR EXAMS TO BE OVER
JUST GOT TO BEAR WITH THE STRESSSSSSSSS
TOLERATE IS THE KEY TO SUCESS
WHAT RUBBISH/BULLSHIT

BYESS
GET WELL SOON: SHERALYNN:0
GET WELL SOON VALERIE KAEVEN TAN
AND LASTLY
GET WELL SOON THE LOVER<3
SO SAD YOU HAD TO FALL SICK DURING EXAM PERIOD
THOUGH I DOUBT YOU READ MY BLOG
BUT ANYWAY take care of yourself:)
will pray for you

2007-05-01T17:34:00.000+08:00

I'm oh so lonely at home.hahas.
Busying mugging,i hate exams!
Busy missing someone too.HAHAS.
Cant wait to go for shopping spreee after exams.hahas.
Ohwells.
Hais,hais,hais..
Oh yes,i used kaeven's profile to write xav a comment.
Hahahs.&Guess what i got a scolding from kaeven.
She said it sounded like pb because i added baby init.hahahas.

2007-04-30T15:47:00.000+08:00

HEYS BLOGGER SUCKS AND ITS an understatement
finally i am able to get into blogger
rushed through english paper
the heat got into my brain and i felt alsleep
half way through just felt so frigging tired
so thought i'll take a rest but kind of overslept man!
later had chinese exam the canteen was so crowded so i was being naughty
and cut queue or i'll wait ages for my food:(
my stomach was growling badly.
oh well after that chinese paper was alright everyone was rushing but i was dilly dallying there
thinking of my chinese paper plot
and YOU!
mostly was day dreaming
anyway after paper hang round school for a short while
then headed for inter.my head was throbbing badly i was so afraid
i was going to have heatstroke tsk
but thankly no went with sheralynn to have chicken rice then followed her to buy
some de-stress vcds that she claims it helps
well well okay later bused back home
was a headache ride
bathed and will grab some sleep
so happy i am done studying for social studies off to geo next MEMORIESING AND MORE!
oh well good luck people
plan to do midnight studying for geo
YES I FEEL SP ELATED THAT TOMORO IS LARBOUR DAY
that means waking up late late late!!!!
yes yes
:)
nothing much to blog about
much love<3
may 11 the friday please come at a faster date cause that marks the end of exams
and the start of hard playing
BYE

i wonder why do i act this way aound you
i'm such a fool for you sometimes
oh well it seems that everyone either sweet tags or testimonials
from you oh well call it jealously on my part
sighs i have no idea

2007-04-25T17:18:00.000+08:00

i shouldn't be blogging now
i should be busy studying with my head buried in books
in prepartion for myE BUT I'm just too lazy
school was pretty much the same old thing wasn't used to being back in class
after being suspended for 2 days
i just sat there stone and surprisisng pasi attention
today wasn;t a great day as i woke up in the morning and just knew this day was
going to be so wrong
HAHAHS guess its my sixth sense
what the hell early in the morning i could not find my freaking important file
that has all my school work in it was such a rush so in the end just went for school
i thought i will be send to rtc for each period but miss wendy did not send me for maths
totally shock me i thought she hated me to the max
HAHAHS revision and more mye pass papers were handed up
homework piling like crap
did not bother to do accounts.h0w lazy i am
after school met the usuals then rushed for ss after school class
and i embarassed myself i thought i was like the only one late for class so i ran
and i fall flat on the cement flOOR.omg i was in such fucking pain&agony
i duuno how the hell i managed to hobbled back to class
jocelyn went with me to sickbay i ambled there
heheh did not attend ss
well i was down there eating fries and telling jocelyn all the happy memories ahems gave me
and she was telling me all the happy memories that her ahem had gave her
so was happily eating fries there while she bandaged my wound
but after a while it did not hurt a bit
i could still run and walk faster then jocelyn
SURPRISE.but inside my heart was pain
MRS loke was super nice she excused us 15 mins earlier and she passed me her
notes since i was in sickbay.she rocks!
she is the first teacher in my entire pri&sec education that i think is nice
and who is my permeant ss teacher:)
well after that bump into rara,elaine and simin
they went down with me
to find girlfriends
then exited out of school
well was supposed to go val house to study but dad did not allow
hahahas he think i will be out roaming the malls
so did not make it in the end
bused home with marcia
she had to use e toilet so urgently so stop at tanah merah
the toilet was like a stink bomb
it sucks like shit
oh man!
then later sher had to go bugis meet her dad then we bused back home again!
now back dad had took leave off just now went to vist grandma cause she was sick
aww poor thing
get well soon:)came home and bath
bathing wa such a torture all cause of my bleeding knees
it hurts but after a while got used to it
well i shall go now
rushed my caj 15 articles and my pass year papers
toodles:)<3

maybe its the fact that i'm used to it or maybe
it is cause i'm immune to this kind of thing that i just got no feelings anymore
i have passed the phrase of laying on my bed weeping to myself on why this must happened again
or maybe it;s just i'm sick and tired of these immature childish stuff that i pretend i dunno that this has happened
its back to the same
its the same sene and play just that the characters have swapped
oh why was i so foolish to fall back into the play
sighs
i miss the old you badly can you come back to being the same?
the person who never fails to put a smile on to my face
and make me laugh
and make me feel that i did not have to cry cause of you
and that person who i know will understand what i'm going through
oh fuck maybe i did not realise i am the one with the probelm
but i kept all this in my heart.
what's the point of being so vocal and voicing it all out
it will just cause me to worry about the outcome and the consquences of it:(
i rather keep it alone to myself
i guess blog is the only way to vent out what i want to say
sis is going away to shanghai soon nobody to connfide in and give me advice on probs i face
so going to miss her badly!
HAHAHS ITS RAINING AND pouring
hope it doesn't rain tomoro:)

your absence today was missed by me!

2007-04-22T11:22:00.000+08:00

HEY
yesterday went out with val
hahas she ws such an arse i swear
i was like running for the bus but she did not even
LIKE ASK THE BUS Uncle to stop oh what a bastard but the unlce
was nice enought to wait for me well went with her for a haircut at roxy sq.
they rememberd us:)
hmms later went window shop at parkway
supposed to go study for mye but we were too lazy
OMG MYE IS IN 9 DAYS TIME
how time flies
i got to study really hard!
well later we bused to tampines mall so boring
but later valerie was ultra nice
i was like telling her that i will be so lonely the rest of the bus trip
no company then she send me all the way to my house bus stop later
shocks.HAHAHAHS
but later she did some stuff that made me feel guilty with her retarded tactis
that she was feeling lonely oh what a bastard
hrumphs later walked back home
and stupid val was like calling me irriating my sleep cause she felt lonely:(
later went to grans house ate many yummie food
later going to study with kaeventan.
TATAS

2007-04-21T16:24:00.000+08:00

HELLO!
i feel so out dated with me still using blogger
what a loser i am man!
everyone around me is switching to livejournal.HAHAHS
oh well.i cant remember much about what happen over the months
i shall recall later:)
yesterday lessons were such a bore except during pc and chinese
went for a filed trip around school with pe tees tied to our eyes blindfolded
AWWW i miss these game so much reminded me of my childhood
my partner was rachel.i admit i was such a cheater
i did not close my eyes fully.and no instructions were suppsoe to be given
if i encounter steps or something phew luckily
my lovely partner warned me
had a blast of a time i kept bumping into people
the rest of classes were a bore i slack during pe
i felt naughty and decdied to bluff miss chua that i had knee cap probelms surprising she believe me
chatted with melissa then later played a tinny weeny bit of badminton
chinese was FUN:)
So thrilling skip class with sha&aurelia,we had something to common and that is not attending chinses class sheralyynn did not come to school.so i felt that was not a need for chinese class
i decided to grant mysefl a break
we went study area.later aurelia went up to class to slack in air-con room
SO UNFAIR i feel so jealous of the luxury they have
oh well me&sha almost bump into fat jo.but later we were just so suai she spotted us even though
i pratically crawled
hrumphs she has super eysight me and sha went up to 3.2
we wanted to chao school
started drawing sketches of school exits but damns there was like no exits
farewell ceremony..for miss loh the atmophere was so sad
sat with val and clara laugh like monkeys with them
i miss them so much.never failed to make me laugh:)
it was so freaking squeasy lars.
hop over to aurelia place to discuss about what the hell are we going to say to fat jo sighs she know we skipped classees.ONE DAY SUSPENSION FOR ME.SELF STUDY
hugs and kisses for miss loh speeches were BORINGGGGG
i will miss you miss loh:(i will miss your nags about my coloured hair and your ever long speeches during assembly.and wishing us all happy hols.ALSO LASTLY I WILL MISS YOU GIVING US HALF DAYS MAN!
boo.we've got a new principal
afterr school lunched with marcia&sha at prata place the prata was weird
trained to sha house.it was a freaking long walk under the humid sun i was dragging my feet
me&marcia starved ourselves with ben&jerry chocolate chip
we finished the whole tub.sha was starving herslef with crisps and chips
cheer up girl:)maybe things will turn out to be okay after all:)we were like all on binges
her bed was comfy like hell
watched ugly betty flinging her gigantic tighs
later trained home with marcia we walked cause we were like lackign of 10 cents so pathetic
marcia wenT HIGHHHH.
I JUST HAD NO ENERGY LEFT.SO drained out
went home to sleep later

i hate that expession you gave me casue it just melts my heart from within
those sweet gestures that you did, though was small
had me going high and had touched my heart.it left my heart tugging for more of those sweet gestures.call me greedy but i really would want to have you
being so sweet always.
much loves<3

2007-03-28T20:15:00.000+08:00

today was such a borring day school was much the same
got send out of class for so many lessons i did not really bothered
mdm pey was angry cause i kept talking anyways thought about a lot of things while i was out
of class.well bascially i thought about sheralynn theory
YESTERDAY was a day where i felt happy,satisfied,high,elated
well well and a pretty much surprising day it was filled with surprises
that i thought i was in like some kind of weird dream
you really made my day and put a smile on my face
happiness is short-lived:(
and A LOT OF EMBARRASING THINGS HAPPENED
i just felt like digging a hole and hide inside so many retarded things happen
ughh
well today me,clara sher went to have the famous chicken rice hahhas we threesome went to have lunch
at inter.then later slacked at the libaray was like planning to do physics work
but well well it was like all occupied
so bused to sher house..she was like doing make up for me for like no reason we were just bored
xav was like sleeping LAUGHS
chatted about a lot of things mostly about the questions sher gave us.we were like thinking deeply

i felt bored so started typing messages to my self.
watch teeve for a while then bused home

when i heard the news my heart seem to dropped to a lower level
i hope and i faall oh what is the point it seem so useless
hai yah forget it
we seem to be drifting apart as friends

2007-03-26T20:20:00.000+08:00

HELLOS!.today met up with val
i am so nice to accompany her to buy her 10 years series
hahas so guai anyways
she got a surprise waiting
so retarded she asked me to close my eyes and she kept laughing i was
super scared i swear her cheeky grin was up to no good
LAUGHS then poped came out a container with pizza and words.
she had pizza and she brought over for me AWWW SO SWEET
I thought u forgot that i wanted the pizza and i forgot myself i wanted the pizza

ITS THE FIRST TIME U ARE SWEET alrights
well well after that met sher,clara we thought we were super late but then we were early
we kept laughing in the bus man!
after hanging round in parkway and "studying"not much studying accomplised all thanks to val
hrumphs:(and while i was away clara vandalised my paper
i went high in macs that people started going tskk
well i couldnt help it.
i am so gonna flunk my physics test must buck up
i loose a tinny wenny bit of interest in my studies.
i am so tired of studying but i AIM TO DO WELL IN MYE.
wish me luck
tution was pretty much the same my mind was floating to somewhere else nt on physics and maths
my concentration was the pits
later after tution dine at val house
val&sher was up to some rubbishy stuff
i was busy going high
I MEAN REALLY HIGH I WAS LIKE ON some kinda weird ranting
i was ranting to myself.and GOING HIGH BUT MY PARTNER JOINED ME SOON AFTER
valerie we were like doing crazy dances
and WE WERE LIKE OMfg so high!!!
sher joined intoo i called clara and afffected my highness to her she compliemented me on being a good entertanier.then i went somewhere later i forgot she was on the phone
she was like wating for half an hour so sorrry
MUHHAHAHHAS I WA HaVING SO MUCH FUN SCREAMING YELLING GOING MENTAL
IN HER HOUSE I DID NOT WANT TO GO back but i was one hour late for home sweet home
and mum was grumbling i started thinking about a lot of things
the sky was such a beatuy that night me&sher rasied pur heads saw so many shiny starts its a first and one super bright star feel so glad
bused back home reached home
then slept was so tired

2007-03-23T20:49:00.000+08:00

OKAYS I MISS TYPING
so long.HAHHAS okays LEt me recall what happen this week
well this week i remember this day me marcia and clara went high
and we were all super horny
HAHAS.WAS super funny word of the day was this____disgusting word
well i kept laughing till my stomach ache
my gosh
went home kind of late
i am spenidng late nights in school
today had no tutorial/cca so happy
after school lazed round
went to rtc help simin collect her phone but sadly she did not get it back\
i was like rushing so that i dont have to queue but in the end the queue
was so long like damns
went for lunch started gossiping.ILOVE THAT TIMES!mUHAAHS
after that something got into my brain i went mad/high again
for i dunno what reason i seriously lost control of myself
i guess i was too happy with something
its been so long
that encounter
yes yes.later went eastpoint walked round
so boring then after like 7 plus went home
yupp bused home with clara and sher was raining then i thought of you
cause i was alone
well practically thought about everything
i hope we will be united all the day it shall be my dear little wish.

o lack the courage.that close brush tingles me

2007-03-18T10:13:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 15 BIRTHDAY kaeven TAN
hahas happy birthday to you happy birthday to u
happy birthday t this idiot friend of mine happy birthday to you:)
wow one year older so its to be more maturred rights
well and you must not bully me anymore!
well today i guess i will be slacking at home
facing my teeve as apparently i cant go out
hrumphs cause i have been going out everyday and late nights
so yeaps
i will be borrreed at home but i will find some entertainment for myself
YEAPS
ANYWays THAT IS ABOUT ALLL BYESS
LOT'S OF LOVE

2007-03-18T10:07:00.000+08:00

FRI..i forgot what i did.oh yes yes i rmbr
now ahahs we had free tickets so went shaw at bugis to catch it
but that stupid free ticket only entitled us to like one movie
happily duuno what after hahahs so we skip it and watch
HAUNTED School i was super frightened and i kept screaming into val ear
hahahs and that idiot sher next to me kept pulling the jacket so i got nothing to cover my eyes
HAHS I COULD HEAR clara laughter..she was soo not scared
then some strangers kept screaming like sound effects
later we went for yoshinonya and just walk round bugis street bugis mall
later val went home i was craving for this superb nice chicken rice so we all went to eat
then headed for the libraray to chiil out and slack
yeaps
then bused home on the way home i was thinking about a lot of things how the years have
passed and changed and eveything seem so diff things that i yearn for
seems to be gone..hai yo
anyways that is about all BYESS
LOVES

2007-03-18T09:58:00.000+08:00

ON THURSDAY
went parkway with marcia and simin in e morning i thought i was late
meeting simin downstairs my house i woke up 5 mins before the suppose time
well well she was later than me
bought sher birthday cake
then i went high on sweets being super crazy
cam whore with marcia some silly pics hahas and her italy top
LAUGHS
lter headed for east coast park was a looong walk
just to get cheap bikes ut i guess was worth it
like half an hour we kept groaning and moaning under the scorching hot sun:(
me marcia and sher was sunburnt badly
rode round
then ate macs.ahahslater just admiring the sea breeze
was thinking of you kinda missing you wondering how you were
at that place now
yeaps
later marcia went home then simin and elaine went home
me&sher&clara shop round HAHAS had steamboat
sher bro treated us its so HOTTTT THE TOM YUM so i stick to the not so hot one
WAS BLOATED after steamboat then headed home
hahahas i am so tired now well well i should go catch my beauty sleep
loves

2007-03-16T22:45:00.000+08:00

HELLOS
_wednesday
woke up earliy in the morning
chatted with val on the phone then met her at eastpoint
went to take pics for my ez link card and her ic
OH MY she took the pics was super funny i kept sitting there
and laugh
then she threw it away so she took another one then i laugh again
but then again its much better than the previous one so yeaps later met sher
for lunch at longjohn's
headed for school for the accounts workshop was so boring at first i dozed off then later
read mags
then i went high ran to val table and started helping her group
AHHAHAS i started drawing really ugly pics had fun there
then i did presentation with val she is such an idiot standing there not even opening her
mouth and laughing at me
and somthing super embarrasing happened during presentation i said this word and it came out as another horrid word oh my my face went red
my gosh!
so embarrasing:(and then theere was like laughter spreading through the room really
loud!
TSKK.well then got free shaw tickets
to movie
so glad later ate maggie mee course ended kinda late
then went val house like 7 plus managed to hitch a free ride
helped valerie with her theraml flask project apparently i dont; have
hahas i am so nice to help her yeaps
went to buy materials
and then this really embarrasing thing happened along the way again with this
biker ugh:(
went val house there this super fuuny thing that caused us to laugh i laugh till my stomach ache
valerie:urm what is that sweet and soury smell?
me:oh maybe ya maid is like cooking some food for us?like fish/chicken
val:NOOO CANT BE SO SMELLY PLS
me:yeah
val:maybe its ya leg go wash
me:WASHED REALLY CLEANLY THINKING ITS MY LEG
WITH LOTTTAS OF nice smelling soap
val:ohh its not ya leg there is the smell still there
me:looks round the room OHHH I FOUND THE CAUSE OF IT
val:whats?
me:HAHas points to THis thing which was super smelly
shall not mention hahas so embarrasing
and idiot val went high

her thermak flask was a succes:)
yes we did experiment with it
went home round 9 plus AHAHS I DID NOT WANT TO GO HOME
I WANTED TO LIKE SLEEP AT HER HOSUE SO COMFY:)

LOVES TOODLES

2007-03-11T21:02:00.000+08:00

TODAY IS SUNDay valerie came over my house there then i passed
her something we headed for
east point laughed so much i laughed cause of her leg actions
OKAYS i shall not be mean but was unbearable lars i just kept laughing
till we miss the bus then there was this funreal passing by which was super scary
we boarded the bus to eact point which was so quiet but withnin minutes filled with our laughter cause
valerie was watching this uber stupid video
which l laugh too super weird
this bus aunty was super irrating
hrumphg:(
we laugh a lot all the way to east point.
we ate at some void deck
then a lot of things happened along the way which made me laughs
then at the void deck my stomach was super pain so i just sat at the floor to laugh
luckily the void deck was deserted
then had to run after this bus cause i was running late was suppose to be home
then i caught the bus so relieve than i met that super anonying bus lady again
well reached home to watch my show and was being i good girl
so did a one page social studies essay
and one more pgae of ss
but did not get much studying of accounts done!
AND MY MATHS TEST
HAVE NOT studied oh no but right now i am so not in the mood for studying
will do it tml
BLOG HOOPING hai yo some people blog so emo and sad
make me feel that i should not be laughing so much
MARCH HOLS ARE HERE BUT GOT TO RETURN BACK FOR LIKE CLASSES
3 days.and 2 days of break so ridiculous pur please
friday is the clique outing to east coast park
WOHHHAAHHAS I CANT WAIT:)
HOPEFULLY IT DOES NOT RAIN And put a dampen on our moods
and nothing bad happens cause when i am looking foward
something/someone will fuck that day up for me>or make me think deep and be upset
i hope accounts trip will not be a bore:)

bon voyage
you wwill be miss:)
when i saw those tears flooding down ya cheeks
i wanted to go there and comfort you to cooed you
but i knew that fear will get the better of me so i hesitate
and when i saw u alone i wanted to make conversation but i dared not
oh well i hope this infatuation flies over fast.

i wonder whether that phrase"no matter what friends will stand by you"
is it true?i am having doubts about it.
oh well just a pharse i am going tru will be over soon i guess

2007-03-11T20:25:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERALYYN:)
HAHAS one year older so must be more matureed:)
well stayed in school to wait for sher to collect her handphone lazed
in the so comfortable com lab then headed for lunch
after that went with val to libaray.she did not want to go home
we were like the only one on the double deck busP:)
I WEnt high SERioulsy then i started saying in a singsong voice and did silly actions to
idicate the valerie is a f*****ugh so vulgar of me!
then she being an idot started viedoeing
and we miss the stop had to walk very far
I KEep walking this few days
then she taught me maths
well i admit i am so stupid in maths
its just so not in my blood then she reteach again and again
and she made a offer that she would treat me macs,kfc if
i got this maths qn correct but sadly my answer was RUBBISH
:(
MUHAHAS bused home
YEAPS ITS FRIDay.

2007-03-11T20:16:00.000+08:00

SAT went out with marcia went to simin house first
HAHAS her baby sis was super adoareable so tiny and cute
was super mesmerize by the baby:)
later met marcia.we were like such bus idiots cause i was happily seated on bus 31 heading
for parkway.then marcia turned and gave the"uh-oh we are on the wrong bus we
are suppose to sit the one opposite"speech which i just stupidly laugh
and i confirm many times that she was right...parkway was boring so we cam WHORE A LOT!
THinking of funny moves a lot of stupid one lars expecially one damn"disgusting one"laughs

went stege to pierce ear well the top wasnt as painful as i thought it was
cause of this spray.i guess my expression was funny cause marcia kept laughing later guess the heat from the sun got into our brain
cause we were super high
marcia wanted to just board 31 so boarded HAHAS wanted to head for ecp
but all thanks to marcia she sat on the bus till so comfortable
so we sat all the way to tanah merah kept laughing all the way to
tanah merah when we decided to stop.miss so many buses due to our laughter we were like mad to walk under the scorching sun
ate yummie ice cream.i guess we deserve it after all that walking
marcia purchase pink dolphin and me with gasy 7-up
we were immediately high started"cheering"each other with bottles over silly things
then went to marcia house to sit was laughing all the way
we were like in a drunken stupor.though we did not drink
had to chase after marcia to take back my wallet she being so naughty decided
to run away..so i chased i WAS MAD CHASING BAREFOOTED
MY FOOT WAS LIKE BURRNN! it hurts
HAHAS and we keep crossing each other path
could not walk properly.
later bu-sed back home
WAS A FUN-ED DAY
BYES:)
I LOVE SATURDAYS:)
WHEEE!

2007-03-04T20:20:00.000+08:00

i am sitting here reminisce of all the memories

all the nonsesical rubbish madness weird things

we use to do or participate in that would put a

silly smile on my face just thinking of it

in my free time though it was silly,it was enjoyable it

made school a much more fun place

.But now all that just seems to be once

in a blue moon kind of thing.we are not so close anymore

there is that gap there.i dunno if you have realised

that in the busyness of your life.

Maybe is that fact that we have grown and we look

at things in different perspectives.but one thing i am sure about

is that i will give up everything to go back to the past

If i could reverse back time i would want to treasure every

min of that happy stupor that i am in.ITS so much better

and satisfying.

i really miss the happy-go lucky self that i was:)

2007-03-04T20:10:00.000+08:00

TODAY IS SUNDAy I HATE SUNDAYS
CAUSE I GOT TO GO SCHOOL ON MON
oh no damns progress card is coming back on monday
i wish progress card could be prolongled to a later date
havent did really well this sememester
maybe cause things were weighning in my mind
so did not really focused
i AM NOT STUDY MATERIAL
why does classes have to start so early
i wish i was home schooled
but i will miss my darling friends to make me smile laughs
today went out wih val to study
well she has a swollen knee
SO Scary
was a big fright.cause of ytd party
sad fact RECOVER SOON ALRIGHTS:)
later she met with her stead then i was alone for one hour
at long john;s doing my work
stoning :)
then sheralynn join me so thankful for the company
HAHAHAS SHE WENT ROUND SHOPPING
REAL SHOPPHOLIC
shop so much in just A FEW MINS
WELL I WANT TO GET THIS BLACK PUMPS BADLY.
AND THIS WAISTBELT.AND STRIPS SLIPpERS
i got to save up yes that is my resoultuon later bused home
missed my stop lars so irriating got to walk all the way home

toddles LOVES<3

2007-03-04T20:04:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CANOSSIAN SAINTS DAY TO ALL SACIANS
THE BEST part of the day was the half day
stayed in the hall and rot during mass
was so boring
well the balloons was fun such a pretty sight of all the balloons flying round
some dumbo teachers confiscated all the balloons and burst it
well my balloon almost flew away but nice elaine retrieve it for me
THANKS:)
later then bused to gelare for ice cream
hahas their ice cream is beyond words
nice simin treated me to new york cheesecake yums:)
stayed there and study
well not much accoplisment
clara was being super fuuny she took 3 buses all the way to gelare
getting"lost"along the way
well she took so long
she stayed a while ahahs she helped to warm the chair before leaving
well well
played sisscors paper stone till my hand swell bright red hrumphs
later bused home and had a nap
JUST MISS MY AFTERNOON NAPS:)
BYESS.THAT WAS ABOUT ALL
LOVES

2007-03-04T19:53:00.000+08:00

hello world!
WEDNESDAY
classes were a downright bore
well but loads of teachers were
on leave
pure happiness*laughs*FREE PERIODS JUST ROCKS!
fat jo wasn't present calls for a celebration
but i kind of miss her guess i am out of my mind
hahas.
after that headed for tutorial with
clara,valerie and sheralynn
well i lAUGHS A LOT DURING ACCOUNTS TUTORIAL
i decided to give myself a break and not do accounts
i started laughing with clara&valerie
there was once like the whole class was super quiet
cause mdm kee gave this assignment
so everyone was like bent over the paper
i was BEING SUpER HIGH STARTED LAUGHING WITH CLARA
OVER I DUNNO WHAT
i forgot.the whole class was quiET only my laughter ringing through the room
mdm kee was like"whose laughter is that"
was funny then i was like a "teacher"
for a few mins WAS FUN TEACHING THEM RUBBISH ACCOUNTS
they face me with this"wth are u talking about looks"
played with clara this sisscors paper stone game
with expressions
then later played with valerie
OMG.WAS SO FUNNY.THEN I DARED VALERIE TO DO A LOT OF LAME STUff
cause she lost to me!
like the duster accident reminded me and clara of the all clear signs where
they put against the hearts in show
I HAVE BEEN WATCHING TOO MUCH TEVVES
tutorial was fun:)
later skipped cca went sher house
i CANT CONCENTRATE ON my GEOGRAPHY WAS SO MANY SUPERB
FOOD SURROUNDING ME
UGH JUST SO DISTRACTING.
watched tv later just totally give up to the tv and food temptations
was readign this article about A 9 YEAR OLD GETTING PREGANT MY
WHAT IS THE WORLD COMING TO?
HHAHAS
i was so into that article
later went home with valerie

i cant find a reason to detest you but i am
starting too oh so confusing.

BYES

2007-02-25T14:50:00.000+08:00

sometimes i really wonder what is life about
it seems that everything is short lived especially
happiness.once in a while being happy
is just so diffcult laughing from deep withnin is hard
i cant help thinking that friendship.love all seems to bring hurt and pain
it seems to make ya life more complicted but there was also a fair share of joy that friends
and love has brought,there is no denying.
maybe not knowing some facts will make u a happier person
being blurrr.
just create ya own world and live in it
where hurt/pain is not present
verging off the wrong path and not choosing the right decision may lead
to a lifetime of regret
oh well just doing things in the name of fun and joy
seems so diffcult when ya grown up so many prombelms, so many complications
just not giving a care about anything may just be the best policy
i got a strong feeling that this is the last game to our friendship
i guess i have to bade goodbye to it

2007-02-25T14:42:00.000+08:00

today school passed pretty past
was hectic homework pilig hahas strugglying to get
some knowledge into my head
well after school met friends
went with marcia to rtc first
later went out lunch with the usuals
felt a surge of highness hahas i was super high
for no reason.had lunch sat kiddy rides
trying to revive my childhood
with valerie surprised that the ferris wheel could actually carry mine
and valerie weight kinda expected it to break down or something
or well it did not that proves that i am light

ahahs valerie was later being so
"nice"which creeps me out just give me goosepimples
had a fun time
then went back to school to do accounts
GOSH ACCOUNTS TOTALLY STRESS ME OUT
So hard that question.
later played all the way till 6 plus
lots of funny things happen:)
and gross things.yucks
me&marcia cam whore a lot took many pictures
cabbed back home so freaking tiring goodness i hate pe
had to run all the way till the bridge
but was kinda fun beats running in school such a bore
just felt like sleeping after pe
dozing off in class
that was about all:)
SMILES.

love is not looking at one sins and faluting against it but it is about looking at one sin and just smile

2007-02-21T20:36:00.000+08:00

I FEEL HAPPY
I FEEL HIGH
I LOVE MY FRIENDS
I LOVE ANYTHING THAT SPELTS FUN
ILOVE HAPPINESS
ILOVE SEEING PEOPLE FACE LIT UP WITH SMILES
I LIKE LAUGHING
WELL WELL ITS A CRAZY POST

LAUGHED SUPER MUCH TODAY
okays cny celebrations was like fun
yay was sitting with friends.i felt super high
and happy and all in the festive spirit:)
when mdm sim asked them to move back to index order
its like so.no comments but she
doesn';t change does she?
OH WELL THE SAME OLD MDM SIM
HAHAS THEN SHER AND VALERIE MOVED TO THE BACK
and i ran to the back and ask jia hui and natasha to come join us
but i ran to the front again
its so tiring
HAHAHS
SORRY NAtasha and jia hui
well well the middle was the laughter and fun
performancs was alrights
THEN CAME THE SEXYAYE CATWALK
lot of hoots and cheers
well.hahas people sitting near red carpert
wanted to trip them
by shaking the red carpert
me and valerie was like laughing like madpigs
IT WAS THEN CHOCOLATE TIME
PEOPLE BITING AND THROWING OR removing chocolates and throwing into
crowd
well i kerna so got choc on blouse
ahahhas then the usual back to lessons
slept one hour during eng
ITS SO BORING
well school ended fast today
then went for accounts tutorial
And got my a/c test back JUST passed like one mark so
pathetic BUT I IMPROVE YES YES so satisfied
tutorial was much the same
then went LIBARARY HAHAHS
i sit till so comfortable
then had to go
well headed for cca
was boring lectures and more
but he was super irriating today instructor
KEEP SCOLDING
like wth so pissed
HAHAHS THEN WENT HOME WITH SIMin
she treated me this jap ice cream
SUPER NICE:)
then went my house there and had tom yum NOODLES
AAHHAS
THOSE CHILDHOOD DAYS
YEAPS
we were like sitting at the playground
later went home to catch my show
OH MY GOSh that guy in the show is hot
ANYWAYS BYESSS
SHALL UPDATE SOON

toodles.
loves

2007-02-03T08:51:00.000+08:00

school was nothing t praise about just work work
and more work
after school went to meet up with sher marcia and simin
wait for simin to collect her phone oh well but she did not have her warning letter
so didn't take cabbed to tampines for
food had macs went in search for marcia wallet.
but found none which are prettyaye
so just roam round then headed for home sweet home
well its the weekend GOSH I LOVE WEEKENDS BUT I HATE mondays
MONDAY BLUESS
I HAVE IT BADDD
but weekends always pass so fast
JAN IS over feb coming soon so fast
well i wish time will speed up

ihave no idea why i became like that
i am finding the ans to this fuck ass attuide
maybe cause i saw the ugly side of things
which i am displeased about but cant do anything
people changes heart changes
but the world awaits no one when it changes
they don;t stop to mourn ya grief
they just continue just got to leave with it
your the last person i would miss
but i did miss ya presence
surprisingly
but you have change u did not use to be like that
but now you are not the same person maybe u are
or maybe i am the one with the probelm.
THINGS &people pls stp changing.humans are the hardest to control'
BYES

2007-01-27T23:41:00.000+08:00

today spent half the day at sher house
HAHAS mostly slack and teach ade..
me and marcia ate like pigs
sher grandma cooking was like super YUMS ATE A LOT!
wanted to go catch movie but there was no nice show
i was like suppose to go there and study my indices
but ended up not doing anything

later headed for debs farewell party chalet
WEll she is heading for new zealand to study
HOW SAD back after 4 years will see ya 211
WELL FAREWELL GIRLFRIEND:)
then there was this 3 person debs friends
keep making me laughs
so much
ate a lot.i keep eating the chicken wing not even cooked
and that guy who b.bq told me after i eat half way tskk
spoil my apetite.
AND THERE IS THIS PERSON WHO IS SO. SICKENING
IF U DONT WANT TO SIT WITH US U CAN ALWAYS FIND SOMEWHERE
ELSE TO SIT ..
U CAN GO IN THE ROOM BUT TOO BAD LARS U GOT KICK OUT
WHO ASK U MOVED OUT OF YA SEAT.
SERVE U RIGHT It TAKE A LOT OF ENERGY TO HATE SOMEONE
AND I REALLY DETEST You like whats ya probelm?
must be so childish.like as though i did anything to offend u.
which if i rmbr clearly i did not do anything
OH WELL I SHOULD NOT TALK ABOUT THAT ASS
makes my blood boil
i guess sher and marcia know who is it

WELLL BYES:)
I WANT TO SNOREZ

entertainer of my life

2007-01-26T22:11:00.000+08:00

i realise its time i updated been so busy lately
homework piling under my nose
oh well camp wasn't such a blast for me
did not learnt much

Day one ]
i forgot WHAT I DID
OH YES I REMEMBER BOATING
SEAWATER GOT INTO MY MOUTH.YUKS
THEN WENT SENTOSA
I DID not particate in the trapeze
was lazing round the sand with elaine
hahahs i crept to the sea wrote
stuff in the sand

my happiest moment was the playing part
*GRINS*ELAINE I WANT THAT PIC HURRY UPLOAD
I LOVE THAT PLAYING BY THE SAND PART FEW MOMENTS
wish it was longer

DAY 2
HORRBILE THAT STUPID TREEKING MADE ME LOSE MY ENERGY
8KM THE LONGEST I WALKK IN THE FOREST
THE SLOPE SO STEEP
UP DOWN UP DOWN
AND ALL THE MUD SHOE ALMOST SUNK IN
RAIN RAIN POURING DOWN

HAD NIGHT WALK WELL WELL THE SKY WAS A REAL BEAUTY
STARS SPARKLING
BUT WAS B0RING

DAY3
HIGH FEVER,SORE THROAT AND FLU
WAS SHIvering in my sleep so badly
well temp was super high 39.1
then had to reverse the bus back to scholl
sorry people
MUMmsy came and fetch me home

YEAH I AM SO HAPPY
I WENT SCHOOL FOR ONLY one day
on friday:)
actually did not want to come but mum was afraid i miss lessons so wen tfor school
passed pretty fast
jan is over soon.how time flies
after school went to meet marcia and sher
some UNFORTUNATE THING HAPPEN
i was like eating chicken porridge happily
when this stupid lady send us to rtc for eating in pri school
like wth?cant she just close one eye
well they have got this cream puff which is like super
i want to sneak in to try again.
me clara and simin spent it in rtc till 5
i was laughing truckloads i THOUGHT I MAD UP A PRETTy nice cheer
well i was bored lars cant blame me
me and clara and simin laughing like mad dogs
then 5.plus cabbed home
watched my precious tevve
WUGHH STD TEST STARTING SOON
MUST STUDY AND BUCK UP
BYES:)
L-O-V-E

you seem to be real and geninue in this r/s of yours
all the best
a big part of me have stop caring about your evry little move
lalaas

2007-01-20T15:01:00.000+08:00

MY BLOG IS FRIGGING DEAD hahaas
HAVE benn busy attending grandpa funreal
HAHASwell i am still at the funreal now
will be back home sweet
AND someone blog just hangg my com
so irriating well i guess serve me right for always going that person blog
MISS SCHOOL ON THUR
WELL MISS MY FRIENDS:)
HAHS well CLARA I MISS YA LAUGHTER TOO!
NOTHing much happened
thur study
ME and clara laughing at the study area
over some silly stuff
retarded stuff seems to occur on me WHEN I AM OUT WITH CLARA
shall not elaborate
HMMS friday cabbed home
WAS rushing..
well i learnt that life sure is fragile
my grandma is like so lonely now
the feeling of loneliness sucks like shit
after having experience it myself
WELL I SHALL BE A good grandaughter..and visit her more often
seeing her cry sure is heartbreaking
:( imagine 60 years of marriage lers. and just gone like
that.I WILL MAKE GOOD USE of my years
HAHS AND STArt to live well
SO FAR 2007 BEEN A sucky year for me
i lost so many things
u change like how the wind changes direction.i feel the fuck ass attuide towards u coming
cant afford to lose any more thigns precious to me
face lots of disappointments that other people cant see
and its alwyas people around me the same old people

maybe i should play through my sec life and not give a care about a single thing
sighs i dunno

got to go for camp in like 2 days time
but i don;t have interest have not packed yet i got to start packing
like real quick some class bonding
AND MISS WENDY MADE ME ROOM IC SO I CANT SNEAk into peoples room
how cunning
everytime i get scolding like wthh?
from mrs joseph and miss wendy like every lecture is puncated with a
"especially weilin behave urself"
fuck that shit
tskk
well tomore is SUNDAY
HAHAS.
I HOPE I WILL HAVE FUN AT CAMP
somehting bad is about to happen
i can feel it
BOO BYESS:))

2007-01-15T21:26:00.000+08:00

SCHOOL WAS THE SAME
MONDAY BLUES
FAMOUS FOR DRADING MONDAY
CAMP IS COMING SOON
SHOULD I BE HAPPY OR SAD?
OH WELL hahahs.LOTAS OF PEOPLE IS GOING
BUT my interest is not there though last year was FUN.FUN.FUN
BUT each year is diff
used to be filled with bubbly excitement of camp in lower sec years
AHAHS.now JUST SEEMS SO NORMAL
WORKLOAD GETTING HEAVIER DUNNO WHAT THE HACK AM I DOING
ON LINE SUPPOSE TO BE DOING HOMEWORK'
rushing.writing crap
cant be bother to do
and FUCK MY SHIT ASS ATTUIDE
TOWARDS SCHool NA DPEOPLE around me
trying to be more open-minded
classes such a bore
me being emo and sensitivy like wthh?
well sorry to those who i have said some stupid stuff too
and stupid accusations
cca was prettaye much same old thing LECTURES AND MORE SAT TILL
MY ARSE WAS PAINN.
well i was busy scribbing and drawing stuff on table
what naughty me vandalishing

ate dinner and met that person AGAIN
FORVEVER.BUMPING
HAHAHS
then bused home with tabita or else i will be stoning away
OH WELL GOODBYES:)
GOT TO RUSH WITH WORK

I DON'T bother about you anymore give only a little damn about you
too busy to even care about u
but i don;t like to care about so much stuff anymore
just pass each day as it is much better this way:)
i lerant it the hard way

2007-01-14T21:06:00.000+08:00

i am so freaking tired of this blogskin
hahahas maybe its time i chANGE
last fri school was nothing to praise about
just the usual thing was so stressed during accounts
crushed like 3 papers before i got it right
the girl sittiing next to me is super poor thing
got to hear me vent my anger
accounts makes my blood preausser goes up:(
later noon was moody
dangs but later laughs loads
simin was being super nice
treated me and marcia to goodies like chinese new year hamper
HAHAS I WAS LAUGHING SO MUCH
went 3.2 to study
WELL ITS AIR-CONDITIONED HRUMPHS
I ENVY THEM
but so small cant play catching
HAHAS WELL I DID NOT STUDY
WAS BUSY SCREAMING AND LAUGHING
WAS Confessions time
MADE new friends.started confessing to people
SO MADDENING
later went for duty so pathetic so little parents came
sec 2 camp corri
was slacking inside the room
then went home with elaine so dark

13/jan/07
HAHAHS WENT SIS CHALET AND played
went t beach and played
ahahs encraved ya namein the sand
under the bright prettaye stars
:)YAY WAS THINKING OF YOU
then went home and snorez

TODay went to orchard with sher and marcia
to study
HAHAHS
went to this libarary..study for like straight 7 hours
HAHHAS SO LONG.well adeline was MAKING SO MUCH noise
THEN got scolded so many times
but she was nice to treat me strawberry smootie:)
well.studied social studies i am so sATIFISED STUDIED LOTTAS OF PAGES
I GOT TO start bucking up and pulling up my socks
for accounts
i don;t want to end up flunking my first accounts test what a bad
omen.WELL i am being superstitious
hahahas but if i flunk would any nice kind soul join me for tutorial?
i am hoping so. tomoro back to school
that traumatising school
HAHAHS WELL I AM SOOO PEK CHEK I FORGOT WHERE I LEFT
MY CAMP FORM I AM SO PREPARED TO GET
SCOLDED
WUGHH.MONDAYS ARE JUST SO NOT MY DAYS
monday blues:(
LALALAS
I AM SO BORED
TO TEARS
be my entertainer for today will you?
nah you would not
so obvious

do you know when u said those words 5
i was hurt but i don;t want to show it out
its me being childish i know
but i cant help it
i feel the gap happening soon
i learnt when its time to let go i better let go
or it make me feel misberable regardless of
whether is it friendship or love
whats the point of holding on
i want to know what is your mind thinking
i want to msg u when i miss you but so whats?
it will only stop the missing u part for a little while but it will\
come back soon
HAHAHS.seriosuly i feel like a fool a lot of times
i can only ease that foollish feeling by keeping myself occupied.
yeaps
byes

2007-01-11T18:31:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAS MY BLOG IS LIKE OFFicallY DEAD
AHAHS I AM GOING TO REVIVE NOW
THE WEEK WAS PRETTY MUCH THE SAME WELL
fuck those stuff that have been making me upset
for the past few days well thanks for being there for me those
friends.
much apperciated thanks for ya shoulder CHEONG;
HAHHAS.XAV.I KNOW YA BLOUSE IS WET
LALALS
getting pretty used to ,myclass adapting to new enviroment
damnit
AHHAS MAYBE IT WILL BE ALRIGHTS
thanks for those people who have not make me feel left out
TODAY LAUGHS TRUCKLOADS
WITH VALERIE TAN
SUCH AN ASS
making me run dunno how many miles worse than pe
HAHAS THE OLDTIME
PALYING CATCHING IN MY CLASS SECOND LEVEL AND FIRST
HOW STINKY I WAS.
all thanks to her
AND RUNNING TO DOTS LIKE
wth?hahahs fell so embarrased
HAHAH HAD FUn
WANTED TO SIT with my friend during mass
some teacher forbids me to sit so move to the back sweetie simin
accompany me i was like laughings also super lame
HAHAS then this prefect came i was so prepared to pop out of my place to
stand but was simin spiky hair
THEN STUPID SIMIN MAKES ME LAUGHS TILL SO EMBARRASING
THRID FLOOR
LAUGHING MAKES MY SCHOOL BLUe GO AWAY
:)SCHOOL SO MUCH BETTER
ITS RAINING SUCH A COLD NIGHT
I DUNT WANT TO GO FOR CAMP
SCHOOL IS SO FREAKING STRESSED,PREASUURE
DAYS after school spent cca and studying with pals
studied then cabbed home with marcia today
and simin
ITS RAINING ITS pURING LOOKIn AT THE RAIN DRIP DROP
SPLITTER SPLATTER AGAINST MY WINDOWS IS PRETTY
tomoro got duty till 1o/30 p.m. so freaking late meeting
mumssy later ahhas she is being nice now a days
i wonder whats wrong
?HAHAHS STUPID FORM JUST CALLED MY DAD
ANYWAYS DAD IS PISSED WITH MY FORM
HAHAAHS SCOLDING AWAY

i am afraid to rely on people
cause the disappointments i have to face its unbearable i guess its time i
be independent and i learnt to mature in my thinking
i'll take it slowly though it may be hard
but i really want to do it
a lot of things on mind recently..made me do a lot of thinking make me treausre
people around me i dunno when i will lose one of them
there is nothing as forever in this world
its going to be gone one day

sighs i guess you found someone new
its back..if that person is able to make you feel happy
then good luck i genuniely hope you will be happy with...
but i see the way on the surface dots treat you
i dunno it looks like controlling to me but weell i am an outsider
i dunno anything so i got nothing to say
but seeing you with someone esle my heart is uneasey
i WANT TO GIVE UP
i wait till i forgot a lot of things
but i realise placing a mask to hide those sorrows and just smile and laughs
will make the day seems brighter and happily:)
its better this way
BYES
LOVES<3

2007-01-03T22:06:00.000+08:00

today was a fucking bad day
i started my day with getting caught for coloured hair
and ankle socks i did not know it was not allow
felt so lost like starting primary one
went my class.
and stoned.and draw wrote rubbish thought of my friends
I MISS THEM SO FREAKING MUCH
I AM AMAZED BY IT
I MISS THEIR COMPANY.LAUGHHTERR
I BROke a record i did not laugh today.
such a class i am not use to it
during break i view laughter but my face cannot seem to
be happy.and lit up..
in fact i felt like a loner the most lonely person.
got scolded for stoning
damn it.i was just looking out at the sec one girls
boo.mrs khee
i miss the rustling of paper flying across the class
pretty much spent.my day in school thinking of many things
during recess was my happiest moment
hahahs went up to 3/3 stupid clara scare me by calling my name
hahas.went with them.:)really miss it
recess was crowded but anyways love the atomosphere all of sec 3 same recess
i think its super cool and nice get to meet up
after school my mood was in the pits.so sour.shed tears like
stupid flood could not control.
when i saw my friends the emotions rushed i am
getting seriously e-mo.CLARA BLOUSE IS WET&SMELLY
cause of my tears but she was nice
to lend me her shoulder to cry
HAHAHS.BETTER GO WASH IT.OR ELSE WILL BE STINKY
later my mood was better
yeaps went to have food.
then back for cca preparing for orrentation
so borring me and clara had blisters from shoes
and we took out one of our shoe and walk so retarded
and miss chia is weird
i was moaning whole of cca time with tabbita
SHE SEEms to be in not a good plight kinda worst than me
but pretty much the same proccess going through
ARGHHH MY 2OO7 SO FREAKING DOOM
I HATE SCHOOL without friends its worst to kill time
anyways i guess i got to start being independent but that word
don;t exist in my dictonary so i got to start making it exist badly
BLAHS JUST SO IDIOT
cca was restless had to run to and froth cause came back kinda late for break lost track of time
was busy regaining back my laughing days
but anyways i was touched by what some of my friends did so yeaps
loves<3>
thanks to some of the friends who made me feel not so lonely
being in a new enviroment.
yeah

i seriously feel as though i am super stupid.
why did i care about your impression of me
why did i care about those rubbish things
that now it made ma become a loner
if i did not care if i did not care so much of tounges wagging
about those kinda stuff
i will be perfectly happy now i give up a chance that
my friends ask me to grab hold
but i did not so ended up being a freaking loner
so pissed and upset and you did not even care about me
why should i even care about..what you think of me
DAMN IT
HURHS.i should not bother i should not give a damn about it
its un-important but there is a part of me stilll caring
i dunno whether that oppturnity will come again
f-u-c-k the percentages are low
arghhh i don;t want to talk about it BYES
MUCH UPDATES
SUCH A UPSET AND PISSED POST

2007-01-02T13:04:00.000+08:00

just woke up so late my sleeping times and waking
up times are seriously weird
i seriously wonder how i am going to wake up super early
tomoro i am like trying really hard
to have that excited feeling but
its not succeding damn it.maybe later going out with parents
to buy
my earings&stationery
need pencil.and notebook&foolscape to doodle on
and maybe drinking java chip i never seem to get bored of it
well well
need to study later flipping through chapters
and stoning and staring at the book\
HAHAHS my this post is borring nothing to blog about
HAHAHS i shall come back and blog tomoro
going to be lottas of things
byes

2007-01-02T00:41:00.000+08:00

Somebody should just tell me
that i am dreaming and school hols don;t start in 2 day
time i PRomise i will be ever greatful to the person
but it is just wishful thinking on my part

today spent my day at home
hahas at night suppose to go somewhere in bugis
to have new year dinner with my whole cohort
of cousins&relatives but in the end
went to this resturant at suntec
the food was fantbulous
GOOD.then the adults were having all this talks
i was bore out of my mind listening so borring
and it can last so long luckily me and my cousins
had the same idea of sneaking out.BINGO!
so i sneak out with my cousins after the food
and we were being naughty so we took like 4 glasses
of wine..HAHAHS i am not a good drinker
my face got so freaking red.like as though i appiled
a thick layer of blush.
my cousins kept making me laughs.so idiot so we just sat outside.
was frezzing cold.
HAHAS THEN I WAS SUPER HIGH cause
was msging somebody such a long time since i had the zinging feeling that goes through my spine BEEN A million years since last heard from you.my heart soar when i saw the msg. WOHHAHAS &also cause for i dunno what reason i am happy maybe cause the alcohol was making me dizzy with highness or maybe you
i am so happy!contented with my life and feeling bless.
YES yes hahahs suddeny i am feeling this way
weird feeling
anyways went walking round then i followed them to this billiard place.I was like stoning there while they played
TOTally lost in thoughts
rushed home in time for my 9 0 clock show
and triumphs in the sky
the show is so nice.they should just re-telecast it
:)well well i am in a good mood
but that person is not replying which makes me in a bad mood
i am spouting nonsense
but it will not deter my mood.i am happy.i wish it was raining now
so i will stare out of the window and look at the rain
so beatuiful.yeah but sadly when i want it to rain it doesn;t
BYE BYE
LALALAS

2007-01-02T00:19:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR:)
OH WELL i hope 2007 will be a great year
with loads of fun&joy
gosh it sure is fast.time flies past
and i rmbr how i spent 2006.i pretty much while away
my time not doing anything constructive
AND I wish i had a remote seriously so i can reverse
how cool is that i am going to spent it well
2o06 was filled with obstacles many times that were filled
with sadness&joy
it taught me lessons too we should always treasure a person
before we know we probaly lose that precious person
i should start making new year resoultions but i always end
up not doing it..beyond my means
hopefully 2007 will be much better
yes but i am not getting my hopes high the odds are against me how sad
spent new year at aunt house
was my aunt birthday and i did not know how blurr
went for buffet was filled to the max
went to look at contancts.coloured contancts are so pretty
but my degree is high and its exx.damn it
i should start saving up money to buy
then had ice cream cake.heavenly
later went down to marcia church for countdown
the atmosphere was like HIGH
everyone jumping.
the service was super funny a lot of retarded things we did
and laughing about then since marcia church was
near to the national musemum we went down
every part of it looks like a club and disco to me
HAHAHS.spotlights people being damn high and all that
reached home sweet home at 1 plus
yeaps
school is starting in 2 days time i am like not looking foward
to it.i am totally dreading it
i should party my hols away because
its going to be another 365 days of work&more work
stressful.
BYES:)

2006-12-29T09:46:00.000+08:00

i was being super good yesterday staying home
mostly laze on my bed and thought of stuff
shall not elaborate
sleep&eat what a pig i am!
hahahas but have no regrets even though i put on weight
school reopening soon i don;t feel the bubbly excited feeling
i feel alrights
seperated from all my friends
i will miss loads of things
*miss taking my own sweet time toilet breaks
*miss playing during experiment class
*miss rolling notes into a ball&flinging it across the class
*miss whispering and chatting when teacher out of class
* miss those recesses
*miss gossiping
*miss sneaking food into class.and eating sweets
*miss piggy backing
*miss running away from classes that we detest
*oh well mostly i will miss catching days those full-filled noisy days.and miss everyone in class
& esp you.-)*
miss swapping places
miss stoning/daydream?thinking of yous/miss those notes badly.gazing at you
when i feel like it.:)
anyways thanks for those who made my days seems faster to pass.who was there when i was at my lowest point.
and because of them i feel that
school is not boring.i will miss your two years friendship
but each and everyone of you have left..footprints in my heart
<3> i have pretty much pick up precious lesson
in my sec 2 life..if i could have a remote control i will flip back
to the sec 2 days.and look through it

i think you know who you are
valerie clara elaine,(close friends in class)
outside of class(marcia,sher)
its time i move to a new enviroment one which i may not like it
and stuck with it for 3 years
i got to start being sociable
later meeting marcia to head out shooping for my school bag and her clothes
guess i will end here
byes

hopefully i will see you again:).passing by
and i pray really hard my heart do not jump into my throat
maybe just bumping at the corridor?will be satisfied
all the best to you.life was so much less boring when i felt in
l-o-v-e with u.

2006-12-27T19:51:00.001+08:00

another rainy day i feel
cold.moody heavy mood swings
not in a great mood too many things on mind
i really am missing you now
i just want to call you and hear ya voice
though i will come out with some rubbish
and i want to freaking hell figure what is ya impressionn of me
but i would not ever know i detest myself for lacking the courage
to pick up the phone and dial those 8 numbers
why is it so hard?
yesterdy i saw...dots i was hoping you there
so at least get to see u what a foolish thought my mood
will in the end
end up in hell
why cant i give up
i lack a lot of determination,the will
you always belong to someone else
i always see you with.....
whoever
my heart goes in a flutter when i view ya smile and
ya back..or when you are far away and i spotted you
i dunno this blog seems to be the only way i cant vent stuff out
just received a late x'mas cup on it has the pharse printed there
about what you said.in a weird way.
damn it how coincidental.oh well i have it stowed away in a dark place
in my house so would not be reminded
should i be happy because you&i are friends or should
i be sad that you&i cant be more than that?
(edited from someone)
the feelings are geninue maybe you think its fake

i am thinking of some stuff now
and its a real headache did i
make a wrong choice by not opening my eyes bigger
maybe i regret it wasn;t right
this question have been thinking but i cant figure the reason
those times were happy but there were loads of bitter times
feel so pek chek sometimes
oh well i hate to think deep makes me unhappy
i shall post a happy post next time
byes

2006-12-27T19:51:00.000+08:00

was rotting at home half the day woke
up like in the noon
such a pig i am such a long time since i woke up so late
blissfulness
until my sis called me then went with her
to watch night at the musemum
such a rare occassion..once in a blue moon
the show was hilarous i was laughing half the time in the show
should seriously go watch
after that ate with her
then back to home sweet home

i feel the preassure i hate it
i hate it i am afraid i may not do the right thing
i am used to a lot of things
i dunno i am really confused
i always feel the stress
ihate it i hate it
why is it always happen on me
since i dunno when
i have learnt to leave with it its been there
iwish the burden will be lifted off then i would not feel it
oh well
byes

2006-12-27T19:43:00.000+08:00

2006-12-27T19:42:00.000+08:00

HEYS!
yesterday went 0ut with sher&val to queensway
sher was like LATE.still in her beatuy sleep but was alright me and val
camwore a lot.
i was like super blur wanting to stop at tiong bahru
hmms was considering whether to buy levis school shoes but did not
ate curry chicken spicy
walked round the shops
then they were nicee to follow me to taka to get my pencilbox
but they said did not suit me so did not purchase
headed for bugis.sell really fab clothes bags and heels
cheapo price such a real bargain
sacians were swarming round
but SADLY I did not buy a single thing.
went to buy shoes and my metallic pencil case
went to starbucks full house.addiction to JAVA chip
the love<3>
HAHA SHE is a real idiot.
then went eastpoint with val she accompany me till night
laughs crap loads the oh the stupidilty of it
then bu-sed home alone in the rainy night
the puddles and floods
oh well byes:)

2006-12-25T12:37:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS
PEOPLE AND FRIENDS
GOT TO START BEING JOLLY
IN THIS SEASON
yesterday went orchard with marcia&sher&clara
in the morning went marcia church first
then later went to meet them
went shopping round
bought a topshop top and some top from far east
later went to starbucks for java chip
sher was loaded so treated
that drink is nice.legs was hurting badly
later marcia headed for her big feast
we went to yoshinoya.everywhere was full house to th max
after that went pull and bear and walked round
then met marcia hahahs the christmas lightning
and christmas tree was pretty:)

made a really wrong decision to get into the crowd
was jostled around like sardines.hahhas so uptight
later u- turned to elsewhere
hmms everywhere was hot,stuffy and crowded
got stuck in the crowd
went to purchase party streamers
marcia&sher&me was sprayed
by snow foam.those stupid stranger guys attack us from both side
could not have my sweet revenge cause my spray was used up
hahahs whole body filled with foam
and.streamers
went to clean up later finding for
spray on the way to find marcia dad
was sprayed again heard loads ofcrude lauange along the way
hahahahs people spraying into face
anyways came home pretty late
parents was kinda pissed
oh well
school is starting soon
i am feeling down.i still want to have fun
later heading for christmas brunch and dinner
i am going to put on weight suppose to go out
with marcia today for shopping but could not make
it last min.sorry maybe next time
BYES:)

2006-12-19T19:05:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARA CHEONG
ONE YEAR OLDER.AND MORE MATURED
MORe deep. well thanks for
the times where you would
cheer me up.hear me whine&
being my partner in crime
met val early in the morning
was dilly dallying cause was
raning.later went sheralynn
house to help her carry some
stuff..was raning super heavily
pass though the stupid floods
and puddles.headed for school to
wait for b'thday gal.so LATE AS
USUAL.after cutting was chatting
with val then stupid clara smash
choc cake on my face&hair
chasing and this cake fight
chocolates were fling EVERYWHERE
CHOC AND MORES:)clean up went
for lunch stomach was grow-ling
HAHAAHS.was laughing and chatting
those lower sec memories.were
reviving it.i wish time could reverse
yearning for more of those lovely&
silly memories.waited for bus 14 so freaking
LONg.damns after so many 222
val sat with me the bus trip.
she was damn mean throw the coin at me
till it hit my eye.after that i felt like being
playful started kicking water at her
and splashing the feeling of being carefree
was great.i was mental jumping
on puddles playing in rain val was being
super retarded too.then stupid cars kept honking
RAIN.and more rain.yeaps
i am feeling tired now
i guess i will go catch some sleep
byes

home to me now is just a place where i
sleep.and when i feel like being home then i will
go home
and wtf.i am not those guai daughters you wish
to have.i am notorious.
i don;t like being a goody two shoes girl and stayingat
home everyday &study
well i like having fun and enjoying my childhood
damn it
if your not happy with it.so be it
i don;t want to face ya attuide face everyday
it sucks and i am not so smart in academic that
i could score a1.i cant freaking hell score a1
and i cant compare to those cousins of mine
okays you get it
i am different from them.if you enjoy
comparing then go ahEAD AND DO IT
I LIKE ENJOYING
i FREKING HELL LIKE IT
you each day expect me to be a loner
and lead life each day studying till i go mAD
I CANT DO IT
YOU SHOUKD JUST GO ADPOT YA DAUGHTER
SINCE ITS SO EMBARRASING TO HAVE ME
such a freaking disgrace rights
oh well i don;t understand you
nobody seems to understand what is happening

2006-12-17T21:25:00.000+08:00

HELLOS:)
today went.marcia church later went parkmall.
And it seems that the latest trend is that
going toiilet without washing your hands.so disgusting
later went to touch up makeup.
its a first time and i think its fun
took pics and i am so happy this hair product can flattened down
those naughty thing that keeps standing up i am going to buy that hair product.whee:)
yeaps then went orchard with marcia parents.
had lunch.and whenever i go orchard it RAINS
i am just not fated with the weather at orchard.
hrumphs
can't it just be a sunny bright day
wohahahas.
after that went looking round then headed
for suntec swing by this church on the way
yeaps.marcia was super naughty.
we were both like laughing like monkeys
at some stupid thing
then she secretly hid my shoe had to find it
i thought i was laughing till it fling somewhere
my shoes love to disappear on its own

stayed there for a little while
hmms then went shops
there was santa clauses in cute little suits everywhere
offer me&marcia candycanes
how nice.went topshop.topshop offers better than other stores
but so over priced the stupid disadvantage
my legs were aching suntec was huge
kept landing up at wrong places
hahaas.
later then bused back there was this little girl in the bus
who would cry to get fries from us
then would stop
and smile once getting the fries
major cuteness
I AM SUPER HAPPY FOR SOME REASONS
WHICH I CANT FIGURE OUT WHY
BUT I AM JUST HAPPY:)
but i am suppose to be disappointed
at something but surprisingly i am not
and i am suppose to feeel sad
cause i got a feeling its going to be you patching up with that person ohh and marcia thanks for the ear plugger thingy.the one with blood
the makeup.
and that favour..
and the "links"
yeaps
i am tired.
i am going to turn in early
much updates

2006-12-16T23:10:00.000+08:00

HELLOS
i am so bored a late post.
today went parkway with parents.started walking round going
shopping with mum.been to parkway recently with friends.so all that i want to see is seen.
i am considering whether to purchase this rusty wallet.seems so long
later went to look for school shoes but i did not see that kind i wanted
later went for some ice cream then went with dad
for this chicken rice meal and laksa at katong YUMS
now at home watching tv

YES I AM SO HAPPY NOW.
CAUSE OF TWO 2 PIECES OF NEWS I HEARD
ONE FROM MARCIA THE other CLARA:)
YEAPS SO HAPPY
shits i don't think i will be able to sleep tonight
damns
i got to try to sleep
lalalas

2006-12-16T09:25:00.000+08:00

wolalas hellos
i am going to be home sweet home today
with my parents oh this bonding thing
hmms maybe later going ikea tampines
or maybe grans house..
yeaps..hai yo i am thinking how i am going
to survive in 3/4 next year with the school
year looming ahead.all the crap
oh how oh how..i am going to be so fcuking
lonely.with me alone
ding dangs i just have to start being sociable
and make new friends:)
hopefully there will be somebody who is my
type.yeaps..got to start getting shoes.and
bags.pencilboxes..and pretty notebooks
stationerys. i will leave that to the last min
cant wait for christmas eve..8 more days
away.i vouch to have the time of my life
before school floods me..anyways this hols
been hectic...hmms next week going tanning
with marcia&sher hopefully the weather is
great..next week will stay home too maybe
so parents allow me to stayyy out
till the next morning got to be ultra good
i am just fumbling and talking rubbish in
this post.
hmms just wondering what should i do this
afternoon been a long time since i stayed in
just bumbbing through.
i am going to have my breakfast.
so byes:).
MANY LOVES

2006-12-15T11:03:00.000+08:00

HEYS!
BEEN SO long since i last updated:)
haahas the previous post was
posted by girlfriend marcia
she and her nonesese
pretty much many things had
happened this weeek
yeaps all those friendship stuff
shall not elaboarate but
make me do some thinking
have made me learnt a few lessons
maybe made me grow up a little
but this thing has certainly left a scar there
hopefully it has cure but i learnt that time don't wait
the world does not stop for your grief and does not stop
when you just managed to pick a few lessons
it spins at a faste rate that sometimes i may just get
lost or confused

ohh thanks for those babes who have been
there.much apperciated<3
anywyas its over..LALALAS
yesterday went parkway
with cliques.hahaahs went macs and tutor
ade..while waiting for the rest to turn up
so late hahas and me&marcia wanted to take shuttle
bus but none.hrumphs me&marcia ran for 31
why is it we are always ruunning after buses?
*left me wondering*
almost got killed
marcia was like questioning me why i did not bring umbrella
i was ready to answer when this van honked at us
we just stood on tiptoes and screamed our lungs out
instead of getting to a safer place
gosh so dangerous
was drizzling went topshop.mylphosis
they don't sell that lovely red top
marcia top was on display
went espirit and dorothy perkins they don;t sell
anything that caught my interest
simin was being uber nice treated
sher marcia and me each big scoopz ice cream
this person always loaded filty rich
thanks:).just wondered round
later went back to home sweet home
but sher wanted to take this disc from simin
so me sher and clara headed for her house
i was like running a HIGH FEVER
COULD JUSt fry an egg
and heating up her pillow for her
had a fun time all laughing ;loads
being damn silly.stayed till kinda late
went inter for dinner had no appetite
sher and clara was eating..i was feeling tired
but went shooping looking round
bused back home felt damn sick.the stupid
bus kept jerking..and going like a
suuppper slow like snail.went home
and slept like a log.hahahas
anyways got to go.byes:)

HELLO! HAHAHA.

2006-12-12T15:28:00.000+08:00

HELLO! (=

HAHAHAH. i'm here to HACK weilin's blog.

its been SOOOOOO long since she last updated her SO-DEAD blog please.

anyways. EVERYTHING'S BEEN FINE FOR WEILIN.

except she and well.well. the person she's been having an 'affair' with.

HAHAHA. well.well. ANYWAYS.

you know recently. THERE'S SO LITTLE THINGS HAPPENING.

maybe thats why she havent been blogging.

well.well. thats SAD. hahaha!

i'm sure when CHRISTMAS EVE is over.

SHE'LL BLOG A DAMN WHOLELOAD OF STUFF.

hahaha! me too me too.

LADEEDUMS. yesterday.

was a VERY VERY HAPPY DAY for me.

THIS WEILIN ARH.

bjebfjnsmahbowhjwsnd

she said she's gonna call me at 11!

i waited until the blady DOHA games started she still havent called.

AND TODAY, she said she fell asleep.

TSK. A BIGGGG TSKKKKKK FOR HER.

HAHAHA. anyways, i wanna go do some ics-cream stick house already.

SO TOODLESSS!!!!!

LOVES!

2006-12-10T22:26:00.000+08:00

i am like super happy today hahas i have no idea why
but yeaps just like that.
went to marcia church in the morning then later town-ed with her
at.orchard with her parents everywhere was having this huge sale
hahahas.then walked round mine and marcia legs were
like aching hell loadshad lunch then went a lot of shops
i did not really see anything that i like.later went mylphosis
marica mum had this discount.got this pair of shoes at a real bargain
thankss
ilove it hahas there was one more pair i like
marcia was shopping for clothes and shoes later went for dinner
hmms now at home
i am so freaking tired after a day at towned walking round
shopping places
oh and i heard a sweet 5 letter word from simin at 10.10 hahahas
suprisingly(hints:i told you)
14 more days till x'mas eve i cant wait
hahas i seem to spent lottas of money for x'mas eve

i am suppose to be in a good mood and not let what i see affect me
i am trying very hard..maybe i should go sleep so it would not affect me
hrumphs hopefully
i am like in a low ,mood now all ya fault lars.
always like that somehow you manage to do it
hai yah wadeva.i want to go sleep
shall update soon:)

2006-12-09T23:05:00.000+08:00

i shall use the chrismas colour
HELLOS:)
today met marcia kinda late to go
for this church thingy
holding this play that was funny
hahas there was this person
and song talking about what
i would do if today was my last day before
i bid goodbye to the world
i will make that confession
and spills my guts out about
what my heart
felt about all the things that had
happened.and i want to spend my last
day with you watching the
beautifulsunset and laying down
on the peebles watching those
bright&shiny stars overhead
pleasureable ahahs
hmms after that had oichimi noodles
and walk round
looking at stuff.marcia don't be sad
alrights about that nike thing
we shall follow accodingto the plan
*naughty grins*went
shopss.sale and more sales
i regret buying that dress
hrumphs.so many other pretty dresses
later then went macs get ic cream
there this ice cream sticky mess
marcia went 7 eleven get me tisssue
thanks..
their tissue is over-priced
later me&marcia kept laughing
in the bus too cause of this sundae ice
cream marcia being so"consideriate"
and some...straps.thats was thislittle
girl laughing at us i was trying very hard
to control were the only ones laughing..so loudly.
blasting her ipod to almost max was being naughty
and she BLLASTING TO MAX MY EADRUMS.STILL NEED THEM
had this crazy idea to head for suntec but was so late so
ditch that idea.
hmms i am so bored i shall go get some sleep
later i get eye bags.i am so depressed school is starting soon.damns.so fast i have not played enough
i wish that there was this outbreak of d****
i know i am evil hahas but i cant stand it
i should stop being horrible as x'mas is near
yeaps
woohahahas
i wish i could get rid of that feeling that has been haunting me
and shadowing me
i suddenly recall those times when
you would.fumble over a question
andi hate to see u that way..

i miss that one week.though it was short
it made me smile..that no on could
those sweet small little thing i remember
though anybody could have do it
but you doing it..make me feel touched
i remember when i heard stuff about you
i would wept in my heart
and wish there was a big downpour that could wash away those
frusating wild thinking and imaginations
i remember those tear-streaked face of yours and my heart lurches
at the memory
i would get so pissed when those people came at you
and though i saw you
finding dots i will feel abundle of mixed emotions circuling round
me and i will think to myself thats its alrights that just seeing you happy is enough
maybe that person is right
those weeping over the phones when i hear dumb news even one day before my b'thday
utter irriatingness.
when those times i would be so worried when you dissappear out of sight
those times when you would fall ill pretty often
hoping ya alright out there
those stupid puupy ears looking at you
and those hurting words you said i tried to rub it off my memory and laughed it off
but my heart is not feeling happy
maybe you see me as the rest of them
sighs.
i miss ya voice.maybe in this world there is somebody who really want to see you
drop to the lowest level of sadness but then i will also becasue of ya sadness be sad maybe ujustnot aware
oh well
those days have been filled with you .and those fun stuff.
i miss it but aywyas i never regretted falling for you
liking someone makes one suffeer
and makes one greedy

oh wells byes

2006-12-09T21:11:00.000+08:00

HEYS!
went school to meet simin today.ON the way out met xiner
(hints:she wants to see her name here)HAHAHAs
talk to her for a while then later after that cabbed to marcia house
watch bring it on i never seem to be tired of it
later went to get my sparkling black currant drink
simin got the pierre drink.she wanted to go
popular to look at some disc so went eastpoint
started walking and looking round

i heard a super scary sound
i was super frightened but later i was miss kapo
so went to take a look i felt so soryr for the boy
later..i got so hungry and bored went to ate
seafood hor fun..hahhas.then saw
rachelim&rachel tan.hahahs at first
went bk visit rachel.but was not there
later got a shock for her from behind me
been a long time
yeaps;i got shocked then i boarded a bus
that did not go the destination hrumphs
laughs&chatted till i was super blurr.
funny.went xpo.saw this white handbag that i like
i want to buy it..went home pretty late

i don't want a life for x'mas
there is just one thing i need
i don't care about the presents underneath
the christmas tree
i want you for my own
more than you could ever know
just for one day
mke my wish come true
all i want for christmas is you

i don't ask for much this x'mas
i don't even wish for snow
i won't even make a list to be send to northpole

cause i just want you in tonight
to hug me oh so tight
what more can i do?
i just want you by my side

15 more days till x'mas eve i cant wait:)

2006-12-05T23:45:00.000+08:00

today went out with marcia sher clara and val for lunch ate chicken rice there wasn't much choice
i was so pissed in the morning i saw myself appear online when i am offline.stupid hacker i want to change my pw
so free the hacker.damns just sat there
and talk later headed to watch casino royale but then was late
so did not watch just went shooping
to get clara wallet such a long walk..to pacific plaza
hhas clara got this brown wallet really suit her
me&marcia headed for roxy nothing really interest me
so yeaps.clara was being MR GENerous
donating 10 bucks for some charity
what a good person..this guy wanted to intro us to work
some advertising stuff
hahahs always seeem to have this.
so later rested at macs
her legs were tired hmms marcia wanted to go take a look or buy some x'mas dress
so we went..topshop.sher choose several tops and we tried
on.i fall in love with this red top.with a ribbon
marcia fell in love with this grey sequin top
which was fab&pretty.
but it was ex.not really worth it for a top
so went far east
so many shops had nice stuff..and dresses and gown like dresses
it was fun in the dressing room:)
poor thing clara you had to wait for us
to try on tops..and yeaps..it was long.i choose this polka dot dress
i hope i don't regret .it
hrumphs..so many dresses did not know which one to choose
so afraid i am going to see something i like more
later went with marcia to buy dress and sher too.
yes we shop loads earings.necklaces
was kind of confused whether to purchase heels
so later did not. went to have dinner
quite late..then went to look for clara clothes
topman me&marcia was taking pics
this really cute hat.
after that went topshop again to lookat more clothess.
there was this unzippable green dress
HAHAHS.
after just walked round the christmas decor was.bright&shiny
x'mas tree was huge.
people taking pics and all
this fountain x'mas tree..
me&marcia went high..laughing away and singing christmas song
bused back slept i was tired
frezzing cold.
byes:)

2006-12-01T23:10:00.000+08:00

HELLOS.TODay went PAsir ris with clara&marcia&sher.
went for lunch at macs.had the same meal.i am getting sick of macs.seriously..started fooling round in macs running
and playing.going super high headed for theme park but as super busy with the offers.and LONG QUENES.could
not be bothered..so went for cycling.ughh my bike was unstable at first..later got the hang of it.cycling in rounds under the scorching sun
later just sat round.was infested with mosquitos.how itchy.i prefer east coast..then later just could not really decide where to go.took a long time.to decide then cabbed
to tanah mearh.i was feeling super tired
all my energy drained out..went marcia house and park
hahs later headed for inter.to buy discs..and went fairprice..to buy some ingredients for cooking spags..
HAHAS me&clara&marica was up to no good
we were being naughty.we took some cooked pizza from the toaster.at fairprice trying food.then walk to sher house..such a long way me and marcia
saw the bus starting ruunign after it
was just directly outside..did not even bothered to stop
arghh.never mind.
watch"BRING IT ON"
some new second series disc in the cosy room
snuckling up to the blanket.sher bro helped us cooked spags.so nice..CLARA WAS SUPER SELFISH din even want to share this pillow with me.hrumphs but maanged to snatch
stayed till 11.pluses.sher was madness wanting to go for our cca chalet in the wee hours.but me and clara
objected so bused back with marcia
was scary got to walk the street alone.
HAHAS I WAS FRIGGING scared
came back round 12.15am.
thought of some stuff..when walking the road
i guess the novelty's worn off.have not even been one week
my friends were right
yeah.i was just day dreaming yet again
hmms its no wonders it was swweeet..

anyways BYES:)

2006-11-29T22:48:00.000+08:00

FUG.FUG.FUG.FUG.
UGHHH I JUST DID SOMETHING SO STUPID
AND ITS LIKE SO LATE ALREaDY AND I DID SOMETHING
ABSOULTELY DUMB
GOSH I DONNO WHATS TO DO..
ALL THE WORDS THATS SEEMS TO SPEW OUT OF MY MOUTH
IS FUG.FUG.AND FUG
GOSH I AM SO VULGAR BUT I DUNNO WHATS TO DO
I DID A COMPLETELY UTTERLY STUPID THING
CARLESS
TODy is just not my day.damNs
how could be so careless
I PRAY THATS SOMETHNG WILL NOT HAPPEN
OH.. am so afraid now
BLEUGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I NEED SOMEONES' SMART BRAIN TO TEACH HOW TO TWIST THOSE
ARGHH STUPID STUFF.OH HELLPPPPP
DAMNS.SHARKS.SHITS.HORRIBLE.
HOW COULD I NOT BE SMARTER AND OPENDED MY EYES BIGGER
URMUOHS.HOW TO REVERSE THE MISTAKE
I AM IN A GREEAT FUGGLY CARLESS PERSON
I TOTALLY NOT IN THE MOOD TO GO FOR CHALETTTTTT..
HOW COULD SOMETHING LIKE THATS HAPPEN?
I WISH I WAS BUSY DOING SOMETHING ELLSE WHEN THAT HAPPENS.
arghh but i cnt change time rights?

love dosen't mean posseing that person
it means leeting that person you like to find happinesss
but why oh whydoes my heartaches

2006-11-29T22:42:00.000+08:00

FUG.FUG.FUG.FUG.
UGHHH I JUST DID SOMETHING SO STUPID
AND ITS LIKE SO LATE ALREDY AND I DID SOMETHING
ABSOULTELY DUMB
GOSH I DONNO WHATS TO DO..
ALL THE WORDS THATS SEEMS TO SPEW OUT OF MY MOUTH
IS FUG.FUG.AND FUG
GOSH I AM SO VULGAR BUT I DUNNO WHATS TO DO
I DID A COMPLETELY UTTERLY STUPID THING
CARLESS
TODy is just not my day.damNs
how could be so careless
I PRAY THATS SOMETHNG WILL NOT HAPPEN
OH.. am so afraid now
BLEUGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I NEED SOMEONES' SMART BRAIN TO TEACH HOW TO TWIST THOSE
ARGHH STUPID STUFF.OH HELLPPPPP
DAMNS.SHARKS.SHITS.HORRIBLE.
HOW COULD I NOT BE SMARTER AND OPENDED MY EYES BIGGER
URMUOHS.HOW TO REVERSE THE MISTAKE
I AM IN A GREEAT FUGGLY CARLESS PERSON
I TOTALLY NOT IN THE MOOD TO GO FOR CHALETTTTTT..
HOW COULD SOMETHING LIKE THATS HAPPEN?
I WISH I WAS BUSY DOING SOMETHING ELLSE WHEN THAT HAPPENS.
arghh but i cnt change time rights?

2006-11-29T15:24:00.000+08:00

TODAy..Was such a bad day.in the morning had to go to school i was being my usual careless.self.had to hopped off the bus cause i totally forgot to bring my ez-link.damns..hmms then went in search for sterplis..but did not have that kind of flavour so went fairprice.gosh the quene was effing long.rushed back to school to meet val&marcia&sher
was late.sat round before heading for..tampines.walked round.
stomach was grow-ling badly.hahaahs then headed for kfc to munch on some food.kinda saw my old-ex school mate its been a long time
6gardenia 0'4 miss the peeps
sat and talk.ranting on.about the happenings in life
such colourful life:)
tomorow having some kind of chalet thingy going on.hmms not staying over after that will head for supper with marcia
thats pretty much that happen

when i think of you.
i think of the feelings in the air.
i think of the memories.
aboundless happiness and sadness.
it cruises through my mind
it just floods back.i feel so silly and really foolish
all those times.all those fugging humiliating moments
i guess its time i stop clinging..
and get a grip on my self.
i wish that i have such a strong will

if only it was that easy i would long ago have
given up on those fancying you on my part feelings

sighs.dams

2006-11-28T18:29:00.000+08:00

TODay woke up early in the morning.HAHAHAs.so early.hmms to meet sher.marcia and adeline went bras plaza
walk round went popular.to look at stuff..it was huge..sher went in search for pencil box..adeline went to look for stationery so me and marcia just hang round looking at sec 3 books..so thick totally scarys me
then went to look at pressies was real sweet
love messages.and i remember one message"the most lonely place in the heart is when love is absent".AHHAS AMAZING I COULD STILL rmbr but i still cant remeber the other sweet messages and
me and marcia was like finding for other peoples name and their desciption.and character wise
FOUND CLARA VALERIE ELAINE AND SISTA RITA.
hHAHAHS EACH OF THE DESCRIPTIOn suit their charcacter but
too bad ur name wasn't there so i cant find.hrumphs
awww.the gifts sold there were sweet.OH THERE WAS ONE MORE.THAT SAYS SOMETHING LIKE I FEEL SHORT WHEN I AM NEXT TO MY FRIENDS
BUT I FEEL AS THOUGH I GREW 10 CM WHEN I AM STANDING NEXT TO YOU:)
me and marcia was finding for pretty notebooks but could not find.
there was this super nice pen so wrote rubbish on the testing paper
sher mum was uber nice treat us jack's place.THANKS AUNTIE:)
ordered chicken and some mushroom spag..had some banaana crumble cake.YUMS
lter went to this huge LIBARAy.but was real cold so din go in
shop for earings
I THOT there WAS THIS PRETTY RED STRIPS earings.later headed
for bugis.there was this.hair styling show.some makeover.
took a look.played with the goolsy hair products.
then went mlphosis.selling fab shoes.bleugh the saleswoman was attuide.lars so we left.played with marcia sher ade.at the water fountain.was GREAT FUN.THOUGH IT WAS FOR SMALL KIDS.YELLing to our hearts content and playing saw xiner she was nice to look after the valuables
after that went arcade then went to starbucks...i regretted ordering latte
wasn't nice kinda bitter..
sat there and talk to val over the phone she was being her naturally mean self..HAHAS VALERIE YOU SHOULD SERIOUSLY TURN OVER A NEW LEAF AND START BEING NICE TO ME FOR ONCE.
THEN JAYCLYN WILL NATURALLY LOVE YOU MORE.:)oh what a terrfic idea.
then went home after that..super tired now
shall go and snorez
iamlongingfor you
tohearyavoice
ihavebeenmissingyou..
byes:)

2006-11-26T20:47:00.000+08:00

was frigging pissed with my parents.cause of some received phone calls.humphs so unreasonable i shall control
i shall not let my anger run wild.hahas val you must control it too.
today went with marcia to church with sher.i was laughing crap loads.with marcia.was trying real hard to control then afetr that went with marcia for some slaining thing
it was freaky kinda freak me.yeaps.hmms i was behind marcia
my first time though..real scary could just fall backwards anytime.without warning.hmms after church went to
ps.was having trouble about what to have for lunch.the food was common..
had oimic noodles and spicy chicken.after that we just kind of walked round..looking at clothes and bags
saw a few tees with special words.
and lots of others but was exxx.
after that bused to marcia house..stayed till quite late then
headed for home swwet home
was tired to the bones.,so caught some sleep.
went out to have dinner..
right now i am enjoying my ritter sport chocs
oh heavenly loves
BYES:)
shall update when free

2006-11-22T20:35:00.000+08:00

today went with val to bedok inter early in the morning.valerie was like having
laughing gas i was like telling her i was crving for bk siwss burger
then i almost bang into the metal pole.tsk.val did not even warn me
i realised only when her eyes open extremeley huge.argh what a friend
hahahas.later went bk for breakfast.val was like at the menu irriating the hell out of me.hahahas.then later ate...after that headed for the libaray for.some aircon me and val was laughing lik mad dogs,i was trying..very hARD to control ahas she too..but my mouth seems
to have a will on its own to laughs
after that went.sher house..and just chatted.about some stuff.on the comfy bed.me and marcia were like..checking out our legs and tighs.
started talking..and i kinda mistake marcia socks for sher socks in the dark.and i was like being naughty and pushing the socks for her to smell.
ahhas but luckily.she didn;t.i was like laughing non-stop.
goodness willed myself to stop
after that went home with marcia.gosh.was bus-ing back.when it started to rain cats and dogs pouring like hell.me and marcia
was caught in the rain wanted to wait for it to stop
but was extremely heavy then ran bare footed..
marcia got this idea that we should daNCE IN THE POURING MINE and marcia visison was completely blurred by the damn rain
but we dance some swirly twirly dance in the rain was soaked to the toes
but had laods of krazy fun.:)then just sat outside her house balcony to talk.and played this water spray thingy since we were completely soaked to our little toes.then later just sat and talk for kinda long time.before headed for home.
humphs i am praying i don't get sick.i don't want to waste away my hols in my bed.
heard form sher that we are going to have this cca.bungalow chalet.on 30th and 1st of nov. .ahahs i am so elated. i want to sleep OVER.YES YES I WANT!!!.HOPE my parents allow. my first time.CLARA AND ELAINE COME TOO.THEN WE CAN PLAY TILL THE WEE HOURS.in the room.hopefully without senoirs
hmsm lotta of fun things there.so looking foward.
:)
i want to watch my 9'clock.so BYES:)
SHALL UPDATE WHEN I AM FREE.

bring me back when love was great and sweet
the moments were magical beyond belief
its like staying in a big happy bubble
and a fairytail with a happy ending but all those
i know are just dreams.that are meant for sleeping

2006-11-22T09:12:00.000+08:00

hmms yesterday.went to watch step up with my darling friends.kinda boring at first but towards the end was absoultely hilarous and romantic too
wanted
to watch material girls but did not..later went xtra to pierce my ear.
hahhaas.then headed for kfc for lunch.
stayed there and chtted about sec school life.ahhahas all the crap teachers
after that headed for home
now watching my disc and talking to val on the phone early in the morning.
humphs wake me up so early .
HAHHAHs.

making me giddy with happiness
that will not last.its only for a moment.
the bubble.willl burst.

ya going through a diffcult period of time.
i dunno.depressed maybe ya heart must be in a whilre
feel kinda sorry for you i pray that it will be over.real quick
for you.
:)

2006-11-20T08:19:00.000+08:00

yesterday was a pretty occupied day.early in the morning went in search for val hairsaloon.went all the way to inter.hmms then i thought val was broke or something then she wanted to call a cab i was damn afraid to go in.hhaas.so i said i will meet her there hahahs but i changed my mind and hopped into the Cab.ahahas luckily i took back my words about meeting ehr
there since its going to be a long trip.hilrous in the cab.
after that found out her wallet as bulging with money.anyways.after her styling i went to collect this YUmmie mago cake hahas choosen by val..
then.headed for home
nap for a while was uber tired;then headed
for this chALet cause was mom and my other aunty birthday.so stayed till kind of late.hahas was FUn..played daytona.hahahas.
after that went home and just snorez

2006-11-16T12:27:00.000+08:00

sythis year have been a year full of JOYS
SADness.happiness.and disappointements.that we all went through..BUT WEll.all i can say that it was a fantastic year with its ups and downs.THE DAYS will be kept in my heart
MY DEAR FRIENDS.but thanks for brining the joys.to me making me a more cheerful person.hahas never got round to this.as i have been pretty busy going out.

valerie:
thanks for being there for me when i was down.i guess i have known ya for 2 years though it wasn't a long period of time i have learnt lame
stuff that i was suppose to know.ahahs transforming me into a mad and hyper person.i wonders how you manage to stand my whiines about ahems sometimes..but hahas you were without a word of complains sometimes.those moments in camp corri..when i got some poky plants i scream in ya ear.must be painful.real soory.but cant blame me i
was scared stiff.those playful moments in class.the catching days.
and the days when you could get away from the teacher with ya oh-so innocent faces.tsk.and me landing up on the flooor...humphs.and be glad i walk with ya to 3/3 everyday hahas.BETTER find someone to walk with ya.or you will miss ahems till ya limbs ache.THOSE piggy back days..was real fffuuunnnn..and ALL OF OUR PHONE CONVERSATIons being super high.AND..cRAZINESS.hahas.till tear folld out of ya eyes
i will miss playing with ya.AHAHS YES YES YOU GOT BEAUTIFUL HAIR.AHAS ALWAYS LOOKING At JOYCELYN'S mirror and not lending it to me.MEAN.
BUT ya got a high tolerANCE LEVEl to stand with my nonescial rubbish:)
AAHHS you better miss me.whhess
ohh hahs those fight were childish but it somehow just over after one day
i will miss those toilet breaks.the wonderful toilets.and delyaed recces
but thanks you have been there for me through bad and good times

clara:
i shall use ya fav colour.i think its olive green.hahas.HMMS this have been a chaocatic year.hmms so poor thing you met with so many probelms with da person.but i sitll rmbr me and you will laughs even though we were scolded and standning up CAUSE I CAN HEAR YA MUFFLED LAUGHS.distraction goodness cca also.ya uber lameness.
OHH AHAHS PIGGY BACK ME TILL I GOT ONE HALF BOIL egg
in a cast.
we could laughs till we became mad DOGS..it was funny but yeaps.
ohh don;t look too gloomy sometimes kays super scary your face when your angry and when ya sad and not making noise smething seems to be missising:)girl.OHH AND I WILLL NEVER FORGET the crawling days outside 3/3.the crawling and disturbing and classes.and HILAROUSLY.MRS LOPEZ..AND HER nvrm.shall not elaborate.thanks ya have been a great listening ear.my friend.YOU HAVE BEEN GREAT.hmms maybe one day ya will find someone.you really like.
GOOD LUUCK.BEST WISHES.i will miss those days.

marcia:
ahahs ya fav colour lime grreen.known ya since pri 3 and 4 but seems to lost contact.for 2 years hahas re contanct again at the 14 bus stop.seems to land up in suspension with her.alawyas for the same thing.hahahs first.was when we got cornered for poning reading periods.drats corneed by miss ethel and this damn prefect
had a day suspesion laughs like crap..this girl crept into my bunk with simn.
asking for toothpaste so early.ticking my leg..mms runing from bunks to bunks.and you so poor thing sick on the second night.goodness.athose fun days OF WAter PLAYING.GEtTING DRENCED TO THE TOES.to relieve the enormous preassure form teachers.dunno if we will still have those lower sec days.super carefree.yepas.i will find her when i am free.
thanks for those times you were there when i was feeling in the pits..like from the music room.and you have some factor there that.somhow makes me see sense.HahAS.and ya have a flair for singing ahhas so passionate about it.though sometimes kinda off-key.hahs ya and ya happy and senti songs.but thanks you have beeen there for me through bad and good times.BUT SADlY.we won;t be gradutaing together since ya such smarty.hahas BUt i wanna see ya on ya GRAD NIGH WITH TAHST PREtty gown babe.hmms you deserve better.from that psychduck.such a mean-mo.anywayes i manage to train.leg muscles running away from teacher with you and hiding at the 4 fllor toilet.haahs
yeaps thats all.loves<3

SHERALynn:
shall choose pink since i see ya always liking thats colour.
hmms known ya for.hmsm 2 years too.hahahs the one who always seem
to have a way.of making the reality semm so scary.HAHAS but she is great at knocking people awake and out of their"fantasies" so you cant dream for a litle while more.HAHAHS.thanks for being a listening ear when i complain about ahems and you would teach me ways to shoot ahems back.when she shoot me.whees.sorry that time i lost ya so precious but ya wasn;t that pissed at me maybe you were but you dinshow it out.yeaps.AHAS GOT A SUPER HIGH LEVEL OF PATIENCE
EVEN THOUGH I DON;T REALLY know WHEN to get serious you would be there to help me and get me out of trouble with"lao shi"NUDging me to shut up.hahas totally greatful.AND ya went highness with me after cca.HAHAHS.goodness.hmms.dangs.this girl here will be there when i am super sad ause of some person.HAHAS.dear darling..alawys cheerful
must spread it okayss.OHH AND ONE MORE THING THis girl here
treats me to yumie treats..yeaps.real niceworking out soultions is ya forte.hmms as help me in lottas of differenyt.really glad i got to know ahhas.COunt myself lucky.byes:)
lovs hONeaye women

Simin:

i dunno ya fav colour so i choose blue.weell..i know ya for 4 years that is pretty long sitting next to me in pri school.With ya ohh so cute hairstlye.and ya terffic chinese.Hmms thanks for all the times when you would walk me to my house and accompany to chat till pretty late.and then you yourself will have to walk one long avenue.hahas next time i walk with ya okays.AWW..it must be heavy having to backride me.hhahas but had so much fUN.GOING SO FAST like the wind.WHEES

especially uphill.sorry but now i have learnt to cyycle.hahs so we don't have to do the two thingy anymore.yayness.this girl is always paying for cab fare due to her loadness.never complaining.hahas she is great fun.but can be mean and sacrastic at times.girl.esp when talking about ahems.hahahs.THAnks for treating me yummie treats.and being there to listen when i am down:).love ya.NEXT YEAR MUST BE goody-two shoes girl cause i am trying hard to be one.HMMS SUPER devoted pc environment person.committed alawyas see ya doing ya duty.love to make fun and play with ya cause i know you won;t be angry.rights.i'll remember all the happy times.hahas and don';t pull a gloomy face cause of that person.YOu look better and more friendly with a smile.then ya "dao face"maybe lady love is on ya side and ya find someone.goodluck.gal

elaine:

HELLOS.i GOT a confession to make.i ws ya passer by.hahs cause i was bored but i don't spamed i wrote somethin nice:).this girl always bully me.steeping on my shoes during ass.till mr jo would scold me

humphs and even during maths tutorial throw stapler bullets at me.so mean.but next year you won't have anyone to bully ahas i am safe and sound.thanks for somehow spotting when i am down and b there.ya love hai yah have been there for so lonG.UTTER DEVOAtion.i still rmbr i will go withya to ahmes class.BUt i heard you found someone new.what a friend are you.never tell me whose the person.ahahhs.but good luck with whoever it is that person.maybe will be much lovelier this time.give ya my wishes,jia you.:).Gone through much this year.with everything.been great knowing you though sometimes i can be a pain in the arse but thanks for not ignoring me.YEAPS.best.OH and thanks for being so sweet.when that time mrs jo was about to call my name to.see her infornt of eveyrone you use the bag to block me.Thanks but its din work sadly.ahhas but was touched.and tell me the moves ahmes make.lallas.i am satisfied for knowing you..though next year you will be whiized off to 3/2 i will remeber you.stay smiley.

ALL of the friendships i have made over the

year is the sky above my home,

the crystal air i breathe,through

which i see

i can;t believe how much you mean to me

without you with me,time would turn to

stone.i don't know why i need you so

or how.but i know i will be there

IN times your wounded heart can harldy bear

the truth is with me

whY IS it that we need friends?

To be awake and fully know who we are

with you i will share a grace that never

ends.

All of ya have left footprints in my heart

which i will never forget.

thanks.much apperciated

2006-11-15T17:52:00.000+08:00

today woke up super early i guess i wasn't in the right mind when i agreeto go with val to.style her hair.hahas so early met for
breakfast heard a song about you.but thos are the words that will never come out of your mouth
ahahahs.hmms then stayed at the saloon for one hour pluses
so long.later went with jiawei somewhere
din want to go eastpoint with her but somehow she psycho me into it
so we cabbed there hahas she is super mean
make me sit in the sun just so i cant touch her hardern hair
big deal
after that just shop round
the money changer was close..after that she walk me to the no.38 bus then headed for the library
now at home hahas
so bored

bordeom is killing me:)

2006-11-12T17:29:00.000+08:00

today i guess i wasn't on the right mind val called me super early in the morning..i kind of forgot i was supppose to meet her till i saw the bright sun.and pick up the phone.HAHAS.went for breakfast
val heard this song which rhytmes with the nickname i gave ya.
but the song said some words you will never say.waited for jiawei mother.STAYED AT THE saloon for like one hour pluses.
she did loads of thingds.to her hair.played with the straightened.
then later went with jiawei somewhere.then i did not want to go with her to eastpoint.waste my time.humphs but she decided to cabbed there
so i was alright with going.
HAHAHS.SUPER FUNNY IN THE CAB
VALERIE IS AFARID OF WIND.I KEEP BLOWing at her hair.
AND WANTED TO TOUCH SHE SO MEAN FORCE ME SIT IN THE SUN
just so i would not touch
in the end the money changer was closed
then she walked me to .38 bus stop but since she was late
i boarded the bus myslef went to the libaray
later came home and slept till so shuang till the dumb phone ring
so loud jolted me out of bed:(
had burger and tom yam noodles
i am so BORED

BORDEOM.BORDEOM.IS KILLING ME BUTI DON WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL:(
do ya know i have been waiting since 3 for ya to come online.?
i want to give up sitting in fornt of the com.and looking out for the pop out
everytime its not you how.irriaitng.and give me a sense of uncharacteris.hope.

2006-11-12T08:34:00.000+08:00

last fridAy went with sher.to watch the grudge 2.was uber scary
the ghost had such frigging black...long hair.i spent like half the time with sher shutting my eyes real tight.was screaming too but sher keep shushing me cause people were like laughing at the ghost.which.is not funny super sadist.i was friad stif hahas valerie going watch with jayclyn today wish her luck.later just went for lunch.stomach
was growling.then sher went to buy something
later we headed for simin house.me and sher kieep laughing in the bus
and sher kip changing the hey juilet lyrics.so many people looking
embarrasing.hahas
went to simin house.use her com.for a short while
and she conviently.delet something i type.went her house
ate chocolate and choco chip and.some pink in colour ice cream
yums:)later.went to watch.magic room.stayed for a while
her mum was coming back or else would have stayed
sher was in the kitchen making som milo thought she was cooking or something.FOUND OUT WAS just a cup of milo
load of some discs from her.
then cabbed home with sher.
later at night went for uncle house warming party
till quite late learned
to play majong.lols.
byes:)
GOING out to meet val apparnetly she wants to style her hair at 9 in the moring
hahas

whenever i hear thAt song i seem to think of you
those old days
that has long passed and seem so far now
i am trying to forget hopeffuly
i pray i will succed

2006-11-09T23:01:00.000+08:00

I AM SO FRIGGINg TIREd
but i stilll feel like bloggging
i am so addicted to someone blog
shhss..
YEPS I AM HEARING THE GRAD niGHT SONG
so sad the song.i shall skip song
marcia is headin for HONGKONG.SO EArly tomoro
BON VOAGE.(don't really know how to spell)
have a safe trip
Hurry come back and we SHALL
WATCH THE MOVIES like the good old girly days
before school reopens
and all the fun ends
HAVE FUN
BYES:)

beach

2006-11-09T22:19:00.000+08:00

have not update for quite a long time
hmms this week flew pretty fast
my first 2 weeks of nov have just passed in a blur
real fast.i did not know what i have been doing.hahaswent school first to meet valerie,clara and elaine

today went to east coast beach

i expected my dear friend valerie to laughs about my hairstyle
but she did not it surprises me this is what i call a true miracle yeaps
hahhas.went to have yummie hotdogs.gosh i am craving for it
i waited for simin for like one hour she came my house
to meet me in the end ended up with amazing race
busy finding for each other super retareded
hahahas.bladed at first but i wasn't good at it
so simin was nice to go with me
ahas i did not even cycle cause i did not even know how to
super embarrasing loads of slopes
simin cycle like the wind zooming real fast
felt so relaxed just biked and bladed
hahs later i managed to cycle and control it
i am so happy even though it is like what everyone knows how to do it
i want to learnt ice skating next
ahhas.i am uber enthu about this kind of activties now
after that me and simin went in search for macs
but somehow we lost marcia and
claraso went back i paired with marcia
we kept screaming somehow going into the drain
i was damn hungry .so ordered food
hahas some raffles girls found simin or clara
attractive hahas took pictures of them
after macs went to the bike kisok we lost track of time
so it was kind of expensive
went to
the beach later me,marcia and sher craved
a name on the sand using our footprints
OHH AHAHS who ever have steads should leave their
prints on the sand and they will lived in eternal happiness
that is what sher said
amazing:)
saw 2 sec 2 sacians
and a whole bunch of upper sec tennis players
hmms
i felt so embarrased with my hair so me and simin ride up a
head
hhaahs laughable.there was this super sweet
snadcastles.where couples did proposing
yeaps..
took a lift from sher
then accompanied simin till pretty late near my house
hhaa she doesn't want to go home so chatted
AND I SWEAR SHE CAN BE SO MEAN
hahhaas.kidding.
damns i am so hungry i wanna have supper but
i am too tired to do so.
and i heard some disappointing and bad news
i am super upset

yepas

sometimses i feel super useless like so though i am not
capable of anyhting.like i only seems to
play.its like i have never accomplise anything in my lower sec years
i seem to muddle through it
i did not do anything senseible or did anything good
to people i seem to be livig in my own world
thinking.i could just be so tactless at timees
and sometims i could just lose track f the impt things i have to do
and land just someone or somehow somebody in hot soup
yeaps i hopes

i suddenly felt as if i ahve laods of bad points
whenever i look at dots face it reminds of you
it reminds me of the things that happen
reaminds me of all the silly stuff
i just feel so dumb.
i've been missing you badly.
holding on seems to be such a wasteful thing
have.for quite long
maybe those heart stooping grins.
those blushes.giggles.and laughter will be over

2006-11-06T19:08:00.000+08:00

HELLos
TODAy went to school
went to this saloon to do something to my hair
with marcia and meet sher and
clara and elaine
went to the canteen
then later after thinking for so long went to have chicken rice
and just chatted
for like one hour pluses
headed for marcia house and chatted again
HAHas
till like kind of late
i found out some stuff
then i nv ever dreamt of
how could i be so blind sometimes
and not opened my eyes bigger
i felt so stupid
at thats moment
i felt like the trust kind of not too strong
how could i ever
went through all these years without knowing
but i guess sometimes that it is good
to forget and whats in the past to be kept there
maybe i am being silly but yar
not doing.anything
but maybe thats me
living there in the black ness of it all

was having mood swings today din felt
good
also don;'t really know why
my mood was just in the pits
but it went better in the eveings
but somehow later my feelings went haywired
and came back to square one
i seem to feel lottas of burdern and things weighing on my mind
i am afraid that
once i close my eyes it will flood back
but hoepfully will not
hahaas
maybe sometimes smiling and laughing
will help to make things better
yes it will
byes:)

2006-11-05T08:29:00.000+08:00

Hellos
yesterday wen out with sher
after debating so long we watched deathnote
it has a damn retareded ending lols
i did not want to watch the grudge
ahahs cause i was scared
..hmms
after that just walk round
then went to meet my parents
went shooping till kind of late
yeaps
later meeting marcia and sher to go
plaza sing
hahhas shooping and loads of yummie food
i am so bored now
the hols is killing me kind of boring
hahas will end here
byes:)

2006-11-03T20:58:00.000+08:00

HELLos AHAHS well
TALKING to val on the phone now
apparently she is free hahas
and calling cause of some hotel breaks
humphs she so mean have not bought anything for me yet
goodness
todae woke up early to go for cca
i miss 14 bus then was late to meet
sher.but she was being the usal late queen still in bed
so waited for her
under the void deck saw simin so was not that lonely she was nice
to keep me company
later went for cca
gosh something super funny
happened
we were like scolded for taking the lift
ahahs the teacher was like wanting us to get out of the lift
cause nobody was unwell
i was like already wanting to go out then the lift just like auto close
so ended up closing the lift door on thr teachers
face
ahhas we ran
all the way from 4 floor
hilarous after cca went to cut hair
HAHAS
spikey
with marcia
just felt so bored of the current hairstyle so tired
somehting new
i look weird i guess don look like me hahahs
i felt really weird
was so sad hahs
i got short hair can't really tie
hmms after that went to have chicken rice
went to marica house to take some discs
headed for home
have been on the com for hours
want to go catch my 9 show already
hahas the last epsoide
byes:)

2006-11-03T20:57:00.000+08:00

keep that breathless charm

2006-11-02T23:09:00.000+08:00

hellos
today woke up super early
cause of dumbo val call me at like 7.45 befoe
she going malcca to some check point
hahas then later she call me again i was busy snorezing
so did not pick up
later headed for marcia house
then went to watch the conventant
hahas its an alright show not all that nice
hahas but there was this goldne hair guy in the show
who was cute made it all the more beararble to watch
went in search for ear stickss but found none
went to bought pancake with blueberry
yummie
just sat and chit chat before i went home
felt so bored nothing to do at home so went
back to my sweet dreams
woke up like 8p.m.hahas
toking to marica nowtsk
suppose to be talking to her ta dad but dad din allow
was scolding@#$$^^&^*
background
so anonying
tomro going to school early in the morning
for cca
hopefully i can wake up later
meeting marcia to cut hair
haahs maybe trying new pattern
bahahas

if one day i was the walk to the end of the
earth i will find you
and hold you tight for that short period of time
and believe in forever

if i have one wish i will wish
for you to appear in sight whenever i am
missing you
or i will wish for you to search my soul or search within me

GOODBYES

SIGHs i am going 3/4 i will miss the times
when we will do things in clique
when we will talk about anything under the stars or the moon
i will miss the times when there is endless laughter

i will miss the delayed receess
i will missthe good and the bad times
i will wonder where has all the catching days in class gone
i will miss the second folor toilet
the place of soltuided
yes yes
i will miss my friends:)

2006-11-01T09:34:00.000+08:00

Those were the happpy times.(: hahas.

2006-11-01T08:13:00.000+08:00

hellos
yesterday went to school with marcia took
my report book
and put some option form
after that met kimberly
went to tampines mall
to xtraft to pierce my ear
ahhas been doing piercings recently
mms i like my third earhole
hahas
later got to go for cca
meeting sher
yeaps byes:)

2006-10-30T17:24:00.000+08:00

hellos, I just blade finish. gosh I fell like 20plus times, I felt that my butt had just form one more crack by itself but it was enjoyable. haha it was because sheralynn was my instructor(: today woke up super early, 6.27am! yeaps.
haha went to meet marcia to go school and saw my class list. oh gosh i hate my class. i'm gonna be some guai kia.and they'll shut my mouth up whenever i talk unlike now when teacher continue talking with me.then after that just laze around in school and chit chat.
uhhuh went macs to eat and time passed by like nobody's business.
yesterday went to ps to watch DEAD OR ALIVE oh my goodness it was sucha NICE SHOW! amazing one though. hmm i was freezing cold. it was some kind of three hot chicks.
yups then after that went to eat at oichmi japanese rice yums. yeah then i went for anderson ice cream! oooh lala well we almost watch the wrong show but thanks to sheralynn's alertness we managed to change back the tickets.so sad that i din't get my report boook, so looking forward to see my report book.
yes. i pierce my ear somehow, it was kindof burning red. and i clinged onto marcia's arm tightly. then headed for home sweet home. planning to watch material girls. gna go roller blading tomorrow with my friends since i learnt "VERY WELL". hmm improvements though. hahas(:

2006-10-28T10:25:00.000+08:00

HELLOS
now talking to valerie
on the phone hahas talking about her malaysia
trip.
.and revivng our 2 years in lower sec
all the silly memories
and the emo time

blahs.
HMMs tomro going ps
was suppost to go east coast.or pasirs park
to cycle and blade but somehow did not go

i am a losuy mood
hmms don't really know what to do
just lazing in the house.

byes:)
BYES to you
see ya

friends are friends forevea
if the lord is the lord of them
and a friend will not say nvr
cause the welcum will not end
though
its hard to let you go in the father's hand we know
that a lifetime not too long
to let us sty as friends

2006-10-28T00:36:00.000+08:00

HELLOS
I AM SUPER SAD
mrs jo is great at making people
embarrased
arghh
she was like calling out mine and marcia
name during assembly
so embarrasing
hmms spent the whole day there
super cold freezing
read books
hahas how good
well left with no choice
we had to help mrs jo in doing some stuff
and i secretly sneak down to 2.3
sighs i was damn sad I WENT 3.4
ALL THE GOODY TWO SHOES
it won't be the same
I AM GOING TO BE DAMN LONER
all my friends are in.3/3
its the happening class
and so fun
i was so disappointed when i saw the list
yeah there were people who retain
felt kind of sad for them
ad the arrangment for this year class
is downright FCUKED up
AND I WILL MISS MY FRIENDS<3
AHAHS i will miss valerie.tan the most
hahas i will miss clara and elaine too
all the people in 2/3
i wonder how i am going to survive
somebody can please transfer some naughty
girls to our class
HOPEFUlly

after that did not have the mood to eat
we delayed our break
i was standing at the balcony over looking the
whole school
i saw mdam sim then i was in the playful mood
i called her name then we hid yeaps
stayed at rtc till 4 plus
hmmms
headed for home sweet home
i am going to school on mon to collect my
report books
damns
i detest my class
save me

2006-10-26T20:08:00.000+08:00

HELLOS
spent todae going shopping
hahahs bus no.38 took a million years till
it reach tm
walk round bought a black pointy
striped heels
kind of formal
then went to the toilet to take pics
yeaps headed for sher house
to borrow some tee
ranshackign cupboard
then val was nice to fry
yuMMIE FOOD:)
ahahs but i was nice to treat her
macflurry
hmms stayed there to snorez
was quiet if not
due to the fact that some naughty person
keep kicking me and bullying me
plus closing the door in total darkneess
and bluffing me got insect on my tee
hrumphs
that is about all then headed for home
eevry where was crowded
tomoro is wear what you want day
and just happended to be the last day of school
i am going to be frigging sad
I need a pill or a bottle of medicine to cure the pAIN
byes:)

2006-10-22T11:15:00.000+08:00

I HATE mrs joseph argh
she juz call my sis
and ask me to dye back my hair
before taking my report book
i thought i had like 2 months to dye back but guess
i was wrong
hahahs
boos
gonna be so bored
at home
haahs talking to marcia nw
geeting super emo
yeah..maybe later going out
will stop here.
byes

GIVE ME A SMILE ONE DAY

2006-10-21T16:32:00.000+08:00

I DID A NAUGHYT DEED TODAE
sneakedd back to schhool
ahaha.miss my friends
and you at 10.02 kip
wnthing to enetr skool
is it worth it?
friends had to ren with me
cux i kip goraning bout yous
it was luch hour super crowded
went to the hall t search fer kim
saw my darling friends
then miss raju ask us to seat in the hall..
after tht headed
to the science block to tok
with clara ad sher was waiting fer marcia
sports brefing to end
yeaps
after tht seat in the cantten kip
laughingd
me nad marcia went absoultely highness
spiiling rubbish out
goodness aftr tahst went bubble tea shop
and 7 eleven thn
headed for home sweet home
:)
yepas byes:)

i din get a chnae to speak
is tahst how we are goona end on the last note
no hugs no goodbyess.
i shld juz face it rghts?
without looking back
cux it was wasteful
my last seieing you.
I WANAN SAE A PROPER GOODBYES
TO YOU
only in my dreams will it happen..byes

TALKING TO VAL NW
SHE ARH MAKE UP SOME TERRIFC
STORY
GT GOOD AN DBAD SIDE SHE JUZ OFFICALLY
CHANGE THE LYRICS OF YOUR BEATUILFUL
THE SONG

HAHAHASS

2006-10-21T16:00:00.000+08:00

2006-10-21T15:03:00.000+08:00

WHEE i finally HAD someone help
to make a blogskin
hahas its clara Cheong
MAni thanxs:)
the previous one was kinda jammed
nd my small words were obviuos
miss blogging
so much
this week have been crap
i din inline skating
spent the dae indoor suspension
bullshit
was boring inside
luched with ruth
ahhas wENT TO VISIT my friends
woahahs shocking to see nobody on their arse
haha if its me
hahas
i will have brusises all over but it loks fun
the following dae

somehow i thot mrs low wun
check fer coloured hair
but she did cum to the sec 2 to check
goodness
she tap me and was singled out
during assembly
s0 embarrasing
argh woahs
weina,priss,marcia.candy were caught
i guess i was lik the 4 one
SUPER FUNNIE everyone was busy
sparyin hair ahahs then mrs low came
everybosy acted lik some goody-two shoes
it was fun though
pris and weina kip making me
and marcia laughs
it was full -house
man,\
making loads of noise
then had to stand with marica
it was freeznign cold wnted to lower the
air con but sister riat caught me inthe act
bahhas
call my sista gt one week suspension
GOONA MISS MY FRIENDS TRUCKLOADS
LOVES<3
my parenst wasn't realli fumming mad
then sneaked to the hall.with pris,candy and weina
to check results
WOHAHAS I AM DAMN SATISED WITH
MY RESULTS EXCEPT my maths

went to principla office
hugness.she was nice
toking to me..
unlike some teahcers i knws
lucnhed with my friends.
then later wne thome
shall end here

ilovemy blogskin
hahas

2006-10-18T19:31:00.000+08:00

LOVES<3

2006-10-17T19:43:00.000+08:00

HELLOS
HMMS todae woke up uber early
to went parkwae for job hunting
at macs and mos burger
then went walk round.
to find studs
than headed
fer
swimming
wows played so many gmes like marco polo
i culd nt find them inthe water with my eyes close
in the water
argh
drank so much chloride wtaer pukes
played tuck of war
haahs
mr wolf
nd catching and gossiping in the jacuzzi
wowas
then shower in open air
whee
me,kim,marcia and sher
was playing with foam
hahs
shampoo.smashing on each other
playing
ahaahs
super fun
exahvnging water shower
ahahs
super fun
hahas kip bullyinh sher
squashing her
laals
i so wanna go on hol trip like sports girl
going shopping with friends
advantage
hahas
byes so tired
wanna sleep
gosht tml gng school

in my heart your my only one
you are my moon while i am ur
star thats count your worries
loves<3

will you be the star that guide me tru the night?

2006-10-16T20:22:00.000+08:00

PSI IS LIKE 127
oh no so high
ahh afetr a long weekend
went back to school
and got
caught by mrs jo
so idiot argh
i was lik playing catching with somebody
then i ran up this thing
and the next thing i came down and joseph was infont of m
so embarrasing
she din let me go excursion
cux of my colour hair
but i promise heri will dye back
hehehs
argh
then i regreeted gng fort canning
park
so boring
tsk.hahahs but some part quite funnie and
fun
yeaps
then went macs and eat hot cake damn yummie
hahas
valerie cut my hotcakes till
damn cute
hahahs
later headed fer
singapore river
haahhas
went abck to school
and wait fer val fer
jayclyn
later went to mmet clara
elaine
then went outside school to find marcia
sher kimbelry them but nt there
ended up walking everywhere
yeaps
aahahs but gd excersise and then ate some
almond red bean food
so weird the food dunt suit me
hahas but clara was nice to help me finish
whee
cux its lik kinda rude without finishing
anywaes hahas later they were in schhol
doing 1,000 paper cranes
hahas
marcia made one nice blue paper crane fer me
hahas
so honoured
went to0 haf prata
then headed fer cca
was slack
they were busy doing stuff
was juz doodling on the board
then follow simin go hall
watch 2/7 dance
nice
cabbed home
now at home
gosh tml is
marking dae so looking fowrd
gng parkwae to walk walk
then tanning if the haze is nt bad
wooaahas
coolign water
will end here byes:)

2006-10-15T10:14:00.000+08:00

HELLOS
HAHAHS I GOT A NEW BLOGSKIN
YEAPS
MANI THANXS TO VALERIE
FOR PRPARING THIS SURPRISE BLOGSKIN
HAAHAS
IF SHE DIN TELL ME I THOT I WENT WRONG BLOG
ANYWAES
the bad thing is thats too mani ppl
haf this blogskin
and oso my smallWORDS IS SEEABLE
ARGHHH
so irriating rghts
lols
hmmms
but i still love ym blgoskin
oops i am so runnign late to go ps
to meet marcia
and sher..is so goona be ealy waiting while i am late
while cux of my damn mum
kip complainign bout me gng out cyux if the bladdy
haze the PSI IS HIGH
HAAHAS
TML GOING BACK TO SCHOOL
YAY
AHAHHAS I GTG..

2006-10-14T09:01:00.000+08:00

HELLOS
went orchard after exams to walk round
and..Watch stay alive goodnness
IT was scary
HAHAHS I toook val jacket cux i cover my eyes
and scream
lols
THEn ate at yoshinonya
YUMS
then went shop round
hahahs bought a pair of green earings
and rose scrunchie
WOOHAHAS I AM so addicted to rose
lalas
HMMSS
then.after thats marcia sae wnted to play
Catching in orchard ahahs
so unique
but din play then slack in long johna
befor heading fe paragon
ahhas i did this fortune telling water thigy
then they
sae
some stuff bout me
hahaas
hmms then headed fer inter
late at nigth
to have dinner.with sher,simin
and clara
then went with sher to vcd sho[
ahas she choose so long so me and val
and clara sat under the dark starry night
HAHS thn chatted
ahahs so i plucked one super cutr strand of
leave then put insidde clara pocket as souvenir
lols.hahas then i use it to put in simin ear
bahahas
later then cabbed home,send home
sher before heading fer marcia hse to collect simin bag
yeaps then went home
super tired